Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
Posted: 13 Dec 2016 13:21
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Zulfiqar khan,dilli ke sabse bado namo me shumar…zindagi se bharpoor ek zinda dil insane ….daulat aur shohrat ki bulandi ko chhune ke bad bhi zameeni insaan…ek aisa insaan jiski dil me sabke liye pyar ,hamdardi aur apnaapan…..Jo har insaan ko insaan samjhta……unka eklauta beta sarfaraz khan …sarfarz ka dil ek hindu ladki par aa gya……...baap ne bête ki muhabbat ko kabool liya vaise bhi khan parivar ki parampara me kabhi hindu muslim ka bhed nhi rha …..unke liye musalmaan hone jitney fakr ki bat thi insaan hona bhi utna hi….. aur “ sanjanaa singh” sarfaraz khan ki dulhan ban kar aa gayi…..….sarfaraaz ne apne baap ka business sambhala aur unki khwahish ki sarfaraz koi white collar job kare bas ek khwahish hi rah gyi…..
Sarfarz ne bhi bahut daulat kamai aur fir jab rajneeti me kadam rakha to wha bhi apna parcham lahra diya…pahli bar hi MP ka chunav jeet gaye…..khan parivar me bas ek hi kami thi …sarfaraz khan ki koi aulad nhi thi….aur sadi ke 8 sal bad jab nanhi si pari ne unke jeevan me kadam rakha to baba( zulfiqar khan ) ne pyar se uska nam “ JUHI “ rakha………….
sanjanaa jab juhi 4 sal ki thi tabhi use maa ke muhabbat se mahroom karke duniya se vida ho gyi…… khan baba ke jeene ka saharaa hi juhi thi aur duniya ki har sukh suvidha uske kadmo me dal di…jis cheej par juhi hath rakh deti wo uski ho jati…….juhi bhi baap se jyada apne baba se attached thi…….
Zindagi ke solhave sal me kadam rakhte rakhte juhi sachmuch ek kali ban gyi thi……wo dilkash husn ki mallika ek behad suljhi huyi aur intelligent ladki thi….. .khoobsoorati ke sath sath uske taur tareeke aur ek ladki hone ke ahsas ne use aur khoobsoorat bana diya……apne baba ke liye IAS ban ne ka khwab uski aankho me samata chala gya….
Juhi me to jaise Khan baba ki jaan basti thi….jab JUHI ne IIT ka exam clear kiya to apne approach aur daulat ke dam par khan baba ne use delhi me hi admission dila diya taki wo unse door na chali jaye…juhi ko kabhi maa ki kami mahsoos nhi huyi……
Juhi ne IIT se B-TECH complete kiya aur ek sal coaching karne ke bad first time CIVIL services ke liye appear huyi lekin IIT ki gold medalist hone ke bad bhi wo pre clear nhi kar payi ………………aur use is bat ka ahsas hua ki is exam ke liye kya padhna hai jan na to jaroori hai lekin kya nhi padhna hai ye jan na us se bhi jaroori hai………….matlab ki agar sahi guidance na mile to kitni bhi mehnat karo koi fayada nhi…………..khan baba ne ye bat suni to uske liye ek sahi direction karne wale insaan ki khoj karne lage aur yhi khoj aaj sahil ko khan baba ke ghar layi thi…..
“tum baitho beta …m abhi juhi ko bulaata hu……..” khan baba bolte huye andar chale gaye…
Sahil pahli bar kisi itane ameer shakhs ke ghar aaya tha..ghar to nhi mahal hi tha wo….lekin ghar aur ghar walo ki soorat aur seerat me use koi interest nhi tha……use to pta bhi nhi tha ki wo wha kyu chala aaya…jabki wo to apni zindagi ko khatm karne ki soch rha tha ….khud ko mitane ke bare me soch rha tha ….
“hello ,myself juhi ” khankati si aawaz par sahil ne sar uthkar upar ki or dekha…22-23 sal ki kajrare naino wali bala ki khoobsoorat ek msoom si ladki muskurate huye uski or hath badhaye khadi thi…..
badhi huyi shave,lal aankhe aur bikhre huye baal…sahil juhi ko koi majnoo lag rha tha jiski aankho me kayi raton ki ratjagi ka khumar tha ….lekin is huliye me bhi smart lag rha tha…….itna smart ki dil har jaye koi haseena …lekin juhi aisi dil fenk haseena nhi thi….
Sahil ne kuchh nhi kaha aur na hi hath uski or badhaya…..juhi ko bura lagaa……lagnaa hi tha ..kisi ko bhi lagta….
Juhi bhi chupchap samne rakhe sofe par baith gyi…dono me se koi kuchh nhi bol rha tha….tabhi khan baba bhi chale aaye…..
“areee tum dono me jan pahchaan to ho gyi na…koi bat nhi mai fir se karwa deta hu…juhi ye hai sahil,IAS ki taiyari karte hai …interview bhi diya..aur sahil beta ye hai meri juhi …meri jaan “ khan baba ne juhi ke bagal me baithte huye uske sar par hath fera….
“jee” sahil ne bas itna hi khaa…jaise uska dhyan wha tha hi nhi…
“to sahil kya taiyari karni hogi juhi ko “ khan baba bole.sahil mano apne badhawasi pe kabu pata hua wapas aa gya…
“jee jaisa ye kahe…agar kisi subject me difficulty ho to m help kar dunga …ye jaise bhi kahe” sahil ne pahli bar kuchh dhang se kaha.janekis jadu ke asar me tha sahil ki chah kar bhi inkar nhi kar paa rha tha .....
“kaho juhi beta” khan baba ne kaha.
Juhi ka man to nhi tha lekin wo khan baba ka dil nhi todana chahti thi……sahil ki image ek akadoo,ghamandi aur badtameez insaan ki si ban gyi thi pahli hi mulakat me uske man me…jise tameez nhi thi kisi se milne ki ya bat karne ki……usne socha kisi tarah se kuchh din bita le fir khan baba ko manaa legi aur sahil ko wha se hatwa degi…….
“jee mujhe economic bahut difficult lagi hai…”juhi boli.
“ok..mere pas kuchh notes hai mai de dunga..aur aapke basics bhi clear karwa dunga…..abhi mai chalta hu kuchh kam hai….”sahil ne man me yhi socha tha ki wo notes juhi ko de dega lekin ab yha lautkar nhi aayega…jane kyu use juhi achchhi nhi lagi thi …….
Sahil ke sath khan baba bhi bahar taka aaye…..
“sahil beta …juhi bina maa ki bachchi hai…maine bade najon se paala hai ise…kabhi kisi chhej ki kami nhi hone di….ab ye sirf meri khusi ke liye IAS ban na chahti hai…aaj tak jo bhi sapna isne dekha use poora kiya…maine poora kiya…lekin ab darta hu ki agar is bar aisa nhi hua to meri juhi ka dil toot jayega,…pahli bar jab iska nhi hua to maine kaha ki ab chhod do ye taiayari ..kya kami hai hame …lekin nhi mani…jiddi hai thodi…elkin ab tumhe dekhkar lagta hai ki wo jaroora kar legi agar tum sath rhe to….lagan hai uske andar bas thoda sa sahara chahiye……”
“jee,…mai kosis karunga..” sahil ko samjh me nhi aay kya kahe…
“dua lagegi beta tumhe is budhe ke dil ki……hamesa khus raho…kabhi koi jaroorat ho to jaroor kahna…. “ khan baba ne uske shane par hath rakhte huye kaha..
Sahil wapas jaa chukka tha ……khan baba bhi lautkar andar aaye …
“achchha insaan hai sahil ……hai na juhi” unhone juhi se kaha.
“baba,mujhe to bahut ghamandi aur akdoo lagaa….”juhi ne saf saf apn rai pesh ki.
“nhi beta ,,tum pahli bar mili ho isliye……mera tazurba kahta hai ki bahut hi nek insaan hai….dekhna baht jald tum use pahchan logi”
“jee” juhi bas itna hi bol saki…
Sahil dusre din aaya aur apne notes juhi ko de diye aur wapas chala gya…….ye bolkar ki do din bad aayega …..
Rat ke 11 baj rhe the …. Juhi unhi notes ko ulat palatkar dekh rhi thi ……economis se bore hokar wo note band karne hi wali thi ki notes ke aakhiri page par use kuchh red color me hindi me likha hua dikha….ek nazm likhi thi …………..
“ek shakhs ko dekha tha taroon ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apno ki tarha hum ne;
ek shakhs ko samja tha phoolon ki tarha hum ne
wo shakhs qyamat tha kia us ki karen baten
din us k liye paida or us ki he thi ratain ...
kab milta kisi se tha, hm se thin mulakatin
rung os ka shahabi tha, zulfoon may thin mayhkaryn
ankhaain thin k jadu tha palkayn thin k talwaryn
dushman b ager daykhen, tu jaan sy dil haren
kuch tum se wo milta tha batoon me shbaahat thi
han tum sa hi lagta tha shokhi may sharart mein
lagta bhi tumhi sa tha dastour e muhabat mein;
“wo shakhs hme ek din apno ki tarha bhoola
taroon ki tarha dooba pholoon ki tarha toota”
phir hath na aya wo hm ne to bohat dhoonda;
tum kis liye chonky ho kab zikar tmhara hai
kab tm se takaza h kab tum se shikayat hai
ek taza hikayat h sun lo tu inayaat hai;
ek shakhs ko dekha tha taron ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apnoo ki tarha hum ne!”
nazm padhkar juhi ko lgaa koi use kuchh kha rha hai..kisi ko uski jaroorat hai…..jahir si bat hai ki ye chand lines sahil ne hi likhi thi …likhawat same thi…aur dekhkar saf lag rha tha ki bahut jyada din nhi huye hai ise likhe…..
kya sahil jan boojhkar mujhe ye suna na chahta tha ya usne kabhi pahle hi likhi thi…kuchh bhi ho hai bahut dard is nazm me …aakhir kya baat hai…… aakhir kaun hai ye sahil …kya raaj hai iski life ka…….kya sachmuch use meri jarooart hai…….?????????????????????
Juhi ke man me lakho sawal uth rhe the …use ek baat ka yakeen ho chala tha ki chahe jo bhi ho sahil vaisa nhi hai jaisa wo soch rhi thi……uski life me koi raaj hai…jab wo pahli baar mila tha to bhi ukhda ukhda sa tha …jis ladke ne IAS ka interview diya ho uske andr bahut maturity honi chahiye …lekin sahil…..juhi ne man me soch liya ki ek bar kam se kam kosis to jarror karegi sahil ke bare me jan ne ki.
Sahil ke zindagi ke panno ka ek nya adhyay suru ho chukka tha…..
Zulfiqar khan,dilli ke sabse bado namo me shumar…zindagi se bharpoor ek zinda dil insane ….daulat aur shohrat ki bulandi ko chhune ke bad bhi zameeni insaan…ek aisa insaan jiski dil me sabke liye pyar ,hamdardi aur apnaapan…..Jo har insaan ko insaan samjhta……unka eklauta beta sarfaraz khan …sarfarz ka dil ek hindu ladki par aa gya……...baap ne bête ki muhabbat ko kabool liya vaise bhi khan parivar ki parampara me kabhi hindu muslim ka bhed nhi rha …..unke liye musalmaan hone jitney fakr ki bat thi insaan hona bhi utna hi….. aur “ sanjanaa singh” sarfaraz khan ki dulhan ban kar aa gayi…..….sarfaraaz ne apne baap ka business sambhala aur unki khwahish ki sarfaraz koi white collar job kare bas ek khwahish hi rah gyi…..
Sarfarz ne bhi bahut daulat kamai aur fir jab rajneeti me kadam rakha to wha bhi apna parcham lahra diya…pahli bar hi MP ka chunav jeet gaye…..khan parivar me bas ek hi kami thi …sarfaraz khan ki koi aulad nhi thi….aur sadi ke 8 sal bad jab nanhi si pari ne unke jeevan me kadam rakha to baba( zulfiqar khan ) ne pyar se uska nam “ JUHI “ rakha………….
sanjanaa jab juhi 4 sal ki thi tabhi use maa ke muhabbat se mahroom karke duniya se vida ho gyi…… khan baba ke jeene ka saharaa hi juhi thi aur duniya ki har sukh suvidha uske kadmo me dal di…jis cheej par juhi hath rakh deti wo uski ho jati…….juhi bhi baap se jyada apne baba se attached thi…….
Zindagi ke solhave sal me kadam rakhte rakhte juhi sachmuch ek kali ban gyi thi……wo dilkash husn ki mallika ek behad suljhi huyi aur intelligent ladki thi….. .khoobsoorati ke sath sath uske taur tareeke aur ek ladki hone ke ahsas ne use aur khoobsoorat bana diya……apne baba ke liye IAS ban ne ka khwab uski aankho me samata chala gya….
Juhi me to jaise Khan baba ki jaan basti thi….jab JUHI ne IIT ka exam clear kiya to apne approach aur daulat ke dam par khan baba ne use delhi me hi admission dila diya taki wo unse door na chali jaye…juhi ko kabhi maa ki kami mahsoos nhi huyi……
Juhi ne IIT se B-TECH complete kiya aur ek sal coaching karne ke bad first time CIVIL services ke liye appear huyi lekin IIT ki gold medalist hone ke bad bhi wo pre clear nhi kar payi ………………aur use is bat ka ahsas hua ki is exam ke liye kya padhna hai jan na to jaroori hai lekin kya nhi padhna hai ye jan na us se bhi jaroori hai………….matlab ki agar sahi guidance na mile to kitni bhi mehnat karo koi fayada nhi…………..khan baba ne ye bat suni to uske liye ek sahi direction karne wale insaan ki khoj karne lage aur yhi khoj aaj sahil ko khan baba ke ghar layi thi…..
“tum baitho beta …m abhi juhi ko bulaata hu……..” khan baba bolte huye andar chale gaye…
Sahil pahli bar kisi itane ameer shakhs ke ghar aaya tha..ghar to nhi mahal hi tha wo….lekin ghar aur ghar walo ki soorat aur seerat me use koi interest nhi tha……use to pta bhi nhi tha ki wo wha kyu chala aaya…jabki wo to apni zindagi ko khatm karne ki soch rha tha ….khud ko mitane ke bare me soch rha tha ….
“hello ,myself juhi ” khankati si aawaz par sahil ne sar uthkar upar ki or dekha…22-23 sal ki kajrare naino wali bala ki khoobsoorat ek msoom si ladki muskurate huye uski or hath badhaye khadi thi…..
badhi huyi shave,lal aankhe aur bikhre huye baal…sahil juhi ko koi majnoo lag rha tha jiski aankho me kayi raton ki ratjagi ka khumar tha ….lekin is huliye me bhi smart lag rha tha…….itna smart ki dil har jaye koi haseena …lekin juhi aisi dil fenk haseena nhi thi….
Sahil ne kuchh nhi kaha aur na hi hath uski or badhaya…..juhi ko bura lagaa……lagnaa hi tha ..kisi ko bhi lagta….
Juhi bhi chupchap samne rakhe sofe par baith gyi…dono me se koi kuchh nhi bol rha tha….tabhi khan baba bhi chale aaye…..
“areee tum dono me jan pahchaan to ho gyi na…koi bat nhi mai fir se karwa deta hu…juhi ye hai sahil,IAS ki taiyari karte hai …interview bhi diya..aur sahil beta ye hai meri juhi …meri jaan “ khan baba ne juhi ke bagal me baithte huye uske sar par hath fera….
“jee” sahil ne bas itna hi khaa…jaise uska dhyan wha tha hi nhi…
“to sahil kya taiyari karni hogi juhi ko “ khan baba bole.sahil mano apne badhawasi pe kabu pata hua wapas aa gya…
“jee jaisa ye kahe…agar kisi subject me difficulty ho to m help kar dunga …ye jaise bhi kahe” sahil ne pahli bar kuchh dhang se kaha.janekis jadu ke asar me tha sahil ki chah kar bhi inkar nhi kar paa rha tha .....
“kaho juhi beta” khan baba ne kaha.
Juhi ka man to nhi tha lekin wo khan baba ka dil nhi todana chahti thi……sahil ki image ek akadoo,ghamandi aur badtameez insaan ki si ban gyi thi pahli hi mulakat me uske man me…jise tameez nhi thi kisi se milne ki ya bat karne ki……usne socha kisi tarah se kuchh din bita le fir khan baba ko manaa legi aur sahil ko wha se hatwa degi…….
“jee mujhe economic bahut difficult lagi hai…”juhi boli.
“ok..mere pas kuchh notes hai mai de dunga..aur aapke basics bhi clear karwa dunga…..abhi mai chalta hu kuchh kam hai….”sahil ne man me yhi socha tha ki wo notes juhi ko de dega lekin ab yha lautkar nhi aayega…jane kyu use juhi achchhi nhi lagi thi …….
Sahil ke sath khan baba bhi bahar taka aaye…..
“sahil beta …juhi bina maa ki bachchi hai…maine bade najon se paala hai ise…kabhi kisi chhej ki kami nhi hone di….ab ye sirf meri khusi ke liye IAS ban na chahti hai…aaj tak jo bhi sapna isne dekha use poora kiya…maine poora kiya…lekin ab darta hu ki agar is bar aisa nhi hua to meri juhi ka dil toot jayega,…pahli bar jab iska nhi hua to maine kaha ki ab chhod do ye taiayari ..kya kami hai hame …lekin nhi mani…jiddi hai thodi…elkin ab tumhe dekhkar lagta hai ki wo jaroora kar legi agar tum sath rhe to….lagan hai uske andar bas thoda sa sahara chahiye……”
“jee,…mai kosis karunga..” sahil ko samjh me nhi aay kya kahe…
“dua lagegi beta tumhe is budhe ke dil ki……hamesa khus raho…kabhi koi jaroorat ho to jaroor kahna…. “ khan baba ne uske shane par hath rakhte huye kaha..
Sahil wapas jaa chukka tha ……khan baba bhi lautkar andar aaye …
“achchha insaan hai sahil ……hai na juhi” unhone juhi se kaha.
“baba,mujhe to bahut ghamandi aur akdoo lagaa….”juhi ne saf saf apn rai pesh ki.
“nhi beta ,,tum pahli bar mili ho isliye……mera tazurba kahta hai ki bahut hi nek insaan hai….dekhna baht jald tum use pahchan logi”
“jee” juhi bas itna hi bol saki…
Sahil dusre din aaya aur apne notes juhi ko de diye aur wapas chala gya…….ye bolkar ki do din bad aayega …..
Rat ke 11 baj rhe the …. Juhi unhi notes ko ulat palatkar dekh rhi thi ……economis se bore hokar wo note band karne hi wali thi ki notes ke aakhiri page par use kuchh red color me hindi me likha hua dikha….ek nazm likhi thi …………..
“ek shakhs ko dekha tha taroon ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apno ki tarha hum ne;
ek shakhs ko samja tha phoolon ki tarha hum ne
wo shakhs qyamat tha kia us ki karen baten
din us k liye paida or us ki he thi ratain ...
kab milta kisi se tha, hm se thin mulakatin
rung os ka shahabi tha, zulfoon may thin mayhkaryn
ankhaain thin k jadu tha palkayn thin k talwaryn
dushman b ager daykhen, tu jaan sy dil haren
kuch tum se wo milta tha batoon me shbaahat thi
han tum sa hi lagta tha shokhi may sharart mein
lagta bhi tumhi sa tha dastour e muhabat mein;
“wo shakhs hme ek din apno ki tarha bhoola
taroon ki tarha dooba pholoon ki tarha toota”
phir hath na aya wo hm ne to bohat dhoonda;
tum kis liye chonky ho kab zikar tmhara hai
kab tm se takaza h kab tum se shikayat hai
ek taza hikayat h sun lo tu inayaat hai;
ek shakhs ko dekha tha taron ki tarha hum ne
ek shakhs ko chaha tha apnoo ki tarha hum ne!”
nazm padhkar juhi ko lgaa koi use kuchh kha rha hai..kisi ko uski jaroorat hai…..jahir si bat hai ki ye chand lines sahil ne hi likhi thi …likhawat same thi…aur dekhkar saf lag rha tha ki bahut jyada din nhi huye hai ise likhe…..
kya sahil jan boojhkar mujhe ye suna na chahta tha ya usne kabhi pahle hi likhi thi…kuchh bhi ho hai bahut dard is nazm me …aakhir kya baat hai…… aakhir kaun hai ye sahil …kya raaj hai iski life ka…….kya sachmuch use meri jarooart hai…….?????????????????????
Juhi ke man me lakho sawal uth rhe the …use ek baat ka yakeen ho chala tha ki chahe jo bhi ho sahil vaisa nhi hai jaisa wo soch rhi thi……uski life me koi raaj hai…jab wo pahli baar mila tha to bhi ukhda ukhda sa tha …jis ladke ne IAS ka interview diya ho uske andr bahut maturity honi chahiye …lekin sahil…..juhi ne man me soch liya ki ek bar kam se kam kosis to jarror karegi sahil ke bare me jan ne ki.
Sahil ke zindagi ke panno ka ek nya adhyay suru ho chukka tha…..