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Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip

Post by rajkumari » 13 Dec 2016 13:21

update 85-


Zulfiqar khan,dilli ke sabse bado namo me shumar…zindagi se bharpoor ek zinda dil insane ….daulat aur shohrat ki bulandi ko chhune ke bad bhi zameeni insaan…ek aisa insaan jiski dil me sabke liye pyar ,hamdardi aur apnaapan…..Jo har insaan ko insaan samjhta……unka eklauta beta sarfaraz khan …sarfarz ka dil ek hindu ladki par aa gya……...baap ne bête ki muhabbat ko kabool liya vaise bhi khan parivar ki parampara me kabhi hindu muslim ka bhed nhi rha …..unke liye musalmaan hone jitney fakr ki bat thi insaan hona bhi utna hi….. aur “ sanjanaa singh” sarfaraz khan ki dulhan ban kar aa gayi…..….sarfaraaz ne apne baap ka business sambhala aur unki khwahish ki sarfaraz koi white collar job kare bas ek khwahish hi rah gyi…..





Sarfarz ne bhi bahut daulat kamai aur fir jab rajneeti me kadam rakha to wha bhi apna parcham lahra diya…pahli bar hi MP ka chunav jeet gaye…..khan parivar me bas ek hi kami thi …sarfaraz khan ki koi aulad nhi thi….aur sadi ke 8 sal bad jab nanhi si pari ne unke jeevan me kadam rakha to baba( zulfiqar khan ) ne pyar se uska nam “ JUHI “ rakha………….




sanjanaa jab juhi 4 sal ki thi tabhi use maa ke muhabbat se mahroom karke duniya se vida ho gyi…… khan baba ke jeene ka saharaa hi juhi thi aur duniya ki har sukh suvidha uske kadmo me dal di…jis cheej par juhi hath rakh deti wo uski ho jati…….juhi bhi baap se jyada apne baba se attached thi…….




Zindagi ke solhave sal me kadam rakhte rakhte juhi sachmuch ek kali ban gyi thi……wo dilkash husn ki mallika ek behad suljhi huyi aur intelligent ladki thi….. .khoobsoorati ke sath sath uske taur tareeke aur ek ladki hone ke ahsas ne use aur khoobsoorat bana diya……apne baba ke liye IAS ban ne ka khwab uski aankho me samata chala gya….





Juhi me to jaise Khan baba ki jaan basti thi….jab JUHI ne IIT ka exam clear kiya to apne approach aur daulat ke dam par khan baba ne use delhi me hi admission dila diya taki wo unse door na chali jaye…juhi ko kabhi maa ki kami mahsoos nhi huyi……





Juhi ne IIT se B-TECH complete kiya aur ek sal coaching karne ke bad first time CIVIL services ke liye appear huyi lekin IIT ki gold medalist hone ke bad bhi wo pre clear nhi kar payi ………………aur use is bat ka ahsas hua ki is exam ke liye kya padhna hai jan na to jaroori hai lekin kya nhi padhna hai ye jan na us se bhi jaroori hai………….matlab ki agar sahi guidance na mile to kitni bhi mehnat karo koi fayada nhi…………..khan baba ne ye bat suni to uske liye ek sahi direction karne wale insaan ki khoj karne lage aur yhi khoj aaj sahil ko khan baba ke ghar layi thi…..




“tum baitho beta …m abhi juhi ko bulaata hu……..” khan baba bolte huye andar chale gaye…




Sahil pahli bar kisi itane ameer shakhs ke ghar aaya tha..ghar to nhi mahal hi tha wo….lekin ghar aur ghar walo ki soorat aur seerat me use koi interest nhi tha……use to pta bhi nhi tha ki wo wha kyu chala aaya…jabki wo to apni zindagi ko khatm karne ki soch rha tha ….khud ko mitane ke bare me soch rha tha ….




“hello ,myself juhi ” khankati si aawaz par sahil ne sar uthkar upar ki or dekha…22-23 sal ki kajrare naino wali bala ki khoobsoorat ek msoom si ladki muskurate huye uski or hath badhaye khadi thi…..




badhi huyi shave,lal aankhe aur bikhre huye baal…sahil juhi ko koi majnoo lag rha tha jiski aankho me kayi raton ki ratjagi ka khumar tha ….lekin is huliye me bhi smart lag rha tha…….itna smart ki dil har jaye koi haseena …lekin juhi aisi dil fenk haseena nhi thi….




Sahil ne kuchh nhi kaha aur na hi hath uski or badhaya…..juhi ko bura lagaa……lagnaa hi tha ..kisi ko bhi lagta….




Juhi bhi chupchap samne rakhe sofe par baith gyi…dono me se koi kuchh nhi bol rha tha….tabhi khan baba bhi chale aaye…..



“areee tum dono me jan pahchaan to ho gyi na…koi bat nhi mai fir se karwa deta hu…juhi ye hai sahil,IAS ki taiyari karte hai …interview bhi diya..aur sahil beta ye hai meri juhi …meri jaan “ khan baba ne juhi ke bagal me baithte huye uske sar par hath fera….


“jee” sahil ne bas itna hi khaa…jaise uska dhyan wha tha hi nhi…




“to sahil kya taiyari karni hogi juhi ko “ khan baba bole.sahil mano apne badhawasi pe kabu pata hua wapas aa gya…




“jee jaisa ye kahe…agar kisi subject me difficulty ho to m help kar dunga …ye jaise bhi kahe” sahil ne pahli bar kuchh dhang se kaha.janekis jadu ke asar me tha sahil ki chah kar bhi inkar nhi kar paa rha tha .....




“kaho juhi beta” khan baba ne kaha.




Juhi ka man to nhi tha lekin wo khan baba ka dil nhi todana chahti thi……sahil ki image ek akadoo,ghamandi aur badtameez insaan ki si ban gyi thi pahli hi mulakat me uske man me…jise tameez nhi thi kisi se milne ki ya bat karne ki……usne socha kisi tarah se kuchh din bita le fir khan baba ko manaa legi aur sahil ko wha se hatwa degi…….




“jee mujhe economic bahut difficult lagi hai…”juhi boli.




“ok..mere pas kuchh notes hai mai de dunga..aur aapke basics bhi clear karwa dunga…..abhi mai chalta hu kuchh kam hai….”sahil ne man me yhi socha tha ki wo notes juhi ko de dega lekin ab yha lautkar nhi aayega…jane kyu use juhi achchhi nhi lagi thi …….


Sahil ke sath khan baba bhi bahar taka aaye…..





“sahil beta …juhi bina maa ki bachchi hai…maine bade najon se paala hai ise…kabhi kisi chhej ki kami nhi hone di….ab ye sirf meri khusi ke liye IAS ban na chahti hai…aaj tak jo bhi sapna isne dekha use poora kiya…maine poora kiya…lekin ab darta hu ki agar is bar aisa nhi hua to meri juhi ka dil toot jayega,…pahli bar jab iska nhi hua to maine kaha ki ab chhod do ye taiayari ..kya kami hai hame …lekin nhi mani…jiddi hai thodi…elkin ab tumhe dekhkar lagta hai ki wo jaroora kar legi agar tum sath rhe to….lagan hai uske andar bas thoda sa sahara chahiye……”






“jee,…mai kosis karunga..” sahil ko samjh me nhi aay kya kahe…




“dua lagegi beta tumhe is budhe ke dil ki……hamesa khus raho…kabhi koi jaroorat ho to jaroor kahna…. “ khan baba ne uske shane par hath rakhte huye kaha..




Sahil wapas jaa chukka tha ……khan baba bhi lautkar andar aaye …




“achchha insaan hai sahil ……hai na juhi” unhone juhi se kaha.




“baba,mujhe to bahut ghamandi aur akdoo lagaa….”juhi ne saf saf apn rai pesh ki.




“nhi beta ,,tum pahli bar mili ho isliye……mera tazurba kahta hai ki bahut hi nek insaan hai….dekhna baht jald tum use pahchan logi”



“jee” juhi bas itna hi bol saki…



Sahil dusre din aaya aur apne notes juhi ko de diye aur wapas chala gya…….ye bolkar ki do din bad aayega …..



Rat ke 11 baj rhe the …. Juhi unhi notes ko ulat palatkar dekh rhi thi ……economis se bore hokar wo note band karne hi wali thi ki notes ke aakhiri page par use kuchh red color me hindi me likha hua dikha….ek nazm likhi thi …………..








“ek shakhs ko dekha tha taroon ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apno ki tarha hum ne;


ek shakhs ko samja tha phoolon ki tarha hum ne
wo shakhs qyamat tha kia us ki karen baten

din us k liye paida or us ki he thi ratain ...
kab milta kisi se tha, hm se thin mulakatin

rung os ka shahabi tha, zulfoon may thin mayhkaryn
ankhaain thin k jadu tha palkayn thin k talwaryn
dushman b ager daykhen, tu jaan sy dil haren


kuch tum se wo milta tha batoon me shbaahat thi
han tum sa hi lagta tha shokhi may sharart mein
lagta bhi tumhi sa tha dastour e muhabat mein;


“wo shakhs hme ek din apno ki tarha bhoola
taroon ki tarha dooba pholoon ki tarha toota”
phir hath na aya wo hm ne to bohat dhoonda;


tum kis liye chonky ho kab zikar tmhara hai
kab tm se takaza h kab tum se shikayat hai
ek taza hikayat h sun lo tu inayaat hai;


ek shakhs ko dekha tha taron ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apnoo ki tarha hum ne!”






nazm padhkar juhi ko lgaa koi use kuchh kha rha hai..kisi ko uski jaroorat hai…..jahir si bat hai ki ye chand lines sahil ne hi likhi thi …likhawat same thi…aur dekhkar saf lag rha tha ki bahut jyada din nhi huye hai ise likhe…..




kya sahil jan boojhkar mujhe ye suna na chahta tha ya usne kabhi pahle hi likhi thi…kuchh bhi ho hai bahut dard is nazm me …aakhir kya baat hai…… aakhir kaun hai ye sahil …kya raaj hai iski life ka…….kya sachmuch use meri jarooart hai…….?????????????????????




Juhi ke man me lakho sawal uth rhe the …use ek baat ka yakeen ho chala tha ki chahe jo bhi ho sahil vaisa nhi hai jaisa wo soch rhi thi……uski life me koi raaj hai…jab wo pahli baar mila tha to bhi ukhda ukhda sa tha …jis ladke ne IAS ka interview diya ho uske andr bahut maturity honi chahiye …lekin sahil…..juhi ne man me soch liya ki ek bar kam se kam kosis to jarror karegi sahil ke bare me jan ne ki.





Sahil ke zindagi ke panno ka ek nya adhyay suru ho chukka tha…..





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Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip

Post by rajkumari » 15 Dec 2016 09:58

UPDATE 86-


Sahil ke bare me jan ne ki utsukta juhi ki badhti ja rhi thi aur sahil jo do din ka kahkar gya tha 2 hafto se nhi aaya tha………..juhi ab khan baba se bolne lagi ki ek bar centre jakar sahil ka pata Karen …….jane kya bat thi sahil ke andar ki ek mulakat me hi juhi ko uski taraf ek aakarshan sa ho gya tha …jabki wo mulakat to koi mulakat bhi na thi balki ek takrar hi thi …….




Khan baba coaching centre se wapas aa gye the aur unhone bataya ki sahil 2 weeks se centre bhi nhi aaya……juhi ke dil me ek ajeeb si bechaini ho rhi thi aur usne soch liya ki wo khud sahil ka pata lagayegi………..




Coaching centre pahuch kar usne sahil ka address liya jo ki delhi ke ek slum area ka tha ….juhi ek bade ghar ki ladki thi ..wo kabhi is tarah ke areas me nhi gyi thi lekin usne soch liya tha ki ek kosis to wo jaroor karegi…………




Kisi tarah se juhi puchhte puchhte aakhirkar sahil ki jhuggi tk pahuch hi gyi….jane kyu uski aankho me aansu aa gye………………uska man bhar aaya……………..kaise rahte hai log yha par…………..kya sahil yha rahkar padhta tha……………………..kya yha rahkar koi itana hard work study me kar sakta hai………..apni socho ko lagam lagate huye use usne chhote se khidkinuma darwaze par knock kiya……lagbhag teen bar knock karne ke bad darwaza khula…….sahil ka huliya dekhkar juhi ko sachmuch hi rona aa rha tha……




Uski aankho me itani mayoosi dikhti mano kuchh achchha hone ki koi umeed hi nhi hai…….mano zindagi me kuchh bacha hi na ho………use dekhkar aisa lagta jaise koi badshah hai jiski saltanat lut gyi ………...koi aisa raja jo apna sabkuchh har gya……jiske andar na jeene ki tamnna hai na marne ka gham…duniya ki khusi aur gham se bejaar….thaka thaka sa insan……………………………..




Aur sahil use aise dekh rha tha mano koi azooba ho ….jab kisi apne ke aane ki umeed dam todane lagi thi to fir kisi gair ko apne pas dekhna ….aascharya to hona hi tha……



“tum yha???”



“ha…aap nhi aaye to mai hi aa gyi aapko lene” juhi ne apni aawaz ko bheegne se bachahte huye kaha.sahil ne ek pal ko uski aankho me dekha aur fir nazre jhuka li………





“andar aane ko nhi kahenge?”juhi jo ab tak darwaze par hi khadi thi boli.



“nhi…tum plz chali jao yha se” sahil ne badi berukhi se kaha.



“chali jaungi…bas do minut bat karni hai…..”..juhi ne kaha.



“bolo” abhi bhi sahil ne use andar aane ko nhi kaha….


“aap aaye kyu nhi “ juhi ne ektak uske chehre ki or dekhte huye kaha…


“mera man nhi karta ……..…tum kisi aur ko bol do …paisa hai tumhare pas bahut se log mil jayenge…”


sahil jaise uski baton se ukta gya tha aur use talne ke se lahje me bola……..




“sahil aap plz mujhe padhane aa jaye Karen…….maine aapke notes padhe …bahut clear concepts hai aapke economics ke……….…plz agar aap meri thodi si madad kar de to shayad mai apne baba ka sapna pura kar saku……” juhi uski rukhi aur gusse se bhari baton ko bardasht karte huye boli.



“maine kahaa na mujhe koi interest nhi hai……..na tum me ,na tumhare sapne aur na is duniya me…………” sahil na chahte huye bhi wo bol gya jo pichhle 1 sal se uske dil me tha…aur fir nadamat me sar jhuka kar chup ho gya.




Juhi bhi chup ho gyi aur ek tak uski or dekhne lagi….2 minut tak dono ke bich khamoshi rhi aur fir juhi palat kar jane lagi……kuchh kadam chalne ke bad wapas mudkar aayi aur sahil ki aankho me dekhte huye boli…………..




“tum ek behad khudgarz insaan ho …tumhe kya pata ki kisi dusre ke sapno ko pura karke kaisi khusi hoti hai …kaisa sukoon milta hai…….tumne to shayad dusro ke sapne bas tode hi honge…….aur isi liye………..” juhi iske aage na bol saki…………….juhi ki aawaz bharra gyi aur is se pahle ki uske aansu nikal jate wo teji se palti aur daudati huyi wha se chali gyi…..sahil thaga sa khada rha…….




“maine sapne tode hai???????????...nhi juhi …tum kya jano …” sahil ke dil me ek tees si uth rhi thi……..




Aaj 15 dino ke bad sahil khan baba ke ghar aaya tha……khan baba use dekhkar behad khus huye …aur use andar bithate huye bole……

“aree juhi…dekho sahil aaye hain” itane umrdaraz aur ameer hone ke bad bhi kitni ijjat thi khan baba ke lahje me ………..sahil ke dil me unka makam bahut uncha hota ja rha tha….




Juhi khan baba ki aawz par chaunk gayi….sahil ????????? aur ek halki si muskan uske hothon par tair gayi…..




Thodi der khan baba se bat karne ke bad sahil juhi ko padhane common hall me chala gya……….khan baba apne room me the aur sarfaraz sahib apne msale me uljhe huye shahar se bahar….



“thanx” juhi ne behad lagav se kaha.



“jee….laye aaj economics hi suru karte hai…..” sahil seedhe topic par aa gya…



juhi pura man lagakar padhti aur sahil ki or kabhi kabhi chor nazro se dekh leti…badhi huyi shave aur bikhre huye bal…is rough tough look me bhi sahil behad smart lagta tha…lekin juhi kisi jahiri khoobsoorti par mar mitne wali ladki na thi……





Sahil teen dino se juhi ko roj sham ko 3 baje se 6 baje tak padhata aur fir wapas chala jata…juhi ko ek bat samjh me aa gyi thi sahil wakayi brilliant tha……….uske sare samjhaye juye concept juhi ki samjh me aane lage the ….. “agr sahil jaise knowledge wale bande ka bhi IAS clear nhi hua to mera kaise hoga” kabhi kabhi wo apne man me sochati…



Ek aur quality sahil ki jo juhi ko bha gyi wo thi uski sharafat ….sahil seedhe uske chehre ki or kam hi dekhta ……..…use jyadatar sar jhuka ke hi bat karta tha aur baten bhi sirf study tak hi seemit hoti thi……..



Ek bat thi juhi ke man me ………… ki kaise bhi karke sahil ko us jagah se nikala jaye………….juhi ko itana to samjh me aa gya tha ki sahil kisi bahut gahri nirasha me hai,,,kuchh to jaroor aisa hua hai jiska bahut gahra dukh hai uske dil me aur aise me sahil shayad ab IAS ban ne ke sapne se bhi door hota ja rha tha ….aur agar chahe bhi to itna dard dil me rakhkar wo itana bada exam nhi clear kar pata…………..juhi sahil ko kisi bhi keemat par wha se nikalana chahti thi……….aur iske liye use khan baba ka sahara mila……..





Khan baba ke yha kafi kamre khali the aur bahut isarar karke unhone sahil ko apne yha rahne ko raji kar liya ……………sahil manaa karta rha lekin aakhirkar khan baba ki bat ko na tal saka………….is bat par raji hua ki wo yha par bhi kiraya dega……….…khan baba man gaye…………..qki unhe pata tha ki sahil vaise to kabhi nhi rahega……..





Sahil ka room khan baba ki haweli ke thik samne bane kayi room me se ek tha jo shayad guests ke liye banaye gaye the……bahut shanty aur sukoon tha wha kyuki sarfaraz khan jyadatar apne business se related meeting apne farm house par hi rakhte …………...juhi ka room sahil ke room se door tha ………..ek khidki juhi ke room ki seedhe sahil ke room ki or khulti thi……




Sahil kuchh dino me hi khan baba ka bahrosa jeet gya …… sarfaraz khan bhi behad apanepan se milte us se aur unhone sahil ko juhi ke room me hi jakar use padhane ko kaha qki bahar bahut sare naukar hote aur kuchh log aa bhi jate kabhi kabhr …....jis se study disturb hoti thi.



Khan baba aur sarfaraz saheb dono ko hi juhi aur sahil par poora bharosa tha aur lagbhag ek mahine ho gaye the sahil ko yha aye huye…………...aur is ek mahine me dono uski imandari aur sharafat ke kayal ho gaye the ……



Juhi ko sahil ek achcha insane lagne laga tha………




Din beet te rahe lekin na koi sahil se milne aata na sahil khud kahi jata…….jyadatar apne room me hi rahta….juhi ko uski zindagi ke bare me kuchh pata nhi chal paa rha tha ……..…wo chahkar bhi uske liye kuchh nhi kar paa rhi thi………………




february ka month suru ho chukka tha aur thande din aur surmayi raten ek ek karke beetati ja rhi thi……juhi apne exam ki taiyari pure jor shor se kar rhi thi …MAY me exam hone wale tha….



Sahil se kabhi kabhi wo uske room me bhi jakar kuchh puchh leti ……..uska confidence badhne lagaa tha aur use ahsas tha ki isme bahut bada hath us shakhs ka tha …….




juhi ko bas ek bat khal rhi thi ki kya sachmuch sahil ne apne khwab ke pura hone ki umeed chhod di hai …kabhi bhi wo sahil ko padhte nhi dekhti ……….uske jee me aata ki us se kahe ……..use samjhaye ………lekin samjhati bhi to kya …janti hi kya thi wo uske bare me ??????????



Lekin kahte ha na jahaa chah hai wha raah hai aur yha to sachche dil se kisi ka bhala karne ki kosis thi…kismet ne juhi ka sath diya…ya shayad ye kahna jyada hik hoga ki sahil ka sath diya……




Us din sahil kahi gaya hua tha aur subah hi bolkar gya tha ki aaj thodi der rat tak aayega aur JUHI ko padha nhi payega…….juhi khud se hi padh rhi thi……...room me ghoom ghoom kar padhte huye achanak uski nazar sahil ke room ki or chali gayi ………abhi subah ke 10 baj rhe the …halki halki dhoop nikal rhi thi aur mausam bahut hi suhawana ho rha tha …….jane kya aaya juhi ke man me usne book table par rakhi aur niche utarkar chalte huye sahil ke room me chali aayi…………………..




Juhi jab bhi sahil ke room me aati sirf tudy se related bat hoti ……...aur use aaj tak sahil ki books ko chhodkar kisi cheej ko hath nhi lagaya tha………..juhi ne darwaza khola…….…sahil lock nhi karta tha room ko ….…tha hi kya chhupane ko………aur uski zindagi me kise interest tha bhala jo uske kamre ki tak jhank karta…….




Juhi ke man bahut se khyal aa rhe the ….kya mai sahi kar rhi hu?...........? nhi sahi to nhi hai……..uske na hone par uske room me is tarah se aana……….lekin khuda janta hai mera irada nek hai……….mai to ye sahil ke liye kar rhi hu….…shayad koi contact number mil jaye sahil ke kisi jan pahchan wale ka to pta chale ki kya bat hai ……...juhi apne khaylo ke bhawar me doobi huyi thi …….sahil ke room me jyada saman nhi tha ….juhi sahil ki books ko ulat palatkar dekh rhi thi ki tabhi uski nazar samne deewar me bani almari me rakhe ek suitcase par padi…………




Juhi ne suitcase utara aur khol diya………….sahil ke sare certificate rahke the…….…sahil ka academic record excellent tha………..aur niche rakha tha uska IAS ka INTERVIEW LETTER…….juhi use uthakr dekh hi rahi thi ki uski nazar niche padi ek red colour ki diary par padi………….juhi ne sare certificates wapas rakhe aur kanpte hatho se wo diary utha li……………




Juhi ne man hi man sahil ko sorry bola aur diary khol di…………….usne date par ek nazar dali …koi 7-8 mahine pahle hi diary likhni suru ki gayi thi …aur date wo thi jis din civil services pre ka resutl aaya tha ….usi din se diary likhi gayi thi…..
(jise sahil clear nhi kar paya tha)


“Tumhari parwah karte karte kitna roya tanha main
jis raat tumhari zarurat thi us raat ko soya tanha main

bojhal bojhal palkein lekar mandir maszid jata hun
wahi takht pr baithe baithe ,yaad mein roya tanha main

bade masihaa ho tum mere, mujhe bachaane aa jao
pathar lekar moti samjha haar piroya tanha main….







DEAR AARTI,

maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki ek din mai itna akela ho jaunga ki mujhe apne dil ki bat in bejuban kagaz par likhni padegi….lekin aaj agar nhi likunga to shayd zinda nhi rah paunga aur ghut ghut kar mar jaunga…..



Janti ho aaj fir se ek aur nakami mere hisse me aa gyi ….…tum rooth kya gayi jaise zindagi ki har khusi hi rooth gyi……...mai itna akela kabhi nhi hua zindagi me……..aaj mai bahut toot gya hu aarti…..toot to usi din gay tha jis din tum roothi lekin ab shayd dhere dheere bikhar rha hu…....aaj mujhe tumhari bahut jaroorat hai…plz kahi se aa jao na…mujhe aakar samet lo aarti………..plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

Jnata hu ki tum nhi aaogi….fir bhi dil ko tasaalli de leta hu…….janti ho mujhe is nakami ka itna dukh nhi hai…jab tum hi sath nhi to fir kya frak padta hai………..ab to padhne ka man bhi nhi karta…..jab hamsafar hi sath nhi to manzil par pahuchkar bhi kya karna ….



Sach kahu to ab jeene ka man bhi nhi karta…..kya karunga jee kar …..lekin marne ki himmat bhi nhi juta paa rha….bas yhi sochta hu ki mummy ko itna bada dhokha kaise du……..jis baap ki aankhe apne bête ko IAS bante dekhne ko lalayit hai,unse apne bête ki laash kaise dekhi jayegi…….sabkuchh janta hu ……lekin kya karu tumhare bina sab suna suna lagta hai……..jiyunga jab tak jee sakunga…….jab tumne sajaa suna hi di hai to ab use katna hi padega……..janti ho bas dil me ek hi kasak hai…….tumne sajaa to de di lekin jurm nhi bataya….…aur ye kasam bhi de di ki mai kabhi jan bhi na saku….….lekin mai har wada nibhaunga aarti….kabhi nhi puchhunga tumse ki tumne mujhe tanha kyu chhod diya……...mere hi pyaar me koi kami rhi hogi…..



Sochta hu ghar chala jau ….lekin nhi jaa sakta….qki mere toote huye sapne ki chubhan mere mummy -papa ko bahut hogi aur mai bardasht nhi kar paunga…..fir wha ki har cheez tumhari yad dilayegi…khas karke wo nadi ka kinara…….aur mai har yad par ek maut marta hu….



Aarti tumhara sahil itna kamjor nhi hai….mai hazaro nakamiya apne seene par sajaa kar bhi ladta rahta ……..lekin tumhari muhabbat meri kamjori ban gayi……..ek bar gale se lagakar bol do aur aaj bhi tumhari kasam mai duniya ki koi bhi imtehaan pass kar jau………..lekin tumhare bina nhi ….kuchh bhi nhi……



Dil me ek soona pan aa gya hai yar……..log kahte hai ki zindagi chalti rahti hai,lekin meri zindagi rook gyi hai aarti….aur ab to bas itani tamanna hai ki ye saanse bhi rook jaye…..



Aur kya kahu ….kuchh samjh me nhi aata……...janta hu tumnhi aaogi phir bhi jane kyu ye pagal dil aas ka daman nhi chhodta …………aur jis din ye daman chhut gya shayad us din ye saanse bhi rook jayenge…….



Khus rho…..bas itani dua hi de sakta hu aur kuchh to hai nhi mere pass tumhe dene ke liye …

..........miss you sona


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Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip

Post by rajkumari » 15 Dec 2016 10:09

Ik Ishq Nager Ki Wadi Thi
Jahan Pyar Ki Nadiya Behti Thi
Kuch Dil Waley Bhi Rehtey They
Jo Pyar Ki Baatein Kertey They




Jab Bahaar Ka Mousam Aata Tha
Aur Phool Pyar K Khiltey They
Mast Nasheeli Shamon Mein
Pyar Se Do Dil Miltey They




Ik Roz Woh Basti Ujer Gai
Aur Pyar Ki Hasti Bikher Gai
Phir Her Ik Dil Ko Sog Laga
Aur Jeevan Bhar Ka Rog Laga




Deewaney Phirtey Rehtey Hein
Aur Her Ik Se Woh Kehtey Hein
Iqrar Kisi Se Na Kerna
tum Pyar Kisi Se Na Kerna…tum pyar kisi se na karna……………..




ab zindagi me kisis se pyar nhi karunga....kisi ko apna dost nhi banaunga.............



Diary ke pahle kuchh panne padhkar juhi ne aankhe band kar li …..…aansu jane kab se palko ka darwaza todkar uske galo ko bhigoye jar he the…use kuchh khabar nhi thi…..




“Itna dard………..itani muhabbat…… itani tadap……kaun hai wo bad naseeb jisne ek sone sa , muhabbata bhara dil tod diya…………khuda kare use zinagi me kabhi muhabbat naseeb na ho…”…….juhi ke dil se shayad zindagi me pahli bar kisi ke liye baddua nikli thi …

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