Hello friends. Mera naam Mahmood hai aur mai Hyderabad ka rahne wala hoon. Maine MBA kiya hai aur Abhi job karra hoon.
Abhi mai apni aap beeti par at a hoon. Mai bachpan se thoda sharmila hoon. Specially ladkiyon se baat karne se sharmata hu. Isliye mere zyada friends nahi hai ladkiyaa . Lekin agar kisi dosti karlu to bahot achi tarah se dosti nibhata hoon.
Baat tab ki hai jab mai apne hometown me rahta tha. Hamare ghar k bazu hi mere relatives rahte the. Relatives yaani mere uncle the door k aur Unki Ek ladki thi Jo mere se do daal choti thi. Humlog bachpan se saat me pale bade Lekin hamare apas me banti nahi thi. Hum bahot ladte the bachpan me. Lekin jaise bade hote gaye ladayi kam hogayi aur hum ache dost bangaye. Aur mujhe pata hi Nai chala k kab mai usko like karne laga aur mai usko pyaar karne laga. Mai aapko batana bhool hi gaya k uska naam zoya tha. WO rozana shaam ko hamare ghar aati thi aur mere ammi se baate karti thi. Hum khelte b the saat me aur TV dekhte the. Hamare ghar ya zoya k ghar me hum dono ko koi ROK tok nahi thi. Hum kabhi b ghar me chale jate the. Mai usko bahot pyaar karne lag gaya tha. Lekin batane se darta tha. Sochta tha k kahin WO mama
Karde to Jo dosti hai WO khatm hojayegi. Aur kahin WO apne ghar me batade to dono families me difference ajayenge. Aisa sochkar apne aap ko ROK rakha tha Maine. Aise hi 3 saal tak Maine apne dil ki baat nahi batayi usko. Lekin phir mujhe lagne laga k zoya b mujhe pasand karti hai. Uski baato se uski harkato se aisa lagne laga k WO mujhe like karti hai. Phir Maine sochliya k mai batadunga apne dil ki baat usko.
Ek din mere ghar koi Nai tha. Roz ki tarah WO mere ghar aayi shaam ko. Mujhse pucha k aunty kahan hai. Maine kaha bazaar gaye ammi. WO jaane lagi wapas Maine kaha ruk jao . Bore hora hai mijhe , kuch baate karte hai. WO ruk gayi aur hum dono baate karne lage aise hi. Phir Maine kaha ki chai peena hai kya. WO boli haan to mai bola ruko bana lata hu. WO boli bachu chai banana aata hai kya. Mai bola try karunga. WO haste huwe boli k usko itna jaldi marna Nai hai. Aur WO khud kitchen me gayi chai banana. Mai b chala gaya piche piche. Aur mai platform par bait gaya aur baat karne laga. Maine pucha k zoya agar mai kuch puchu to tum such such bataogi. WO boli k haan pucho. Maine pucha k zoya mai tumko kaisa lagta hoon. WO pahle khamoosh hogayi phir boli k bander ki tarah lagte ho. Maine kahan ki mazakh may karona.such batao kaisa lagta hu. WO thoda door hatkar mujhe upar se niche tak dekha aur kaha ki bander hi lagte ho. Phir hum chai lekar hall me agaye.
Maine socha ki aaj bata hi dunga apne dil ki baat. Maine zoya se kaha ki mai tumse kuch kahna chahta hoon. WO boli k haan bolo. Mai darr raha tha Lekin bolna to tha. Maine kaha ki ye baat kisi se mat batana. Phir mai uske samne niche bait gaya aur uske dono hato ki pakad kar bolo k zoya I LOVE U. MAI tumhe bahot pyaar karta hoon. Mai tumse shadi karna chahta hoon. Tab mai graduation me tha. WO shock hogayi meri baate sunkar. WO kuch nahi boli thodi der tak. Maine pucha k kya huwa. WO boli ki use kuch kaam hai ghar me aur chali gayi. Mai darr gaya k WO bina kuch bole chale gayi wahan se. Agle do din tak WO ghar Nai aayi. Mai pareshaan tha. Do Din baad mai hi chale gaye zoya k ghar. Aunty aur zoya ghar me the. Aunty k rahne se mai wahan kuch bol Nai paya
Zoya ko. Wahan se chala aaya. Phir dusre din Maine zoya ko colg k raste me ROK liya aur bola k I’m sorry usdin k liye. Plz baat karo mujhse. WO boli k Abhi rasta chodo mai tumse raat ko phone par baat karungi. Phir raat ko uska phone aaya. Usne pucha k kahin mai mazakh to Nai karra hu. Maine kaha k mai serious hoon. WO boli k WO b mujhe pasand karti hai Lekin ghar walo se darti hai. Usme mujhe kaha ki I love u. Mai. Bahot khush hogaya. Meri khushi ka thikana hi Nai raha. Us lamhe ko mai kabi bhool nahi sakta. Phir hum raat bhar baate karte rahe. Usme mujhe bataya ki WO mujhe bachpan se hi pasand karti hai. Lekin family me difference na ajaye iske karan nahi batayi. Phir to hum rozana baat karte the. Phir uska birthday aaya. Mai raat ko 12 baje cake lekar chat par chala gaya uske. Aur phn karke bulaya chat par. Hamare ghar bazu bazu hi the. To asani se idhar se udhar jasakte the. WO upper aayi surprise hogayi cake ko dekh kar. WO bahot khush thi us waqt. Mujhe aisa laga k WO waqt tham jaye aur mai bus uski ankhon me WO khushi dekhta rahu. Humne cake cut kiya aur waise hi baate karte bait gaye. Subah 5 baje tak hum chat parhi baithe rahe. Bahot acha chalra tha hamare bich. Ladte the hum Lekin har ladayi k baad pyaar aur b bad jata tha hamara. Lekin use hamesha darr rahta tha k hamari families ko agar ye rishta pasand na aaye to kaise. Ye baat sochkar WO Rone lagti. Mai hamesha usko samjhata k sub thik hojayega. WO apni mummy daddy se bahot pyaar karti thi. Phir achanak aisa huwa k WO mujhe avoid karne lagi. Mujhse baat nahi karti thi. Apna phone b switch off kardiya tha. Mai pareshaan
Hogaya k aisa kya hogaya k WO baat band kardi hai mujhse. Uski Ek frend thi colg ki jisko hum dono k baare pata tha. Maine usse pucha ki kya huwa hai zoya ko. WO kyun baat Nai karri hai. Tab usne bataya k zoya k mummy ko pata chal gaya hai hum dono k baare me. Aur zoya ko unhone kasam Di hai k mujhse rishta tod de Aur mujhse baat na kare.
Mai bahot pareshaan rahne laga k aunty kyun aisa karri hai. Mujhse raha Nai gaya Aur himmat karke aunty se baat karne chala gaya. Aur aunty se kaha k mai bahot pyaar hu zoya se. Aur shadi karna chahta hu. Lekin unhone meri baat Nai maani Aur kaha k mai bhool jao sub kuch. Aur kaha k yahi thik hoga subke liye. Mai samaj Nai raha tha k unke dimaagh me kya chalra hai. Unhone mujhe samjaya k mera Aur zoya ka rishta aage Nai bad sakta. Phir kuch din baad zoya ki shadi fix hogayi. Jaise hi mujhe padta chala k shadi fix hogayi hai mai to bus shock me rahgaya. Mujhe samaj Nai aara tha k mai kya karu. Maine phir aunty k paas gaya Lekin is baar b WO mujhe samjha kar bhejdiya. Jaise shadi k Din nazdeek arahe the meri halaat kharab horahi thi. Phir Ek zoya k frend ka phone aaya Aur usne kaha ki zoya mejhse baat karna chahti hai aur usne mujhe colg k paas bulaya hai. Mai khush hogaya Aur pareshaan b tha. Jab mai pahocha zoya se Milne to WO bahot Rone lagi. Maine jaise taise zoya ko shaant kiya. Phir zoya ne kaha ki mai hamesha khush rahu aur apni life me settle hojao. Maine kaha ki ye kya bolri ho.mai tumare bina rah Nai sakta. WO mujhe samjhane lagi k uske mummy ko ye rishta pasand Nai hai aur WO mummy k khilaaf nahi jasakti. Aur WO bus last time mujhse Milne aayi hai. Itna kahkar WO chale gayi. Mai to wahi khada raha Aur samaj Nai paratha k kya huwa hai. Shock me tha mai. Bus yakeen Nai hora tha Jo b hora hai mere saat.
Shadi ko bus 3 din bache the. Abto shadi honi hi thi. MAi dekh nahi sakta tha shadi hote huwe. Isliye dosto k saat tour ka bahana banakar ghar me kahin bahar jaana chahra tha. Isliye maine ammi ko bataya WO mana kiye k zoya ki shadi hai aur tu kaha jaara hai. Lekin. Maine zabardasti karke manaliya. Maine ye baat papa ko nahi batayi kyun k WO mana kar dete. Papa ghar pe nahi the. Yahi soch kar mai apna bag pack kiya Aur jaane laga k papa Aur zoya k papa agaye tabhi ghar ko. Mere papa ne pucha k bag lekar kaha jaare ho. Tabhi mummy ne kaha ki dosto k saat tour par jara hai. Maine mana kiya Lekin maan nahi ra. Aap hi samjhao isko. Papa ne kaha k tour par jaane ki zaroorat Nai hai. Tabhi zoya k papa mere pas aaye Aur kaha k ye kya baat huwi beta. Zoya ki shadi ko 3 din bache hai aur tum aise chale jaoge to saara kaam kaise hoga. Unhone kaha ki mera koi beta Nai hai. Tumko hi sambhal na hoga sub. Phir mere papa ne gusse se kaha ki tour cancel karo Aur shadi k baad chale jaana. Kya batao dosto jisse mai bahot pyaar karta hu ab uski shadi k kaam b mai hi karunga. Na chahte huwe mujhe rukna pada shadi me. Akhir WO din ahigaya shadi ka. Aur mere pyaar ki inteha ye thi k mujhe har kaam karna padra tha shadi ka. Mai function hall me hi tha subah se Aur jab sub ready hogaya mai ghar chala gaya ready hone k bahane . mai sochra tha k ab sub shadi me busy honge mujhe koi yaad Nai karega. Aur mai apne ghar ki chat par jakar baitgaya. Bus WO birthday wali raat ko yaad karte baita tha. Aansu nikal rahe the mere. Tabhi papa ka phone aaya k Aur unhone pucha k kaha hu mai. Mai bola ready hone ghar aaya hu. Unhone kaha k jaldi aao yahan hall me. Phir kya tha mai ready hokar gaya hall ko. Aur sub mehmaan ko khana khilane k kaam me lag gaya. Udhar zoya ki shadi hogayi Aur idhar meri barbadi. Mera haal to aisa tha mera gala kata gaya Aur tadapne se mana kardiya. Ab sub kuch hogaya tha. Mai Rona chahra tha uswaqt. Lekin koi na koi kaam lag jara tha.Last me Ek rasm hoti hai k dulha dulhan ko Ek jagah baitha kar ghar walo ko kapde rakhte hai. Hadd to tab hogayi jab mujhe papa ne kaha k dulhe ki chair ko dulhan k stage par rakhne ko bola. Maine kaha k waiters ko boldeta hu. Unhone kaha ki late horahi hai, isliye mujhe Aur Ek ladke ko kaha ki laaye chair ko. Kyunki WO chair badi hoti hai na. Mai chair uthaya Aur dulhan ki stage ki taraf chalne laga. Mere se to chalna Nai hora hai. .mere haat kaapne lage the. Jaise taise mai stage par chada Aur chair ko niche rakha. Aur zoya apna ghunghar udhe huwe niche chahra karke baithi thi. Mai na chahte huwe uski ore dekhliya. Uske ankh se aansu gir gaya jaisa hi Maine dekha usko. Mujhse raha Nai gaya Aur mai wahan se chala aaya. Aur dost k ghar chala aaya. Aur dost se gale lag kar bahot roya. Mere dost ne bahot samjhaya. Lekin meri takleef dekh kar WO b roo pada mere saat. Tabhi mere papa ne phone karke ghar bulaya kisi kaam se. Mai chala gaya ghar. Dusre din reception par jaana tha. Mai sochliya k aaj mai nahi jaunga. Sub log ready hogaye jaane k liye. Maine apne mummy se kaha ki Mai dost k paas jarahu kuch kaam se Aur wahan se direct reception par ajaunga. Aur yahi bahane se mai apne dost k paas chala gaya Aur raat bhar wahi raha dost k paas. Dosto us Din b mai bus rote raha. Aaj pura Ek saal hogaya hai zoya k shadi ko. Aur mai Hyderabad shift hogaya job k liye. Ek saal me Maine zoya ko dobara Nai dekha. WO jab b aati hai apne maike mai apne ghar hi Nai jaata. Hyderabad me hi rahta hu. Pata laga letu k WO aayi hai to Nai apne Maike. Mujhe samaj hi Nai aata k kya huwa hai mere saat. Galti kiski hai. Zoya ki ya meri ya aunty ki. Phir sochta hu k zoya ne wahi kiya Jo usko apne mummy be kaha. Aur aunty ne WO kiya Jo unko sahi laga. Lekin mai kya karu ab. Bus koshish karta hu k bhool jao zoya ko. Lekin jitna bhool na chahta hu utna hi yaad ajati hai. Din bhar kaam me rahta hu. Raat ko yaad aahi jati hai uski. Koshish karta hu k bhool jao. Lekin zakhm jaldi bhar ta hi Nai. Zindagi tham so gayi uske jaane se.
Friends mai bus ye kahna chahta hu k kuch cheeze apne haat me nahi hoti hai. Humko haalat k saat adjust karna padta hai. Mai adjust karra hu Lekin waqt lagega mujhko.