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Unread post by rajkumari » 09 Dec 2016 23:20

UPDATE 79-


Sahil aur aarti ke pyar ka rang gahra hota ja rha tha….aarti aur sahil ab bhi ekdusre se vaise hi ladte aur ab bhi parinam whi hota- sahil ki haar…..lekin ab aarti sahil se lajati bhi thi…aur sahil ko uska lajana -sharmana bahut achchha lagta tha ….




Subah ke 9 baje the…….Sahil aaj gaon ja rha tha..sham 7.30 ki train thi …..aarti ko jane ki permission ghar se to sahil ne dila di thi lekin use bahut sare apne documents etc. taiyar rakhne the counciling ke liye isliye wo sahil ke saath nhi ja pa rhi thi.



Sahil ko aarti aaj subah se hi kam dikh rhi thi aur bar bar uski nazre aarti ko talash rhi thi….ek do bar wo dikhi bhi thi to sahil ke samne nhi rook rhi thi….sab log khana kha kar apne apne room me the …dophar ke koi 2 baj rhe the….sahil ki sari packing ho chuki thi is samay wo chup chap apne room me baitha tha ………..man to uska bhi udas ho rha tha …bhale hi gaon jane ki khusi thi lekinn aarti se door jane ka gham bhi tha…. Aakhirkar us se rha nhi gya aur usne aarti ke mobile par sms kiya…………….




“jab koi kahi ja rha ho to us se naraz nhi hote …...kya pata kaun si mulakat aakhiri ho”



Sahil ko pta tha ki aarti naraz us se nhi h,,..bas uske jane se udas h isiliye shayad uske samne nhi aa rhi lekin use puri umeed thi ki uske bheje huye is sms ka reply jaroor aayega –usne bat hi aisi likh di thi….jawab to aana hi tha…lekin jo jawab aaya wo sahil ki umeed se badhkar tha …. 2 mi bhi pure nhi huye the ki aarti dandanate huye sahl ke room me pahuchi……



“aapko bahut mjaa aata hai na mujhe rulane me….” Wo darwaze se chand kadam andar aakr khadi thi aur aankho me aa rhi aansuo ke badh ko palko se rokne ki kosis kar rhi thi….uska udas udas sa masoom chehra is kadar pyara lag rha tha ki ek pal ko sachmuch sahil ne khud ko gali di jo use rula diya……aarti ke chehre par dard aur gusse ke mile jule bhav the …uski aankhe surkh lal ho rhi thi aur chehra gulabi ….lambi kali julfo ki chand laten aaj bhi uske galon ko choom rhi thi…aaj bhi aarti utani hi haseen lag rhi thi …




“muh me jubaan nhi hai …??? ..aarti kar to gussa rhi thi lekin aankhe thi ki juban ka sath nhi de rhi thi…



Sahil dheere se chalta hua aarti ke pas gya aur use pakadkar apne gale se lagaa liya….aarti jo itni der se sabr ki thi sahil ke kandho ka sahara paa kar foot padi…sahil use lekar bed ke pas pahucha….thodi der tak aarti sahil se lage yuhi subakati rhi … sahil ne kaha….



“ro kyu rhi ho yar….???”



“chup rahiye aap ….jaise ki kuchh maloom nhi hai…ek to ghar jar he h us par se ulti seedhi baten bolte hain…ha nhi to …..mai nhi jane dungi aapko” aarti sahil se lipat gayi ….



Sahil dheere dheere aarti ke balo ko sawarta rha aur use chup kara rha tha…



“mai jaldi aa jaunga jan….”



“nhi..ab main nhi jane dungi…aapne kyu kaha ki mulakat aakhiri ho ….aap jante hai kitna dar lagta hai mujhe aap se juda hone me…ab main nhi jane dungi…..chahe kuchh bhi ho “




“Aarti….sorry jaan…mujhe tumse milne ka bahut man kar rha tha …tumhe bahut miss kar rha tha ..tum subah se mujhse door door thi isliye ye msg kar diya ….lekin tumhe hurt karne ka intention nhi tha…fir bhi sorry …plz jane do na ………..ghar par mummy papa se mile bahut time ho gya …jab tak tum pyar se jane ko nhi bologi mai jaa nhi paunga….plzzz“



“Aap mujhe sorry mat bola kijiye …thik hai jaiye ….lekin aap apna khyal rakha kijiye aur mujhse aisi baten mat kiya kijiye….” Aarti sahil ke kande par sar rakhe huye us se lage baithi thi… ..sahil ne uska chehra apne hatho me liya..




“achchaa fir kaisi baten kiya karun….wo wali………..??” sahil ab use chhedane laga .



“dhattt…hatiye …chhodiye aap bahut badmash hote ja rhe ho …”

Aarti aur kuchh bol pati is se pahle hi sahil ne apni ek angli uske hotho par rakh di aur haule se apne hotho se uske gal ko choom lia….aarti sharm se laal ho gayi….wo mano khud me simat si gayi….sahil ne ek hath uski back par lagay aur aarti sahil ki god me aadhi leti si aa gayi….dono ekdusre ki aankho me dekh rhe the …..sahil ke honth dheere dheere aarti ke hotho ke kareeb aa gaye aur ab dono ke fadkte labo ke bich kuchh inch ka fasalaa tha …..sahil aarti ke labo se apne lab chhu rha tha lekin sirf kuchh seconds ke liye fir hata leta aur fir se halke se uski gulab ki pankhudiyo ko choom kar apne hoth hata leta …





Aarti Sahil ke hatho me kisi khilone ki tarah padi huyi thi jiske sath sahil khel rha tha …aarti hansti ,sharmati,sisakti aur fir sahil ke harkato ka jawab bhi deti…...halki fulki si aarti ko wo jaise chahe choom rha tha aur aarti bhi puri tarah se uske baho me samarpeet thi…..



Sahil ka bar bar aarti ke hotho ko halke se choom liya …..ab aarti ko bardssht nhi ho rha tha…sahil to shayad yhi chahta hi tha…aarti ne is bar sahil ke nichle hoth ko apne dono labo ke bich bharkar chusna suru kar diya…sahil bhi ab uttejana ki seema par karta ja rha tha ….aarti sahil ke gale me bahen dale use apani or khichti ja rhi thi aur uske hotho ko choos rhi thi….aarti ke boobs ab aur tight ur nukile lag rhe the..uske coton ke safed kurte me tane huye wo amrit kalash agar ab bhi na nichode jate to shayad khud ko apmanit mahsoos karte…. Sahil apni jaan ke husn ki daulat ko apmanit bhala kaise hone deta ….is bar usne himmat karke ek hath aarti ke baye santre par rakh diya….aarti ne jhat se sahil ke hoth chhode aur kuchh bolne ke liye muh khola hi tha ki is bar sahil ne morch sambhala aur aarti ke hotho ko muh me bharkar peene lagaa aur haule haule uske santro ko sahlane lagaa….aaarti bhi ab bahut garam ho chuki thi aur usne bhi virodh karna kam kar diya…aarti ke narm gudaj boobs sahil ke hatho se meeje ja rhe the aur sahil aarti ko hotho ko chhod hi nhi rha tha ….aarti mano hosh khoti si jar hi thi …uski aankhe khud band hoti ja rhi thi……sahil dono hatho se uske boobs daba rha tha lekin aarti ki halat dekhkar use thoda dar sa lagaa….





“Aarti…aarti..tum thik to ho na” becharaa…. use kya pata ki aarti ko wo sukh mil rha tha jiski tamnna har ladki karti hai…mard ke hatho apne husn ko lutaana har jawan kali ko ek nayi duniya ki sair karata hai…aarti usi duniya me thi shayad…




Shahil bhale hi kaam dev ki kam-baano se na bach paya ho lekin tha to abhi kora khiladi hi …usne aarti ko kuchh jawab na deta dekhkar jaldi se use khud se alag kiya bed par litaya aur uske galo ko thapthapne lagaa….aarti ne aankhe khol di….


“Aarti tum thik to ho na’’’”sahil ne puchha.



Aarti Sharma gyi ….ha me sar hila kar usne dusri or muh fer liya….kuchh palo ke bad sahil ki or dekha …sahil abhi bhi uski or aise dekh rha tha jasie us se koi galti ho gayi ho jiske liye wo sharminda hai….



Aarti ko hasi aa gyi aur usne pyar se apni bahe faila di…sahil jhat se uski baho me samaa gya….



“I m sorry jaan…tumne us din kaha tha ki ham sadi tak wait kar sakte hai ,,,lekin mai…….” sahil uske gale se lipte huye bol rha tha…




“koi bat nhi jannu.. …..mai to puri aapki hu…meraa sabkuchh aapka hai…aap kabhi bhi is bat ko lekar sharmnda mat hoiyega..”




“haa jaan …lekin mai bhi tumhari feelings ki kadr karta hu …aur tum sahi bhi ho ….mai puri kosis karunga ab..ki ham sadi tak…..” sahil ne janbookjhkar apni bat adhhori chood di…aarti sirf muskura kar rha gyi…




“lekin sirf kosis…haan…koi guarntee nhi hai…………..” sahil ne muskurate huye kaha….



Aap sach me bahut gande ho “ aarti fir se lajaa gyi…

Sham ke 6.30 baj rhe the aur sahil station ke liye nikal rha tha ….did jeeja bahar the …lekin aarti bahar nhi aayi thi ……



“Di mai apni watch bhool gya….abhi aaya” sahil teji se andar ki or gya ..



Aarti use andar wale darwaje par hi mil gyi ….wo ro rhi thi…


Sahil ki dil tadap utha….


“mat ro sona…mai jaldi aa jaunga …dekho tum rowogi to main nhi jaunga….”


Aarti ne apne aansu saf kiye …



“thank u…dekho time se kha pee lena aur meri kasam tumhe ,rona mat samjhi…tum rowgi to mera man bhi nhi lagega …samjh rhi ho na” aarti ne bas ha me sar hil diya…



“chalo ab chalta hu …jeeja ja rhe hai station tak chhodane …bahar wait kar rhe hai…”



“sahil plz aap jaldi aa jana..mujhe achchha nhi lagega aapke bina…” aarti uske seen se lag gyi….



“aa jaunga jan..chalo ab jane do ,,,ek kiss kar loo” sahil ne uske gal ko pyar se sahlate huye puchha ..


Aarti ne haa me sar hilaya aur sar jhuka liya….


“love you jaan”


“love you sona”



Sahil ne uske chehre ko hatho me bhar kar uske hotho ko choom liya aur fir bina rooke bahar bhaga…




Sahil ko ghar aaye teen din ho gye the ..jis din aa rha tha us di aur uske bad ek din tak to sabkuchh thik tha…aarti se kafi der tak baten hoti …….par kal se aarti uska phone receive nhi kar rhi thi …aur aaj usne phone utha to liya tha lekin abhi busy hu bad me bat karungi khakar rakh diya….sahil ko thoda feel hua lekin fir concilling se related kam sochkar aur aarti ke busy hone ka sochkar usne ignore kar diya..




Ghar par papa ki tabiyat thik nhi thi aur wo admit the 4-5 din tak …unhe kuchh heart problem thi….sahil jitna plan karke aaya tha us se lamba rookna pad gya tha…sahil hospital se ghar aur ghar se hospital inhi chakkaro me fassa tha…time nhi mil rha tha fir bhi wo aarti ko 3-4 bar phone jaroor try karta….aarti ya to phone nhi uthati ya phir kuchh bolkar call cut kar deti.



Sahil ka man ab bahut udas hone lagaa tha…use samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya ho rha
hai……aur sabse kamaal ki bat ye thi ki aaj sahil ko aaye lagbhag 15 din ho gye the aur pahle do dino ke bad se aarti ne use ek bar bhi call nhi kiya tha…….sahil se bat bhi thi se nhi kar rhi thi ….aur sahil se kuchh kahaa bhi nhi ....aaj fir ek lambi udasi ke bad sahil ne use phone kiya…kafi der bell jane ke bad aarti ne phone receive kiya……



“ha boliye” phone receive karte hi aarti ne kaha….sahil ko badi insult si feel huyi..


“kaisi ho Aarti….?”


“ekdam mast hu…aap bataiye kaise phone kiya…kuchh kam tha….” Sahil ke dil me jaise chann se kuchh toot gya…kya jawab deta bechara..


“nhiii..wo…wo….baki…baki sab log kaise hai” kisi tarah se usne apni bat puri ki.



“sab log thik hai….achcha aap bad me call karna ..abhi mai thodi busy hu …Bye”



“Aartiiiiiiiii” sahil ke kuchh bolne se pahle hi phone disconnect ho gya tha…



Aaj bhi whi hua jo pichhle 10 dino se ho rha tha …sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gye the ….wo hospital ki seedhiyo pe bitha apne cell phone me feed aarti ke contact number ko dekhta rha tha aur aankh se ek aansu ki boond nikalkar screen par gir gayi…….




“aisa kya kar diya maine yar “ sahil ke hotho se bas itna hi nikla.




“Aarti mujhe bahut pyar karti hai …jaroor wo kisi bahut badi musibat me hai …ha..bikul aisa hi hai..aur wo mujhse chhupane ki kosis kar rhi hai ….taki mai paresan na hou…ha bikul yhi bat hai …wo bhala mujhe aise naraz kaise ho sakti hai ,,,jaan hai wo meri …mujhe jald hi delhi pahuchkar us se milna hai ….” Sahil apne dil me soch rha tha ….ye ishq bhi ajeeb rog hai dosto …jab bhi harne lagta hai ek nayi shakl akhtiyar kar leta hai …ek aisi shakl jis me wo fir se khud ko sach aur sari duniya ko jhooth manta hai ….aasani se haar nhi manta ye ISHQ!




Papa ki tabiytat thik ho jane ke teesre din sahil delhi wapis aa chukka tha …pure 21 din bad ek naye bharam ke sath…..ghar par sirf didi hi thi …aarti kahi gyi huyi thi aur jeeja as usual kuchh dino ke liye city se bahar the ….



Koi sham ke 4 baje aarti ka samna sahil se hua …



“are aap kab aaye “ ek halki si muskan aarti ke chehre par thi …sahil ko laga use uski purani aarti mil gayi…



“mujhe to aaye bahut der ho gayi lekin kise parwah hai meri……….” Sari biti bato ko bhulakar sahil ne ek pyar bhara shikwa kiya….is umeed ke sath ki uski jaan ko thodi si parwah to hogi na uski ….lekin uska ye bharam bhi toot gya…




“ha to sabke pass apne kam hai…koi baithkar aapka wait to nhi kar sakta na….” sahil ki itni sharmindagi aarti ke samne kabhi nhi huyi thi…usne aarti ki taraf tadap kar dekha mano yakeen na ho ki ye wahi aarti hai jo use jaan jaan kahti nhi thakti thi ….aarti ne palatkar uski or dekha bhi nhi aur bahar nikal gayi.




Rat tak aarti sahil me fir koi bat nhi huyi …sahil toot ta jar ha tha aur aarti ko koi fark nhi pad rha tha ….didi se bato me pata chala tha ki aarti ko usi achchi rank ki vajah se delhi k hi ek top college me admission mil gya tha jo ghar se kuchh hi doori par tha so use hostel me rahne ki jarooat bhi nhi thi ….uski classes 3 din bad suru hone wali thi ….lekin aarti ne use kuchh nhi bataya tha ….ya shayad usne sahil ko batana jaroori nhi samjha tha .




Sahil dinner karke apne room me tha …usne soch liya tha ki aaj ek bar fir se wo aarti se bat karega aur puchhega us se ki kya problem hai….aarti bas dinner kar ke upr aayi hi thi…



“aarti kuchh bat karn hai “




“ha boliye”



“aarti tum aise kyu kar rhi ho …kya galti ho gyi mujhse …bataa do mai sorry bol dunga ya chahe to koi saja de lo …par aise to na karo yar”



“kya kiya hai maine …?????.maine to kuchh kahaa bhi nhi aapse “ ise kahte hai jabrdast ignore karna… aarti ne aise kaha ki sahil ke pas na koi sawal bacha na koi jawab …fir bhi usni ek aakhiri kosis ki …



“kya hamare bich kuchh nhi hhhhh……….. …………….”



sahil ki bat khatm bhi nhi ho payi thi…ki aarti bol padi..



“haan…haan..aapne bahut kiya hai meri study ke liya …ahsan hai aapka mujhpar…thank u so much…mujhe bahut padhna hai abhi…mai ja rhi hu padhne …..GOOD NIGHT.”



Aarti apne room me jakar darwaza band kar chuki thi ….sahil thodi der tak band darwaje ko dekhta rha fir apne kamre ki or palat gya …kadmo me mano jan hi na bachi ho …kisi tarah se khud ko ghaseet te huye wo apne room ke andar le gaya aur bistar par pad gya….





“ahsan hai aapka mujhpar “ aarti ke ye sabd hathode ki tarah uske dil par pad rhe tha….


“ahsan kiya maine tum par .????????????ahsaan??? “ sahil ki aankho ki barsat nhi rook rhi thi ………



“aisi kya agalti ho gyi hai yar mujhe se …plz bata do……..aisa mat karo yar….aisa mat karo jan” sahil foot foot kar rone laga.....ab wo tootkar bikhrane lagaa tha….bas ab intzaar tha ek final punch ka.

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Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip

Unread post by rajkumari » 09 Dec 2016 23:21

UPDATE 80-


Teen din ho gaye the sahil ko di ke ghar par aaye huye aur in teen dino me ek bar bhi aarti ne us se bat nhi ki thi…kam se kam apni taraf se to nhi….sahil ka dil us se bat karne ko tadap rha tha….



kya kiya hai jiski itnai badi sajja use mil rhi hai –bas yhi sawal uske dilo dimag par chhaya hua tha……………di se bhi kam bat kar rha tha…sahil apni taraf se puri kosis kar rha tha ki aarti us se kuchh kahe ,koi shikwa hi kare ,lekin aarti shayad ab uski pahle wali aarti nhi rahi thi …shayad ab aarti patthar ki ho gyi thi …jispar sahil ke udas chehre ka,uski suni aankho ka, uske aansuo ka koi asar nhi ho rha tha,, ……..sahil ne bhi dheere dheere shikyat karna aur apni sajaa ki wajah puchhna chhod diya tha…………ab bas wo dekhna chahta tha ki uski sajaa kitni lambi hai aur kitni kathin hai……….…ab sahil ki nazaro me bas ek sawal hota tha………..jab bhi galti se aarti ki nazre sahil se takra jati ,sahil ki aankho me dard ka ek sailab sa aa jata……..aarti badi berahmi se use nazar andaaz kar jati aur sahil mano ek maut mar jata……..




Aarti sham ko lagbhag 5 baje apne room se bahar nikli to sahil ko bahar railing par khada paya….apne pichhe aahat sunkar sahil ne palat kar dekha…..samne aarti khadi thi….thodi der tak sahil chupchap uski or dekhta rha fir dheere se bola………..



“mera result aa gya………nhi hua mera …”



“koi bat nhi …next time ho jayega” aarti ne bas itna kahaa aur seedhiyo se utarte huye niche chali gayi….




Sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gaye….pahle prelims exam ke do paper ,fir mains exam ke 9 paper,,sare subjective……….. …itna clear karne ke bad koi civil services ke interview tak pahuchata hai aur fir interview me na hona ??????????…….real heart-break………….lekin sahil ko itna dukh apne result ka nhi hua tha jitna aarti ke response par hua……uski berukhi pe hua……….kitni aasani se ek naseehat de gayi thi …………sahil chupchap apne room me chala gya……tabhi uske phone ki ghanti baji …….Dheeraj ka phone tha……





“ha bhaiya….result aa gya…sorry mera nhi hua….” Sahil ne kisi mujhrim ki tarah kaha….haa….. ab wo mujrim hi to tha…ek aisa mujrim jisne bahot bada sapna dekhne ka jurm kiya tha ………..aise sapna jo shayad uski si hasti walo ke liye kisi gunah se kam nhi the…. Aur agar use pura na kar paye to sajaa to milni hi thi





“chalo koi bat nhi ….mujhe umeed thi ho jayega………….waise in sab exams ke liye bahut mehnat karni padti hai……….didi key yha rahkar utni padhai nhi ho sakti…maine pahle hi kaha tha ki wha se chale jao….lekin tum to bas apne man ki karte h ….chalo dekh lo “




“jee…mai ab chala jaunga yha se …..” sahil bas itna hi kah paya.use is bat ka koi dukh nhi tha …qki usne jo kiya tha apni aarti ke liye kiya tha



“kaha jaoge ab??”



“Delhi me hi kahi….thodi door par alag room lekar”



“aur wha rahne ka kharch.????”



“jee???” sahil ko is sawal ki umeed nhi thi …dheeraj se to nhi .



“dekho mind mat karna lekin mai shayad de nhi paunga…thodi problem me hu………….”



“koi bat nhi bhaiya……… …mai dekh lunga”


Sahil ne kaha lekin tab tak phone dis connect ho chuka tha …….



Sahil ka dil ek bar fir se dukha tha…us bhai ne jisne use sabse pahle IAS ban ne ka sapna dekhna sikhya tha aaj us se muh mod liya tha………….jiske bharose wo delhi aaya tha…………uska apna bada bhai….




thodi der bad jitney logo ko pta tha ki sahil ne IAS ka interview diya tha lagbhag sabke phone aa chuke the ………..kuchh logo ne nayi nayi naseehaten di aur kuchh ne ise uske bas se bahar ki bat bataa di….



“arree college top karna alag bat hai aur IAS ban na alag…koi bachcho ka khel hai???”
“aree in sab chijo me bahut source pani chalta hai…”
“aree ye sab bade logo ki baten hai…..kahaan tum in sab chakkaro me pad gaye….”
“Aree koi bank PO vagairah dekho…ye sab nhi hoga tumse “



Ye kuchh example the un logo ke vicharo ke jo kl tak sahil ki tarifo ke pool bandhate nhi thakte the ki ek kisan ka beta,gaon ka padha likha pahle prayas me IAS ka interview diya hai……aaj jab sahil asafal hua to un sab ki juban ne dil me chhupi bhadas ugal di…….



wakayi dosto jab bura waqt aata hai to apna saaya bhi sath chhoda deta hai…aarti sahil ka saaya hi to thi…..



Sahil har naseehat , har iljam ek tamge ki tarah apne seene par sajata rha………...chupchap sabki baten suntan rha………use koi fark nhi padna tha in baton ka …..…kyoki jiski bat ka fark padta usne to sabse pahle hi muh mod liya tha…
sahil ne rat ko hi didi ko bol diya tha kl wo yha se chala jayega… uska koi friend rahta hai aur ab wo usi ke sath rahega…waise bhi ab uske yha rahne ka koi matlab nhi tha………



sahil ne apne bag pack kar liye the…didi ne us bahot mana kiya lekin ab wo chahta to bhi nhi rook pata …aarti ki berukhi use har roz ek nayi maut mar rhi thi….aur ab wo rukta bhi to kiske liye.???



Dosto ek bat aap sabse kahna chahta hu ,….kisi apne ki berukhi zindagi me milne wali sabse badi sajaa h…ek aisi sajaa jiski vajah bahut kam pata chalti hai aur jiska anjaam jyadatar maut hoti hai….zindagi me jise aap pyar karte hai use kbhi bhi ignore mat kijiye …kabhi berukhi ki deewar apne rishte me mat aane dijiye….ekdusre se lad lijiye jhagad lijiye,,ruth jaye ,manaa le…lekin kabhi bahut din tak use ignore mat kare………….aap sab ho sakta hai mujhse sahmat na ho …lekin ye ek request hai ..plz aisa mat kijiyega …..kyoki kayi bar iski itni bhari keemat chukani padti hai jiski bharpayi kabhi nhi ho pati..kabhi bhi nhi…




Sahil ne apne bag uthate huye ek nazar aarti ke kamre ke band darwaze par dali ..na chahte huye bhi uski aankho ke kinare bheeg gaye…usne bina ruke apne bag uthaye aur niche chal diya….



“jao apna khyal rakhna….”usne nikalte samay didi ke pair chhuye to unhone kahaa.



Sahil bahar ki or chal diya..kuchh kadam hi chala hoga ki thithak gya …pichhe muda..didi usi ki or dekh rhi thi…


“didi aarti ko pta hai????”


“ha maine rat ko bataya tha………..bula du ????????” di ne kaha…


“nhi….rahne de ” sahil ki aawaz bheeg gayi aur wo muda aur bahar nikal gaya…..


“ek aakhiri bar to mil leti yar “



Auto me baith te samay sahil ki nazar ek bar fir se us ghar ki taraf uth gayi jahaa wo apna sabkuchh chhod kar jaa rha tha.. …use chhodakr jise wo sabse jyada apna samjhta tha…jisne use dosti karna sikhaya tha,pyar karna sikhaya tha,kisi ke liye jeena sikhaya tha………jahaa usne apni jindagi ke kuchh haseen pal jeeye the…aur jahaa usne apne hisse ki kuchh kali rate bhi bitayi …..



“hamesa muskurati rahna aarti…..ishwar kare tumhe duniya ki har khusi mile………..bhale hi us kusi me main na rahu…” sahil ne aarti ko dua di aur chal diya kisi hare huye zuari ki tarah,,, us zuari ki tarah jo apne sath laya to bahut sari daulat tha lekin wapas jaa khali hath rha tha………...sabkuchh harkar .


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UPDATE 81-


Sahil aarti se door hua to mano puri duniya se uska wastaa hi khatm ho gya…kabhi kabhi ghar par phone karke maa-papa se bat kar leta……….iske alawa use na ab duniya me koi interest rha na duniya walo me…….


Sahil ab gumnami ki zindag jee rha tha…….usne ek coaching centre join kar liya tha jahaa 12 class student ko biology aur chemistry padhata…lekin uska matlab bas class se hota…bahut kam bolta aur students se class ke bahar bahut kam interact karta….bs kisi tarah se zindagi ko jeeye ja rha tha ….bina kisi umeed ke,bina kisi aas ke aur bina kisi pyar ke………..



june ka month chal rha tha aur interview me fail hone ke bad sahil ne ek bar fir se pre-exam diya tha……………..ye bat aur thi ki is prayas me sahil na to puri tarah se padh paya tha aur na hi use kisi chamtkar ki umeed thi……..aur hua bhi whi…………ek bar fir se sahil ke hath nirasha lagi….september ke month me pre exam ka result aaya aur ek bar fir se sahil asafal rha….sahil ne first attempt me interview tak pahucha tha lekin Is bar uska pre hi clear nhi hua………sach to ye tha ki aarti ke bina sahil ka man nhi lagta tha aur ab uska IAS ban ne ka sapna bhi kahi bahut pichhe chhuta ta ja rhha tha………..



.kahte hai na ki manjil par pahuchane ki khusi tabhi hoti hai jab hamsafar sath ho….aur jab hamsafar hi sath chhod de to fir kaisi manjil aur kaisa safar…………..



aaj hi result aaya tha aur aaj sahil ro rha tha ……… isliye ki aaj use ek naummeedi ki zindagi jeeni pad rhi thi……..isliye ki aaj uske pas apnaa koi nhi tha…..isliye ki uska khwab ab choor choor ho rha tha…..dusro ke sapno me rang bharte bharte uske apne sapno par kali syahi fail gyi thi……….wo sahil jo apne school aur college ki shaan tha aaj ek gumnaam shakhs tha………….. aaj wo haar gya tha ……aur hara bhi tha to apno ke hatho……..hausla nhi toota tha sahil ka lekin dil toot gya tha.


“aaj mai haar gya aarti………..tumhara sahil haar gya …..zindagi badi udas si ho gyi hai………tumhari bahut yad aati hai………jee karta hai kahi se tum aa jao aur mujhe apne seene se lagaa lo ………mujhse kabhi door mat jao………lekin tum nhi aati?? kyu nhi aati aarti???....….kyu itne gam mere hisse me hai….kitna sangharsh karu mai……….kitna ladu apni kismet ki rekhaon se ……. meri zindagi me kuchh achchhe din aaye….…wo din jb mai tumhara tha……..jab tumne mujhe apni zindagi kahaa…………zindagi badi khubsoorat lagti thi………lekin mai janta hu meri kismet me khusi nhi hai………agar tum meri sath hoti to fir aur koi tamanna hi nhi hoti………..lekin ….jane do …tum khus ho mere liye to itna hi bahut hai…..…mai koi devta nhi hu jo mujhe dard nhi hoga ya mai hurt nhi hounga….haan…….dukh hai mujhe tumse door hone ka…..lekin tumse naraz nhi hu….ho bhi nhi sakta….kya karu pyar jo ho gya tumse………..

Aarti, maine aaj tak life me kuchh achieve nhi kiya …..kuchh nhi kar paya……..aur shayad ab kuchh kar bhi nhi paunga…….bas ek khusi hai ki tum apne sapne ko jee rhi ho…….tumne jo chaha wo paa liya ….…bhagwan se prarthana karunga ki life me tum jo bhi chaho paa jao…….kahno ko to dil bahut kuchh kar rha hai lekin jane do …tumhe disturbance hoga……achchhe se padhna……tumhari yaad bahut aati hai……khud ko to rok leta hu ise nhi rok pata………sorry. Apna khyal rakhna.bye.”




Ye letter sahil aarti ke nam likh rha th…....ek chhote se room k eek kone me chair pe baitha wo apne table par jhuka likh rha tha……...yhi karta tha wo ……….jab aarti ki yaden rat ki tanhai me bechain karti to dil ke sare armaan kagaz ke panno par nikal jate….lekin sahil kabhi wo letter post nhi karta….ek file me rakh leta …aise kitne hi letter pade the us file me…..rat ke lagbhag 10.30 baje the…result lagbhag 5 baje sham ko hi aa gya tha …lekin aaj kisi ka bhi phone nhi aaya …na dheeraj ka na ddi ka na kisi chanewale ka ….aur na hi AARTI ka ….sahil ki nazre bar bar phone ki screen pe ja rhi thi…..jane kyu use lag rha tha ki aaj aarti use jaroor phone karegi ….aur sachmuch uska phone baj utha ….didi ka phone tha……sahil ne apni bheegi aankhe pocchi aur phone utha liya…..



“ha didi namste”



“khus rho…kaise ho sahil”


“jee thik hu aap sab kaise ho “


“ham sab bhi thik hai ….rohan aaya hua hai …uske semester ka result bahut achchha aaya hai…kl bachchon ne chhoti si party rakhi hai…………ham sab chah rhe the ki tum bhi aa jao…….”


“jee didi kosis karunga….”


“Nhi mama aap jaroor aayenge…plzzz” rohan ne didi se phone lete huye kaha.sahil ko bahut aascharya hua…rohan us se thik se bat tak nhi karta tha aur aaj usne use aane ko bola….kuchh soch kar sahil ne haa kar di.




Dusre din sham ko sahil koi 7 baje di ke ghar pahucha …lagbhag 5 month bad sahil ne fir us chaukhat ki dahleez par kadam rkahe the jaha se wo ro kar gya tha….jee chah rha thi ki abhi laut jaye lekin usne aisa nhi kiya….




…aarti aur Rohan ke kuchh dost aaye huye the…..sabse salaam dua ke koi 30 min bad use aakhir deedar ho hi gya us jaan-e-sitamgar ka…..aarti din b din aur bhi khoobsoorat hoti ja rhi thi ya shayad sahil ko lag rhi thi ………




“kaisi ho aarti “ sahil ne puchha….sahil ko apne samne dekhkar aarti ek pal ko thithaki…….ek uchatti nazar us par dali ,ek nagwari ke bhav uske chehre par aaye



”thik hu “ …bas tna boli aur fir wo age badh gyi ……….sahil kat kar rah gya……..uski jee chah rha tha ki dharti fat jaye aur wo samaa jaye ……..




“kuchh bhi kar lo jaan, mere dil se kabhi baddua nhi niklegi tumhare liye…………..koi badgumani nhi hai mere dil me ……….hamesa khus rho …jabtak tum khus ho mujhe kisi se koi shikwa nhi hai….na apni kismet se ,na tumhare rab se…….mera yha hona tumhe pasand nhi …….kash muhe pahle pata hota……mai kabhi na aata……..ab kabhi tumhe apni manhoos shakl nhi dikhaunga……bachpan se hi tumhe chahta rha ….…paglo ki tarah …….ahsaas bahut bad me hua….. …lekin chahat to hamesa se thi …..ye bat to tum bhi janti ho ki maine aaj tak tumhari khusi ke siwa kuchh nhi chaha……hamesa sochta ki kya kar doo tumhare liye …..tumhari aankh me ek aansu nhi bardsht tha mujhe….tum roti to dil karta ki sari duniya ko aag lagaa du……lekin mai tumhare liye kuchh kar nhi paya…kuchh bhi nhi …….ab tumhe meri shakl nhi pasand hai ….. agar tum mujhse door rahkar hi khus ho to yhi sahi…….kabhi nhi puchhunga ki tumnse aisa kyu kiya…..tumse door chala jaunga bahut door…” sahil apne dil me soch rha tha lekin shayad ab aarti ke dil me sahil ki wo jagah nhi thi tabhi to wo kabhi bhi uske dil ki aawaz ko nhi sun pati thi…



Sablog kha pee chuke the …rohan aarti aur unke dost chat par the aur sahil akela niche baitha tha ……tabhi rohan aaya aur sahil ko upar le jane lagaa……sahil ko na chahte huye bhi uske sath jana pada..



Aarti uski friends aur rohan ke friends …kul milakar 9_10 log the ..sab ek gol ghera banaakr baithe the aur antakshari kheli ja rhi thi …….rohan ke behad jor dene par sahil bhi unke group me samil ho gya……aarti ke thik samne baitha tha wo …….SAHIL ko bahut kuchh yad aa rha tha….uske man kr rha tha ki kahi bhag jaye …jahaa koi na ho….use purani yaden rula rhi thi …kitne haseen pal jeeye the usne is chat par……..ek ek pal bhari pad rha tha .



Whi chhat thi ,whi chandani rat thi …. Aarti bhi thi ………lekin kaaaaaash!!!!!!!!!!!!!………….wo din nhi the ab…..qki shayad ab Aarti bhi pahle wali aarti nhi thi.




Kitna dard liye baith tha sahil apne dil me …apne pyar ke ruthane ka gham,dosti ke tootne ka gham, rishto ke chhutane ka gham ,asafalta ka gham…kuchh nhi pta tha use ki ab zindagi kis or jayegi …..lekin aaj bhi aarti ko apne samne pakar use jeene ko jee chah rha tha ……sabkuchh fir se banane ko jee chah rha tha ……lekin wo janta tha k ab aisa kuchh nhi hoga…..sahil apni hi socho me goom tha jab rohan ne uska kandha pakadkar hilaya ..




“‘ mama ham harne wale hai …aap bhi kuchh sunao…..”d” se gana hai….jaldi karo…” kam se kam chauthi bar tha jab rohan ne use gane ko kaha tha…..



Sahil ne kuchh socha nhi…uski aawaz to achchhi thi lekin use gane ka koi salika nhi tha …fir jane kis bhawna me aakar wo is bar gane lagaa…..



“ dil kahta hai chal unse mil,uthate hai kadam ruk jaate hai,
Dil hamko kabhi samjhata hai, ham dil ko kabhi samjhate hai;
Wo din the kya hasiii,dono the sath me,
Aur bahe aapkiiii,thi mere hath me ;
Tum hi tum the sanam,mere din rat me ;
par itni bulandi pe tum ho meri jaaa,
aaye na daaman ab hath me
Paana tumko mumkin hi nhi ,
soche bhi to ham ghabrate hai

Dil hamko kabhi samjhata hai ....Hm dil ko kbhi....





Sahil geet samapt karke sar jhukaye baitha tha…..sab log sant the……..fir taliyo ki ek gadgadahat uthi ….sahil ne sar uthakar aarti ki or dekha…aarti ke chehre par pahli bar dard ke rang the ….use pta tha sahil ne ye song kyu gaya tha…aur sahil khud ko doshi maan rha tha ki jane kyu apne dil ke dard ko usne aaarti ke samne pesh kar diya….



“lagta hai chot kafi gahri hai “ ek ladki ne mukurate huye kahaa….ab sahil ke liye wha rukna mumkin nhi tha….usne sabko excuse kaha aur niche chalaa gya .Aarti ka chehra jaise ekdam murjha gya tha.



Niche baithe sahil ki aankho me ek pachhtawa tha…..bhut sooni ho gyi thi uski aankhe ….un aankho me mayoosi dikhti,haar dikhti,dard dikhta …lekin ek bhi kiran roshani ki, umeed ki aur tamnna ki nhi thi…..naummeedi sabse bada abhishap hai ….umeed ke bina insaan jee nhi sakta aur sahil ke paas kuchh nhi bacha tha ___na dosti-na pyar; na umeed na sapne …fir bhala wo kaise jeeta

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