Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
Posted: 23 Feb 2017 10:14
UPDATE 101-
Ek jeeta jagta sahil ek machine ki tarah se hota ja rha tha...............jab bhi juhi use dekhti uske dil me ek tees si uthati..............kis kadar buri hoti hai ye muhabbat.........????????
Aaj sahil office jane ke liye taiyar ho rha tha jab uske phone ki ghanti baj uthi.......usne ek nazar apne wrist watch par dali aur fir phone utha liya............juhi ka phone tha...........
“hello” sahil ne kaha......... Dusri taraf sarfaraz saheb the............
“haa sahil beta ? ”
“jee unlce, kaise hai aap sab log.....khan baba kaise hai............”
“beta wo bahut serious condition me hai........bar bar tumhe bula rhe hai...........ho sake to aa jao.........” sarfarz sahib ka gala bhar aaya kahte kahte.
“kaissi bat kar rhe hain uncle .....mai abhi aata hu.......... aap bilkul tention mat lijiye baba thik ho jayenge.....” sahil ne kaha aur travel agent ko phone karke sabse pahla flight me ticket karne ko kaha.
Sahil lakh patthar banta gya tha to kya ........ahsaan faramosh nhi tha........us shakhs ne aaj use bulaya thi jiski muhbbat ne use ek nayi zindagi di thi, jin logo ne apno se jyada pyar kiya tha use.......sahil ne ek bar bhi apni meetings ya apne jaroori appointment ka nhi socha..........wo shakhs in sab chijo se bahut upar tha sahil ke liye.
Sahil turant delhi ke liye nikkal pada.
Hospital me pahuchte hi sabse pahle juhi ki nazar sahil par padi......aur uski aankhe chhalak gyi.
Jee me aaya ki daud kar sahil ke gale lag jaye lekin apne abba ki maujoodagi ne pair bandh diye uske.
Sahil unke pas pahucha aur juhi ki aankho me aansu dekhkar pyar se uske sar par hath phera..........
“sab thik ho jayega” bas itna kahna hi tha ki juhi sahil ka hath pakad kar apne aankho se laga kar jor jor se rone lagi.............sarfaraz sahib bhi behad bhavuk ho uthe.
“chup ho jao plz, juhi khan baba thik ho jayenge “ sahil ko samajh me nhi aa rha tha ki wo use chup kaise karaye.
Thodi der ke bad juhi badi mushkil se chup huyi.
Sahil khan baba ke pas pahucha......unki halat behad najuk thi.........aankhe band kiye lete huye the............saanse halki halki chal rhi thi...............sahil bed ke pas rakhe stool par baith gya aur unka kamjor sa hath apne hatho me le liya...........hath kafi thanda ho gya tha unka.
“baba” sahil dheere se bola.
Khan baba ki aankho se ek aansu bah kar unke galo ko bhigo gya..............
“aa gya mera beta” unhone sahil ke hath ko apne hatho me le liya aur dheere se aankhe khol di.
“aa gya baba.......aap bulaye aur main na aayu........?????” sahil bola.
“sahil , lagataa hai mera bulawa aa gya hai beta......” khan baba ne dheere se kaha...sahil ke pas me khadi juhi ka dil tadap utha...khan baba ne bachpan se uske liye ek maa, baap, dost........har farz ada kiya tha...........
“baba, khuda ke liye aise na kahe...........plsss” juhi ne rote huye kaha.
“aapko kuchh nhi hoga baba............”sahil bola.
“jana to ek din sabko hai mere bachcho...........sahil ek aakhiri tamanna hai ...ek iltiza thi tumse..........” khan bab ne badi umeed bhari nazaro se dekha sahil ko.
“plzz khan baba , aisa na kahe............sahil nam ki ye kasti to aise bhawar me fasi thi jaha iska doobna tay tha.........aapne us kasti ko kinara de diya.....ye zindagi aap sab ki amaanat hai.........aap iltiza kaise kar sakte hai.........aap hukm dijiye..........” sahil ne unke dono hatho ko apne hatho me lete huye kaha.
“beta , meri juhi bahut masoom hai.....maine kabhi dukh ka ek saya tak nhi padne diya apni beti par..........lekin ab bahut dar lagne laga hai.............zindagi me to bahut kuchh paa liya isne ....lekin duniyadari nhi janti meri bachchi................” khan baba bolte rahe.
juhi ki or dekha, wo chuchap apni aankho me aayi badh ko rokne ki kosis kar rhi thi aur apne hotho ko apne dato se dabakr siskiyo ko roke huye thi...
“sarfaraz ek behad achcha baap hai..........lekin kisi ke aansu ponchhne ki kubbat nhi hai usme........aur shayad wo mere bad bhi is duniya ke bhawar me hi phas ke rah jaye..........juhi ki bahut fikar hoti hai beta.........” khan baba bol rhe the aur juhi ki aankho se aansu nikal rhe the.
“plz baba ,,,,aap jyada baten mat Karen...........doctor ne mana kiya hai na........” juhi ne khud parr control karte huye kaha.
“bol lene de beta,,,fir ye saanse mauka de na de....... jaa jara sarfaraz ko bula la to...” baba ne juhi ko bahar bhejne ke liye hi shayad ye kaha.
Usne ek nazar sahil par dali aur bahar chali gayi.
“sahil beta jo kahne jo raha hu uske bad mujhe nhi pata tum kya sochoge mere bare me, lekin kahunga jaroor..............beta ye mat sochana ki jo thoda bahut tumhare liye kiya us ke badle me kuchh maang rha hu......nhi beta.....wo sab to tumhari jahaanat aur kabiliyat ke age kuchh nhi tha..........aur tumhari vajah se meri bachchi ne mera sapna poora kar diya.......... hamesa dil tumhe duayen deta rahta hai beta..........” khan baba ek pal ko ruke,
“sahil isi liye tumhe bulaya hai beta................meri jane ke bad meri juhi ka khyal rakhna.......ise kabhi udas mat hone dena........sahil mujh budhe ki aankhe itna to dekh sakti hai ki juhi ko bhi tumse bahut lagav hai.......bahut apna samjhti hai tumhe.........beta ye bat iske baap se na kah kar mai tumse kah rha hu......kyuki mujhe pata hai ki tum juhi ko sambhal loge.........beta si duniya ki kadi dhoop me ek saya bankar meri juhi ki hifazat karna ........uski har khusi ka khyal rakhna.... ...uski aankho me kabhi aansu nhi aane dena..............” khan bab ki bat se sahil ka chehra kafi gambhir hota ja rha tha.........aur juhi kabhi khan baba ko dekhti to kabhi sahil ko .
“sahil beta, mai janta hu ki bahut badi zimmedari tumhe de rha hu.......lekin beta tumse jayada bharosa mujhe kisi par nhi hai..........juhi bahut masoom hai..duniya me use ek sahare ki zaroorat hogi...........tum wo sahar ban jao sahil..........meri juhi ko apna lo beta....”khan baba ne kaha.
“khan baba....mai aapki koi bat nhi talna chahta.......lekinmujhe thoda sa waqt chahiye............” sahil bhi majboor tha.
“waqt hi to nhi hai mere pas beta.............jane kis pal ye saanse sath chhod de...........” khan baba ne thodi nirasha se kaha..
”koi bat nhi beta mai samjhta hu...tumhari bhi apne pasand hai ....apni zindagi hai...........” khan baba bole.badi mayoosi thi unki nigaho me..
Sahil ke muh se khud ke liye gali nikal gayi.............us insan ko inkaar kar diya tha jissne use uske sabse bure waqt me sahaara diya tha...........
”sahil agar aaj apna farz nhi nibha paya to zindagi bhar tu khud ko maaf nhi kar payega” uske dil se aawaz nikli..........ek pal ko aarti ka chehar nazro ke samne aa gya.
“I m sorry khan baba...maine aap ka dil dukhaya...plss maf kar dijiye...........” sahil ne kaha..
“nhi beta .....koi bat nhi mere bachche....”
“mai rakhunga juhi ka khyal khan baba..........mai use duniya ki har khusi dunga........aapse vada karta hu mai.........juhi ki rah me aane wali har musibat ko mujhse gujar kar ustak jana ho ga...........aap koi fikar na kare khan baba...zindagi me aaj tak maine kuchh sahi nhi kiya........koi achchha kam nhi kiya............lekin ye vada mai nibhaunga khan baba.........mai juhi ki aankho me kabhi aansu nhi aane dunga..........vada hai mera “ sahil ki aankho me ek chamak thi .
“jeete raho mere bachche........khuda tumhe duniya ki har khusi de..............ab sukoon se mar sakunga mai...........ek bar gale lag ja beta.......” khan baba ne sahil ko gale se laga liya.
Darwaze ke thik pichhe khadi juhi sab kuchh sun chuki thi.......use sahil ke jawab ka intzar tha isilye wo whi ruk gayi thi.............usne apne aankho ke aansu ponchhe aur bahar chal di sarafarz sahib ko bulane.
Ek patthar ki si sakht thi juhi ke chehre par.......bar bar yhi khyal aa rha tha uske man me ki sahil ne haa sif isliye kaha hai kyuki unhe lagta hai ki humne unpar ahsaan kiya hai..............pyar to aaj bhi wo aarti se hi karte hai.
Sarfarz sahib andar pahuche sahil bahar nikal gya..........khan baba kafi der tak sarfaraz se bat karte rahe ...aur fir unhe apne gale se laga liya..
Do din bad khan baba ki saanso ne aakhir unka sath chhod hi diya........juhi to mano patthar ki ho gyi ..........use apne khane peene ka koi khyal nhi hota.......din bhar aansu bahati ........sahil ne office se 15 din ki leave li aur sachmuch juhi ka saya hi ban gya...........use jabradasti kuchh kuchh khilata ........hamesa uske sath rahta ......pal bhar ko bhi use akela nhi chodata tha...........juhi ko sahil par bahut pyar aata tha.........lekin fi use wo hi bat yad aa jati............”sahil ye sab sirf ek ahsaan utarane ke liye kar rhe hai......mujhse muabbat nhi hai sahil ko”.........is soch kea age nhi badh paa rhi thi juhi.
Sarfaraz sahib ne sahil se bat ki aur khan bab ki kahi sari baten use batayi..........khan baba ne dono ki shadi kar dene ko kaha tha......aur sarfaraz sahib ko bhi koi aitraz nhi tha......unhone khud ek hindu ladki se nikah kiya tha.............to dharm jaat ka koi bandhan pahle se hi nhi mante the...... aur ...sahil ek bahot bada officer ban chukka tha....ek achhha insaan tha............apni beti ke liye is se jyada aur kya chahiye kisi bhi baap ko.
Sahil ne thoda waqt mangaa tha......apne liye nhi, juhi ke liye.......
Juhi bhi ab sambhalne lagi thi lekin sahil ko apni nazro se ek pal ko door nhi hone dena chahti thi....uska dil ek do rahe par aakar khada ho gya tha.........wo nhi chahti thi ki ek al ko bhi sahil us se jud ho lekin bar bar dil me aa jat tha ki sahil mujh se muhabbat nhi karte.
Aur sahil duniya jahaan se beniyaaz juhi ki khusi ke liye sab kuchh karta ja rha tha.............koi bhi use dekh kar nhi kah sakta tha ki wo ek IAS officer hai....juhi ka kisi chhoti bachchi ki tarah khyal rakhta.
Sarfarz sahib ne apni ek business partener se shadi ke liye juhi ki permission mangi .............juhi kyu mana karti bhala.....20 sal se uske abbu akele jee rhe the.........agr aaj unhe koi sahaara mil rha tha to wo kyu mana karti bhala.......usne khusi khusi kah diya ki “ abbu aap nikah kar le mujhe koi aitraaz nhi hai”
Sarfaraz sahib ne ek aur ghar le liya tha..........juhi wha nhi rahti thi .....sarfaraza sahib ne lakh kosis ki par wo nhi gyi aur fir sarfaraz sahib bhi purane ghar me hi aa gye.........apni beti ko akela kaise chhod dete bhala...lekin aaj bhi wo juhi ko bahut jyada waqt nhi de pate the.
juhi udas rahti thi ...bahut udas ...........ek nadi si bahne wali juhi ek thahri huyi jheel ban gyi thi...............
“juhi tum apna transfer lucknow karwa lo.........mere pass...” sahil ne ek din bato hi bato me kaha.........sirf wo tha juhi thi..............
Sahil ki chhutiyan khatm hone wali thi .....par wo juhi ko chhod kar jana nhi chahta tha.
Juhi ne sooni sooni aankho se uski or dekha aur fir nazre jhuka li.
“kya hua” sahil ne pyar se uska hath apne hatho me le liya...........juhi ki kuchh nhi boli bas uski aankhe bhar aayi.
“kya hua babu” sahil bola.
“sahil , aap is liye ye sab kar rhe ho na ki kyuki aap ko lagta hai ki hum sabne aap par ahsaan kiya hai??? Hai na sahil........????” juhi ne aaj wo kah diya jo bahut din se uske dil me tha...jiski vajah se wo chah kar bhi sahil ke karib nhi aa paa rhi thi.
Sahil ne uski aankho me dekha.......aansuo se bhari wo badi badi aankhe sahil ko bahut dukh de rhi thi....chah kar bhi wo jui ki aankho me aansu aane se nhi rok paya tha.
Sahil chuchap uski aankho me dekhta rha aur fir use khinch kar apne seene se laga liya............juhi bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi..........
Aaj fir se wo patthar pighalne lagaa tha.
juhi ke muhbbat jeet ki dahleez par pahuchti nazar aa rhi thi lekin sahil ki muhabbat ? shayad use khud nhi maloom tha ki uski muhabbat har rhi hai ya jeet rhi hai........aur aarti ki muhabbat .....shayad har chuki thi.
Ek jeeta jagta sahil ek machine ki tarah se hota ja rha tha...............jab bhi juhi use dekhti uske dil me ek tees si uthati..............kis kadar buri hoti hai ye muhabbat.........????????
Aaj sahil office jane ke liye taiyar ho rha tha jab uske phone ki ghanti baj uthi.......usne ek nazar apne wrist watch par dali aur fir phone utha liya............juhi ka phone tha...........
“hello” sahil ne kaha......... Dusri taraf sarfaraz saheb the............
“haa sahil beta ? ”
“jee unlce, kaise hai aap sab log.....khan baba kaise hai............”
“beta wo bahut serious condition me hai........bar bar tumhe bula rhe hai...........ho sake to aa jao.........” sarfarz sahib ka gala bhar aaya kahte kahte.
“kaissi bat kar rhe hain uncle .....mai abhi aata hu.......... aap bilkul tention mat lijiye baba thik ho jayenge.....” sahil ne kaha aur travel agent ko phone karke sabse pahla flight me ticket karne ko kaha.
Sahil lakh patthar banta gya tha to kya ........ahsaan faramosh nhi tha........us shakhs ne aaj use bulaya thi jiski muhbbat ne use ek nayi zindagi di thi, jin logo ne apno se jyada pyar kiya tha use.......sahil ne ek bar bhi apni meetings ya apne jaroori appointment ka nhi socha..........wo shakhs in sab chijo se bahut upar tha sahil ke liye.
Sahil turant delhi ke liye nikkal pada.
Hospital me pahuchte hi sabse pahle juhi ki nazar sahil par padi......aur uski aankhe chhalak gyi.
Jee me aaya ki daud kar sahil ke gale lag jaye lekin apne abba ki maujoodagi ne pair bandh diye uske.
Sahil unke pas pahucha aur juhi ki aankho me aansu dekhkar pyar se uske sar par hath phera..........
“sab thik ho jayega” bas itna kahna hi tha ki juhi sahil ka hath pakad kar apne aankho se laga kar jor jor se rone lagi.............sarfaraz sahib bhi behad bhavuk ho uthe.
“chup ho jao plz, juhi khan baba thik ho jayenge “ sahil ko samajh me nhi aa rha tha ki wo use chup kaise karaye.
Thodi der ke bad juhi badi mushkil se chup huyi.
Sahil khan baba ke pas pahucha......unki halat behad najuk thi.........aankhe band kiye lete huye the............saanse halki halki chal rhi thi...............sahil bed ke pas rakhe stool par baith gya aur unka kamjor sa hath apne hatho me le liya...........hath kafi thanda ho gya tha unka.
“baba” sahil dheere se bola.
Khan baba ki aankho se ek aansu bah kar unke galo ko bhigo gya..............
“aa gya mera beta” unhone sahil ke hath ko apne hatho me le liya aur dheere se aankhe khol di.
“aa gya baba.......aap bulaye aur main na aayu........?????” sahil bola.
“sahil , lagataa hai mera bulawa aa gya hai beta......” khan baba ne dheere se kaha...sahil ke pas me khadi juhi ka dil tadap utha...khan baba ne bachpan se uske liye ek maa, baap, dost........har farz ada kiya tha...........
“baba, khuda ke liye aise na kahe...........plsss” juhi ne rote huye kaha.
“aapko kuchh nhi hoga baba............”sahil bola.
“jana to ek din sabko hai mere bachcho...........sahil ek aakhiri tamanna hai ...ek iltiza thi tumse..........” khan bab ne badi umeed bhari nazaro se dekha sahil ko.
“plzz khan baba , aisa na kahe............sahil nam ki ye kasti to aise bhawar me fasi thi jaha iska doobna tay tha.........aapne us kasti ko kinara de diya.....ye zindagi aap sab ki amaanat hai.........aap iltiza kaise kar sakte hai.........aap hukm dijiye..........” sahil ne unke dono hatho ko apne hatho me lete huye kaha.
“beta , meri juhi bahut masoom hai.....maine kabhi dukh ka ek saya tak nhi padne diya apni beti par..........lekin ab bahut dar lagne laga hai.............zindagi me to bahut kuchh paa liya isne ....lekin duniyadari nhi janti meri bachchi................” khan baba bolte rahe.
juhi ki or dekha, wo chuchap apni aankho me aayi badh ko rokne ki kosis kar rhi thi aur apne hotho ko apne dato se dabakr siskiyo ko roke huye thi...
“sarfaraz ek behad achcha baap hai..........lekin kisi ke aansu ponchhne ki kubbat nhi hai usme........aur shayad wo mere bad bhi is duniya ke bhawar me hi phas ke rah jaye..........juhi ki bahut fikar hoti hai beta.........” khan baba bol rhe the aur juhi ki aankho se aansu nikal rhe the.
“plz baba ,,,,aap jyada baten mat Karen...........doctor ne mana kiya hai na........” juhi ne khud parr control karte huye kaha.
“bol lene de beta,,,fir ye saanse mauka de na de....... jaa jara sarfaraz ko bula la to...” baba ne juhi ko bahar bhejne ke liye hi shayad ye kaha.
Usne ek nazar sahil par dali aur bahar chali gayi.
“sahil beta jo kahne jo raha hu uske bad mujhe nhi pata tum kya sochoge mere bare me, lekin kahunga jaroor..............beta ye mat sochana ki jo thoda bahut tumhare liye kiya us ke badle me kuchh maang rha hu......nhi beta.....wo sab to tumhari jahaanat aur kabiliyat ke age kuchh nhi tha..........aur tumhari vajah se meri bachchi ne mera sapna poora kar diya.......... hamesa dil tumhe duayen deta rahta hai beta..........” khan baba ek pal ko ruke,
“sahil isi liye tumhe bulaya hai beta................meri jane ke bad meri juhi ka khyal rakhna.......ise kabhi udas mat hone dena........sahil mujh budhe ki aankhe itna to dekh sakti hai ki juhi ko bhi tumse bahut lagav hai.......bahut apna samjhti hai tumhe.........beta ye bat iske baap se na kah kar mai tumse kah rha hu......kyuki mujhe pata hai ki tum juhi ko sambhal loge.........beta si duniya ki kadi dhoop me ek saya bankar meri juhi ki hifazat karna ........uski har khusi ka khyal rakhna.... ...uski aankho me kabhi aansu nhi aane dena..............” khan bab ki bat se sahil ka chehra kafi gambhir hota ja rha tha.........aur juhi kabhi khan baba ko dekhti to kabhi sahil ko .
“sahil beta, mai janta hu ki bahut badi zimmedari tumhe de rha hu.......lekin beta tumse jayada bharosa mujhe kisi par nhi hai..........juhi bahut masoom hai..duniya me use ek sahare ki zaroorat hogi...........tum wo sahar ban jao sahil..........meri juhi ko apna lo beta....”khan baba ne kaha.
“khan baba....mai aapki koi bat nhi talna chahta.......lekinmujhe thoda sa waqt chahiye............” sahil bhi majboor tha.
“waqt hi to nhi hai mere pas beta.............jane kis pal ye saanse sath chhod de...........” khan baba ne thodi nirasha se kaha..
”koi bat nhi beta mai samjhta hu...tumhari bhi apne pasand hai ....apni zindagi hai...........” khan baba bole.badi mayoosi thi unki nigaho me..
Sahil ke muh se khud ke liye gali nikal gayi.............us insan ko inkaar kar diya tha jissne use uske sabse bure waqt me sahaara diya tha...........
”sahil agar aaj apna farz nhi nibha paya to zindagi bhar tu khud ko maaf nhi kar payega” uske dil se aawaz nikli..........ek pal ko aarti ka chehar nazro ke samne aa gya.
“I m sorry khan baba...maine aap ka dil dukhaya...plss maf kar dijiye...........” sahil ne kaha..
“nhi beta .....koi bat nhi mere bachche....”
“mai rakhunga juhi ka khyal khan baba..........mai use duniya ki har khusi dunga........aapse vada karta hu mai.........juhi ki rah me aane wali har musibat ko mujhse gujar kar ustak jana ho ga...........aap koi fikar na kare khan baba...zindagi me aaj tak maine kuchh sahi nhi kiya........koi achchha kam nhi kiya............lekin ye vada mai nibhaunga khan baba.........mai juhi ki aankho me kabhi aansu nhi aane dunga..........vada hai mera “ sahil ki aankho me ek chamak thi .
“jeete raho mere bachche........khuda tumhe duniya ki har khusi de..............ab sukoon se mar sakunga mai...........ek bar gale lag ja beta.......” khan baba ne sahil ko gale se laga liya.
Darwaze ke thik pichhe khadi juhi sab kuchh sun chuki thi.......use sahil ke jawab ka intzar tha isilye wo whi ruk gayi thi.............usne apne aankho ke aansu ponchhe aur bahar chal di sarafarz sahib ko bulane.
Ek patthar ki si sakht thi juhi ke chehre par.......bar bar yhi khyal aa rha tha uske man me ki sahil ne haa sif isliye kaha hai kyuki unhe lagta hai ki humne unpar ahsaan kiya hai..............pyar to aaj bhi wo aarti se hi karte hai.
Sarfarz sahib andar pahuche sahil bahar nikal gya..........khan baba kafi der tak sarfaraz se bat karte rahe ...aur fir unhe apne gale se laga liya..
Do din bad khan baba ki saanso ne aakhir unka sath chhod hi diya........juhi to mano patthar ki ho gyi ..........use apne khane peene ka koi khyal nhi hota.......din bhar aansu bahati ........sahil ne office se 15 din ki leave li aur sachmuch juhi ka saya hi ban gya...........use jabradasti kuchh kuchh khilata ........hamesa uske sath rahta ......pal bhar ko bhi use akela nhi chodata tha...........juhi ko sahil par bahut pyar aata tha.........lekin fi use wo hi bat yad aa jati............”sahil ye sab sirf ek ahsaan utarane ke liye kar rhe hai......mujhse muabbat nhi hai sahil ko”.........is soch kea age nhi badh paa rhi thi juhi.
Sarfaraz sahib ne sahil se bat ki aur khan bab ki kahi sari baten use batayi..........khan baba ne dono ki shadi kar dene ko kaha tha......aur sarfaraz sahib ko bhi koi aitraz nhi tha......unhone khud ek hindu ladki se nikah kiya tha.............to dharm jaat ka koi bandhan pahle se hi nhi mante the...... aur ...sahil ek bahot bada officer ban chukka tha....ek achhha insaan tha............apni beti ke liye is se jyada aur kya chahiye kisi bhi baap ko.
Sahil ne thoda waqt mangaa tha......apne liye nhi, juhi ke liye.......
Juhi bhi ab sambhalne lagi thi lekin sahil ko apni nazro se ek pal ko door nhi hone dena chahti thi....uska dil ek do rahe par aakar khada ho gya tha.........wo nhi chahti thi ki ek al ko bhi sahil us se jud ho lekin bar bar dil me aa jat tha ki sahil mujh se muhabbat nhi karte.
Aur sahil duniya jahaan se beniyaaz juhi ki khusi ke liye sab kuchh karta ja rha tha.............koi bhi use dekh kar nhi kah sakta tha ki wo ek IAS officer hai....juhi ka kisi chhoti bachchi ki tarah khyal rakhta.
Sarfarz sahib ne apni ek business partener se shadi ke liye juhi ki permission mangi .............juhi kyu mana karti bhala.....20 sal se uske abbu akele jee rhe the.........agr aaj unhe koi sahaara mil rha tha to wo kyu mana karti bhala.......usne khusi khusi kah diya ki “ abbu aap nikah kar le mujhe koi aitraaz nhi hai”
Sarfaraz sahib ne ek aur ghar le liya tha..........juhi wha nhi rahti thi .....sarfaraza sahib ne lakh kosis ki par wo nhi gyi aur fir sarfaraz sahib bhi purane ghar me hi aa gye.........apni beti ko akela kaise chhod dete bhala...lekin aaj bhi wo juhi ko bahut jyada waqt nhi de pate the.
juhi udas rahti thi ...bahut udas ...........ek nadi si bahne wali juhi ek thahri huyi jheel ban gyi thi...............
“juhi tum apna transfer lucknow karwa lo.........mere pass...” sahil ne ek din bato hi bato me kaha.........sirf wo tha juhi thi..............
Sahil ki chhutiyan khatm hone wali thi .....par wo juhi ko chhod kar jana nhi chahta tha.
Juhi ne sooni sooni aankho se uski or dekha aur fir nazre jhuka li.
“kya hua” sahil ne pyar se uska hath apne hatho me le liya...........juhi ki kuchh nhi boli bas uski aankhe bhar aayi.
“kya hua babu” sahil bola.
“sahil , aap is liye ye sab kar rhe ho na ki kyuki aap ko lagta hai ki hum sabne aap par ahsaan kiya hai??? Hai na sahil........????” juhi ne aaj wo kah diya jo bahut din se uske dil me tha...jiski vajah se wo chah kar bhi sahil ke karib nhi aa paa rhi thi.
Sahil ne uski aankho me dekha.......aansuo se bhari wo badi badi aankhe sahil ko bahut dukh de rhi thi....chah kar bhi wo jui ki aankho me aansu aane se nhi rok paya tha.
Sahil chuchap uski aankho me dekhta rha aur fir use khinch kar apne seene se laga liya............juhi bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi..........
Aaj fir se wo patthar pighalne lagaa tha.
juhi ke muhbbat jeet ki dahleez par pahuchti nazar aa rhi thi lekin sahil ki muhabbat ? shayad use khud nhi maloom tha ki uski muhabbat har rhi hai ya jeet rhi hai........aur aarti ki muhabbat .....shayad har chuki thi.