my first story here - Behkate huye kadam

[sexy_parul]

dear all .. here mai apni pahli kahani yahaan likh rahi hu .. jo har ladki k saath aksar hota hai.. ota hai..

[sexy_parul]

class me jakar hum 1 hi bench par baith gye..
itne me dinesh apne doston ravi aur vikash ke sath class me enter hua aur. tanu ki aur muskurate huye hmmare seedh me hi baith gya.
tanu ne b use smile di bt maine najre ghuma li thi. tanu uski taraf baithi thi.. aur dinesh uski taraf. ishare kar rha tha…
tanu b use jwab de rhi thi.. mujhe achha nhi laga aur wahan sir b to the to maine tanu ko halki kuhni maar di. tanu samne dekhne lagi…
yeh baat dinesh ne note karli thi sayad.. jab maine uski aur dekha to wo mujhe kha jaane wali najron se dekh raha tha… mai usko ada se ignore krti huyi samne dekhne lagi..
lecture k baad maine tanu ko bathroom ke liye pucha to usne mana kar diya. sayad wo dinesh se baaten karna. chahti. thi.. mai thode gusse me dinesh ki or dekhti hui bahar nikal gai.. maine mehsoos kiya k dinesh abi b gusse me tha..

1st floor pe bathroom thode side me kone me the..
koi 5 min. baad jb mai bahar nikli to mere kadam thithak gye.. gate ke paas ravi khada tha.. mai use 1dum. wahan dekhkar hadbada. gai.

mai- ttttttummmmm kya kr rhe ho yahan?

ravi- tumhari raah dekh rha tha..

mai thodi gusse me…
mai- Q?

ravi- dekh manisha, tu dinesh aur tanu ke bich se nikal ja nhi to….

mai-( thodi aur himmat se uski baat bich me kaat ti hui) nhi to kya kr loge tum log mera? wo meri frnd hai aur mai dinesh ko achhe se janti hu wo tanu ko behka rha hai..smjhe..
ravi bilkul mere saamne aa gya..
mai- ( uski or gusse se dekhti hui) dekho mera rasta chhodo aur itna kehkar mai chalne lagi k ravi ne mera hath pakad liya.. mai dar gayi lekin himmat nhi hari aur…

mai- hw dare u to catch my hand? I say leave it..

ravi- (gandi si smile krte huye) himmat tune dekhi hi kahan h aur hath kya mai to tera bahut kuh pakad sakta hu..( uski najre mere seene par thi joki dar ke maare upar niche ho rha tha)
mujhe pasina aane laga.. awaj bilkul band si ho gai.. sirf meri tej saanso ki awaj aa rhi thi..ravi. ab b smile kr rha tha..
achanak usne apna hath mere gaal par rakh diya aur halke se sehlane laga.. muje kuch pta nhi chal rha tha..wo ek hath se mera hath majbuti se pakde huye tha.. mai us se chudaane ki koshish lgaatar kr rhi thi.
achanak hi uska hath meri dhadkati chhati par chala gaya aur meri to saanse atak gai aur gala sukhne laga jaise ki mai barson ki pyasi hu.. mere sharir ne kaam karna chhod diya..

bachi khuchi jaan laga kar maine apne aap ko us se chhudane ki nakaam si koshish ki aur uske agle kadam ne to meri jaan hi nikaal di..

uske hoth mere hothon par the. uske ek hath ne mere dono hatho ko kaabu kiya aur dusre se mere upar niche hote pahaad dabaane lagaa..
wo mere hotho ko chusta ja rha tha..
mere sath aisa hona to door maine aisa socha tak na tha..

mera sharir kampne laga aur virodh ki shakti khatam hoti ja rhi thi..

achanak hi mujhe laga ki jaise mera sabkuch lut gya aur is baat ka khayal aate hi pata nhi mujme itni taakat kahan se aayi k maine use 1 jordaar laat uske niche ke bhag par. maari aur wo dard se uchal pada..aur maine apne aap ko us se chhuda hi liya…

wo dard se bilbila raha tha or maine bina kuch soche hi jitni mere sharir me shakti thi utni jordaar laat uske pet pe maari aur uski ankhen bahar ko aa gai.. uska shir deewar se takraya or mujhe nhi pta k phoota ya nhi.. aur mere muh se nikla..

mai- saaala???????

mai uski parwah kiye bina wahan se bhag aai aur niche akar water cooler par toot padi..

mera sharir pasine se bhara hua tha aur sansen abhi tak speed se chal rahi thi..
maine paanni peena shuru kiya aur peeti hi gayi..jaise meelon se daud kar aayee hu aur janmon ke baad ye paani nasib hua hai..

maine rukna nhi tha agar mere dil me ye khayal na aya hota k kisi ne us wakt kuch dekha to nhi aur ye sochte hi meri ankhon se ansoon chalak pde..muje apni aur parents ki ijjat ka khayaal aa gya..

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aur fir. idhar udhar dekha aur apni scooty ki aur chal di.. ansoon chupaane ke liye scooty se chasma nikaal kar apni ankho par laga liya..
aaj ka din kitna manhoos hai, ye sochti hui aur apni bebasi aur kamjori par ansoon bahaati hui mai ghar ki aur chal di…..

ghar se thodi piche scooty rok kar maine apne aap ko shant kiya.. pta nhi q mai ghar par kuch btana nhi chahti thi.. sayad isiliye ki mummy – papa tension lenge aur ya fir isliye k tanu ne dinesh ke rutbe aur pahunch ke bare me muje bta rakha tha aur meri family chah kar b uska kuch nhi bigaad skti thi…

maine chupchap apni scooty khadi ki aur lagbhag bhagte huye ghar ke andar chali gyi.. samne mummy ko dekh kar mai apne upar control nhi rakh paai aur meri ankhen chalak gai.. wo to maine chasma nhi utara tha ab tak nhi to unhe mera rona dikh jata..aur sayad kuch had tak pta b chal gya ho..
mai ab apne room me thi aur chasma table par rkhke chhati ke bal ek laash ki trah apne bed par gir gyee…

1-1 krke abi tak ki saari baten meri ankhon ke samne se gujar gai.. aur muje apni kamjori par gussa aya.. pehli baar pta chala k ladki. ladki hi hoti hai.. lekin achanak use laga ki ye baat sahi nhi h. .usne ravi ko maarne wala jo kaam baad me kiya wo pehle b kar sakti thi ya phir ravi ko ignore krke us se bina baat kiye b ja sakti thi.. q usne aisa hone diya? q?
aur mai jaise thak gai thi..meri ankhe band hone lagi thi.. mai sona chahti thi ki itni der me purse me pada mera phone baj utha lekin himmat na hui uthaane ki aur thodi der me phone cut gya…
1 min. baad phir se phone aya aur is baar maine hath badha kar purse se phone. nikaal liya…

phone tanu ka tha aur maine utha liya..

tanu- (naraj hote huye) are yaar kahan mar gayi? kab se wait kar rhi hu?

mai- are thoda shir me pain tha to ghar aa gai thi.

tanu-(chonkte huye) kya? aur mujhe btaya b nhi!! mai chhodungi nhi tuje? tu mil to sahi..
sayad un logon ne tanu ko aaj ke baare me kuch nhi btaya tha..
mai b use abi kuch btaane ke mood me nhi thi..mujse bola nhi ja rha tha..maine usko sorry bola.. aur bdi muskil se use manaya…

tanu- (thodi mood me aate huye) are tujhe 1 baat kehni thi k mai dinesh ke sath lunch pe ja rhi hu.usne mujhe aaj puchha aur mai mana nhi kar payee bt maine tujhe b sath leke jane ke liye bola dinesh ko aur wo maan gya.. bt tu to hai hi nhi.. mood kharab kar diya yaar.. ab akele hi jana pdega mujhe..

mai kuch sochte huye chup rhi aur usko dinesh ke sath jane k liye mana nhi kiya qki is par tanu hajaar sawaal krti bt sayad meri baat maan b jaati lekin mujhme itna bolne ki himmat nhi thi.

mai- thik hai..

tanu- ok. see u aur han tumhari books mere paas hai jo tu class me chhod gai thi..ok bye. mis u jaan.. aur phone kaat diya..

mai phir se nidhal si bed par padi rahi sochte huye ki tanu ka kya hoga? maine apni chinta chhod di thi..

itne me mummy chai le aayi aur mere balon me pyar se ungliyan pherte huye pucha..

mummy – kya baat hai beti? clg. se jaldi aa gai!!! aur aise q padi hai? kapde b change nhi kiye aur udaas h, kuch baat hui h kya?
maine wohi shir dard ka excuse diya aur thodi sambhal gai..
mummy ne muje tablet di aur maine chai pi li..
chai pine se sharir me to jaan aa gai magar wo baat mai bhula nhi paa rhi thi..

sheetal clg se aa gai aur akhi b school se aa gya tha..thodi der me mujhe nind aa gai aur jab uthi to sham ho chuki thi..
raat ko sheetal ka phone aya bt maine receive nhi kiya aur mai agle din clg nhi gayee.. ya yu kahiye himmat nhi hui..
din bhar tanu ke phone aate rhe bt maine response nhi diya..

aur agle din mai jaise-taise clg chali gai..

tanu se mulakat hui.. wo kafi khush dikhayi de rhi thi.. bt banavti gussa krte huye..

tanu- tune kal phone q nhi uthaya? pure din try kiya..
aur maine 1 aur excuse use diya k mai kal 1 ristedaar k yahan chali gai thi aur phone ghar pe tha..kisi trah use samjha diya..