my first story here - Behkate huye kadam

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sharir ki bhukh ke aage saari pavitarta dhari ki dhari reh jati hai or khaskar ek aurat to jarur is bhukh ko kaboo nhi kar sakti.. lekin mujhe kis chij ki bhukh hai? rahul me sab kuch to hai jo ek achhe pati me hona chahiye fir bhi maine kaise apne aap ko us do kodi ke naukar ke aage smarpit kar diya tha? us waqt to wo kuch bhi karta mai nhi rokne wali thi.. rok bhi kaise sakti thi jab mai hosh me hi nhi thi or mere pair ka dard bhi waqt pe dhokha de gaya tha.. ab ye nhi samajh aa raha ki mujhe ho kya jata hai? kya mai behak jati hu us 6-7 inch ki chij ke aage? aisa hi dharam uncle ke case me huwa tha.. mai waha bhi nhi sambhal payi thi apne aap ko.. dono jagah par uncle or sattu ne hi mujhe roka tha.. chhi, kitni gir jati hu mai ki apne pati or apni ijjat ka bhi khayal nhi rakh pati.. or phir aaj to time or jagah dono hi meri ijjat ke khilaf the.. thanx sattu.. ye sattu bhi mujse to achha hi hai. maine apni taraf se to koyi kasar nhi chhodi thi or kitni mushkil se usne mujhe apne upar se hataya tha.. wo kya soch raha hoga mere baare me ki kaisi hu mai? hi rabba, mujhe ye kya ho gaya tha.. ab to naukaro ka saamna karne me bhi sharam aayegi.
or ye sochte-2 meri aankhe nam ho gayi.. phir thodi der me khyal aaya ki ho sakta h sattu ko laga ho ki dard ki wajah se maine aisa kiya. agar ye baat h to kam se kam sattu to mere baare me galat nhi sochega.. ye baat sochkar kuch shanti mili or maine apne aansoo ponche.. offfffff..

ok jo huwa so huwa, aaj ke baad pura dhyan rakhungi or aisi situation paida hi nhi hone dungi.. mera sab kuch rahul hai or koyi nhi.. unki jagah koyi nhi le sakta.. luv u rahul.. luv u so much.. achanak hi ye words mere muh se nikle or hotho par smile aa gayi..

time dekha to shaam ke 6 baj rahe the.. itne me rahul ka phone aaya or mera haal chaal puchha.. unhone kaha ki wo khana bahar se khaakar aayenge.. maine socha ki agar mai bhi khana unhi se mangwa lun to mujhe sattu ko face nhi karna padega or maine rahul ko mere khane ke baare me bhi bol diya to is baat par unhone haami bhar di..
rahul lagbhag 8 baje ke karib aaye or hum dono ka hi khana sath lekar aaye the.. mujhe bahut achha laga or phir humne sath milkar khana khaya.. mera dard ab kaafi kam ho chuka tha or rahul ne bhi raat ko pair ki maalish ki to lagbhag thik ho chuka tha..

lekin ek baat to thi chahe maine future me apne aap ko behkane se bachane ka pakka faisla kar liya tha magar us din us incident se sharir me jo aag lagi thi wo abhi tak jyo ki tyo thi or mai rahul ke upar toot padi.. magar us din rahul mere aisa karne se itne khush nhi the.. fir bhi unhone mera pura sath diya or jaise taise maine apne aap ko shaant kar liya..

maine ab sattu se baat karna bahut kam kar diya tha, bus bahut jyada jaruri hone par hi us se baat karti thi.. us se hamesha rukhi si awaz me bolne ki koshish karti but usne to bura maan na jaise shikha hi na ho.. wo har kaam puri lagan se karta or baaki sara din apne room me rehta..
us ghatna ko 4-5 din beet chuke the or ab dhire-2 mai apni taraf se sab kuch normal karne ki koshis kar rahi thi.. lekin jaise hi wo incident mujhe yaad aata to pure sharir me lehre dodne lagti, fir kisi trah se rahul ko yaad karke waha se mai apna dhyan hatati.. sattu se kam bolne ki wajah 1 ye bhi thi ki us se baat karte time mai ghabra jati thi or jaise mera sharir kaam karna band kar deta tha or mujhe apne aap se kiya huwa wada kamjor padta najar aata.. meri samajh me kuch nhi aa raha tha ki kya karun, kaise is haalat se peecha chhudau?
fir 1 din maine socha ki rahul ko bol ke sattu ko wapas gaav bhej dete hai or yahi 1 tarika tha apne aap ko bachane ka..
shaam ko rahul ghar aaye or khana khane ke baad maine unhe sattu ko bhejne ke baare me baat ki to rahul ne kuch dino ke liye mana kar diya.. wo bole ki abhi tumhe yahan ka hisaab nhi h to or phir jaise us din chot lag gayi thi agar aisa kuch ho jaye to kon dekhega..
phir bhi maine mummyji ki dekhbhal ka hwala dekar sattu ko jaldi bhejne ke liye rahul ko mana hi liya..

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agle din roj ki trah rahul duty par chale gaye.. unke jaane ke baad maine bedroom ki saaf safayi ki or fir pure ghar me pocha lagane lagi.. piche ke dono rooms ke baad rasoyi me or phir bich ke hall me.. jab bahar wale bathroom ke paas pahunchi to socha ki dekh to lu ki iski safayi kaisi hai? yahi sochkar mai andar ghusi to paya ki thodi bahut safayi karne wali thi.. maine wiper se farsh saaf kiya or phir bahar aane lagi to kuch dekhkar rook gayi..
samne hanger pe sattu ka purana sa UW latak raha tha.. chhi! kitna ganda tha ye.. dekhne se pata hi nhi chal raha tha ki jab kharida gaya tha to ye kis rang ka tha.. lekin usko dekhkar mujhe us din ki ghatna fir se yaad aa gayi or sattu ka chehra aankho ke aage nachne laga.. mai pathar si bani kuch der tak usko dekhti rahi or phir jaldi se bahar nikal aayi.. apna kaam bich me chhodkar sidhi apne bedroom me aa gayi or apni phoolti saanso ko control karne lagi.. jab kuch shaant huyi to sochne lagi ki ye sab kya ho raha h mere sath or mujhe waha jane par pachtawa huwa..
halanki mere man me koyi galat bhawna nhi thi or mai sattu ko lekar normal rehne ki koshis karti magar jaise hi wo khud ya fir uski koyi chij dikh jati to mai jaise behkane si lag jati.. pata nhi aisa kya kar diya tha usne but us din ke baad se to jaise sab kuch hi badal gaya tha..
raat ko rahul ke thake hone ki wajah se humne sex nhi kiya or mai unke side me leti huyi ajkal jo mere sath ho raha tha wo sab soche ja rahi thi.. nind to aaspas bhi nhi thi.. paas me rahul bekhabar hokar so rhe the or sote huye unka chehra bahut sundar lag raha tha.. mai unhe dekhkar apne khayalo se bahar aayi or unke mathe par ek kiss karne ke baad uthkar baith gayi..
halanki sardi ka mausam tha lekin mujhe pyas lag rhi thi to paas me rakhi ek chaddar odhkar apne room se bahar aayi or kitchen me aakar pani piya.. thodi der aise hi khadi rahi or uske baad wapas room me aane lagi to piche se door khulne ki awaz sunkar ekdum se ruki.. sattu apne room se bahar nikal kar bathroom ki taraf ja raha tha.. magar ye kya? usne apne saare kapde utaar rakhe the sirf UW ko chhodkar.. mujhe hairani huyi ki ye kaisa aadmi h? itni sardi me bhi kapde nikaal rakhe h, isko thand nhi lagti kya?
ye sochte-2 meri najre us se mili or fir mujhe bhi itni garmi mehsoos huyi ki jaise mai bhi apne saare kapde utaar du.. mujhe dekhkar wo jaldi se bathroom me ghus gaya or mai apne room me.. door band karke mai wahi khadi ho gayi or thodi der me mujhe sattu ke peshab karne ki awaz aayi.. ye awaz sunkar meri aankhe band ho gayi or aisa laga jaise sattu mere saamne khada hokar peshab kar raha ho.. phir se meri dhadkane badh gayi or maine apni chaddar utaar di… mujhe rahul ka bhi khayal na tha jo mere samne so raha tha.. meri bechaini badhne lagi or mai jaldi se bhagkar apne bathroom me ghus gayi..
maine apni lower nikaali or penty ke andar hath daalkar chut ko sehlaane lagi.. dhire se 2 ungliyon ne apna rasta pakad liya or romanchit sharir wasna me jalne lagaa.. siskiyo par to jaise-taise control kar gayi magar 1 chij jo mere control se bahar thi. wo tha sattu ka chehra.. wo jaise baar-2 rahul ko piche dhakel kar mere samne ghoom raha tha.. rahul bechara… ungliya apni speed pakad chuki thi or mere andar se jaise kuch batorne me juti huyi thi.. mathe par pasine ki dastak huyi or rahul ka jaise koyi ata-pata nhi tha.. condition dekhiye ki pati ke paas me hote huye bhi ek aurat kisi gair ko yaad karte huye aisa kar rahi thi to aane wala waqt kis or rukh karega kuch kaha nhi ja sakta tha..

ab to shayad sattu bhi meri manodasha ko samajh chuka tha.. iska andaja mujhe agle din huwa jab maine use kayi baar note kiya ki wo mujhe notice kar raha tha.. ye baat mujhe bilkul bhi achhi na lagi or iske liye maine apne aap ko dhikkara ki in sab ki jimmedar mai khud thi.. sham ko rahul ke ghar aane par roj ki tarah khane ke baad hum bedroom me aaye lekin aaj rahul jaise kal ka sara badla utaar lena chahte the.. unhone meri jamkar chudayi ki or mai is dauran 2 baar jhadi.. lekin sex ke time us sattu ka chehra kayi baar meri aankho ke samne aaya.. halanki aaj rahul ne koyi kasar nhi chhodi thi magar q uski shakal mera picha nhi chhod rhi mujhe bilkul bhi samajh na laga.. rahul so chuke the magar sex ke itne achhe daur ke bavjood mujhe nind nhi aa rhi thi..
mai to aisi bilkul bhi na thi. phir ab kya ho raha h mujhe? q mai behak rhi hu? aisa kya h us naukar me jo mujhe rahul se nhi mil raha? or na jane kya-2 mai sochti ja rahi thi?
or aaj phir mai uthkar bahar ki or chal padi.. thodi si pyas jarur lagi thi to maine kitchen se pani piya or apne room ki taraf aane lagi.. mere kadam bade aaram se uth rahe the maano bedroom tak pahunchne me bahut jyada time lagana chahte the.. jab door pe aayi to wahi ruk gayi sayad thodi der or wait karna chahti thi.. jab koyi aahat na huyi to maine piche mood kar dekha, sattu ke room ka bulb on tha.. ye dekhkar mere shaitan man ko jaise bahana mil gaya ki chalkar dekhu ki wo kya kar raha h? phir kahi se andar se awaz aayi ki, manisha, tu ye kya soch rahi h? tujhe kya matlab ki wo kya kar rha hai? q apne nirdosh pati ko dhokha de rhi h?
lekin ye awaz itni kamjor thi ki mere kadam bina deri lagaye sattu ke room ki or badh gaye..
door ke paas pahunch dhadkate dil ke sath mai waha jakar khadi ho gayi.. phir se wahi condition ki darwaja kholu ya nhi? magar na chahte huye bhi mere hatho ne mujhe is duvidha se bahar nikaal diya or door thoda sa khul gaya.. agle kadam se pehle mera seena jor-2 se upar niche hone laga.. apni gardan ko thoda aage karte huye maine jaise hi andar jhanka to mera sarir kaam karna band kar gaya.. mai jaise wahan se bhag jana chahti thi magar mere hosh kahi gum ho chuke the..
samne sattu bilkul nanga khada hokar apna hath jor-2 se apne mote kaale lund par chala raha tha.. meri kismat achhi thi ki uski aankhe band thi or usne mujhe nhi dekha.. mai ekdum se piche hati lekin jaldi-2 me door band hone ki awaz hone se sayad sattu ko pata chal gaya or jab mai apne bedroom ke door par pahunchi to na jane q phir se piche mood kar dekha to meri saanse atak gayi.. piche se wo meri or dekhe ja raha tha.. maine kuch hi pal uski or dekha hoga ki jaldi se darwaja kholkar apne room me aa gayi.. andar aakar ekdum se apne bed par let gayi or mujhe laga jaise sattu mere piche-2 mere room me aa gaya hai.. darte huye mai rahul ki or mudi aur unhe jor se jakad liya jaise apne aap ko bachane ki koshis kar rahi thi.. mera gala sookh chuka tha or paani ki pyas jor se lagi thi magar itni himmat kaha se laati ki bahar jaakar paani pee sakun? jab thodi bahut shaant huyi to mujhe apne niche geelepan ka ehsaas huwa.. maine apni penty ko adjust kiya or waise hi leti rahi magar ab mai rahul ke upar apni pakad dheeli kar chuki thi.. mai us waqt kya soch rahi thi kuch pata nhi qki jaane kitne vichar ek sath mere man me chal rahe the.. jo bhi huwa achha ya bura mai uspar sochna nhi chahti thi.. us waqt to mai sab kuch bhoolkar sirf sona chahti thi or waha par bhi rahul hi kaam aaye.. unki baaho ke sahare ne meri madad ki or neend ne mujhe pata nhi kab khamosh kar diya..

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agle do din maine jaise taise karke nikaal liye or maine jyada se jyada time rahul ke sath ya uske baare me sochte huye bitaya or kuch had tak apni negative soch ko dabane me kamyab rahi.. is baat me ek chij jisne meri help ki wo ye thi ki sattu bhi mujhse bachta raha.. pata nhi sharam ki wajah se ya phir dar ki wajah se.. magar yahan bhi mere gande dimagh ne rahul ko wo sab batane se mana kar diya..
agle din sattu ne wapas gaav jana tha or mujhe khushi thi ki sirf ek raat ki hi baat h uske baad sab achha ho jayega..

us din shaam ko reet ka phone aaya.. usne haal- chal pucha or maine bhi us se uski study ke baare me baate ki.. usne bataya ki feb ke end tak uski coaching khatam ho jayegi.. or bhi bahut saari baate huyi or maine usko delhi aane ke liye kaha to usne bataya ki march me uska koyi exam hai to wo tab aayegi.. koyi aadhe ghante baad maine phone rakha or phir dinner ki tyari me jut gayi.. aaj mai pichle dino ke mukable kuch achha feel kar rhi thi qki ek to sattu kal wapas jaa raha tha or dusra reet se baat karne ke baad man kuch halka ho gaya tha.. /
rahul ne office se aakar fresh hokar khana khaya or wahi dining table pe baithe-2 sattu ko awaz di.. wo mere samne aayega ye sochkar mera dil jor se dhadkane lagaa.. maine soch liya ki mai yahan nhi baithungi or andar jaane ke liye uth gayi magar rahul ne mera hath pakad kar rok liya or kaha ki sattu ko kal ke baare me samjhana h thodi der baitho or na chahte huye bhi mujhe wapas baithna pada..
sattu thodi der me hamare saamne khada tha or usne apni gardan nichi ki huyi thi.. rahul ne usko kal jaane ke baare me samjhana shuru kiya or wo ‘ji malik’ bolte huye sunta raha.. maine chor najro se uski or dekha to dil me jaise bechaini si paida ho gayi.. kuch hi der me meri najar uske pajame ke upri bhag par thehar gayi jo halka sa ubhra huwa lag raha tha or mere pure badan me halchal mach gayi.. kal ka scene meri aankho me tairne lagaa or aisa lagaa jaise uska lund mujhe lalcha raha tha.. dekhte hi dekhte chut me halki-2 bunda-bandi shuru ho gayi or mujhe lagaa ki thodi der or yahan baithi rahi to behosh ho jaaongi.. lekin shukar hai tabhi rahul ne use bhej diya or mai jaise nashe ki haalat me apne bedroom me aa gayi.. mujhe ab rahul par gussa aa raha tha ki unhone mujhe pehle q nhi aane diya?
sabse pehle mai bathroom me gayi apni penty change karne ke liye or phir bahar aakar rahul ke sath bed par let gayi.. rahul upar se nange ho chuke the or ab mujhe pyar se kiss karne lage.. mera dhyan kuch had tak unki or huwa or mai b unka sath dene lagi thi.. thodi der baad wo mujhpar sawar ho chuke the or ek haseen safar pura karne ke baad hum thak kar choor ho gaye.. magar aaj ke safar me bhi sattu sath tha or mujhe lag raha tha ki jaise rahul ke sath-2 sattu bhi meri sawari kar raha tha ya fir rahul se bhi jyada..

rahul so chuke the or is baat se bilkul bekhabar ki unki biwi unke saath hote huye b sath nahi thi.. bahut saari baate mere man me chalti ja rahi thi ki mai galat kar rhi hu ya sahi? mai sach me rahul se pyar karti hu ya nahi? wagaira-2.. aaj mujhe paani ki bilkul bhi pyas nhi thi or bahar jane ka or koyi bhi bahana nahi tha magar phir bhi mera pagal dil koyi na koyi jugaad karne ki koshis kiye ja raha tha.. time dekha to 11:30 baj rahe the or maine apne pyare pati ka saath chhod diya.. dhire se door khola or bahar aa gayi, aaj maine sardi ki parwah na karte huye chaadar bhi nhi li thi.. sattu ke kamre ki light aaj bhi on thi or kuch der wahi khadi rehne ke baad mai fir se chal padi or uske kamre ke door ke paas khadi ho gayi.. meri tej chalti saanso ke alawa waha or koyi awaz nhi ho rahi thi or bina deri kiye maine door ko push kiya to wo lagbhag aadha khul gaya.. saamne khaat(charpayi) par koyi nhi tha.. mujhe thoda ajeeb lagaa or sochne lagi ki ye sattu aaj kahan hai? lekin itni himmat pata nhi kahan se aa gayi ki mai room ke andar aa chuki thi or charo taraf dekha magar wo dikhayi nhi diya..
phir achanak se door band hone ki awaz ke sath mai seham gayi or wapas mudi to paya ki wo peeth ko door se chipkaye huye apni aankhe band karke khada tha.. uska muh upar chhat ki taraf tha or meri tarah hi tej saanso ki wajah se uska seena jor se upar niche ho raha tha.. mai kabhi uski taraf dekhti or kabhi apni najre nichi kar leti..
thodi der baad wo bol padaa-