Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
Posted: 23 Feb 2017 10:25
UPDATE 104-
Juhi ki bat se bahut se logo ki aankho me aansu the lekin abhi bhi kuchh aise the jinki aankho me aansu nhi ek nafarat thi ..............juhi ke liye.................itane sab ke bich uska aa kar sahil ko yu le jana aur fir sabko is tarah se dhikkarana –kuchh logo ko pasand nhi aaya..................
“wo sab jo hua wo hamare ghar ka mamala hai .......tum kaun hoti ho isme dakhal dene wali.” Bade chacha ke andar ka insaan shayad bahut pahle hi mar chuka tha.
Juhi ke kan me unki aavaz padi aur uske aansu ruk gaye............
“tum kaun hoti ho “ is bat ka kya jawab de.........wahi juhi jiski dahaad ne thodi der pahle sabki dilo ki mari huyi aatma ko jaga diya tha ,ab kuchh nhi bol rhi thi ............use samajh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya jawab de..........
“haa ...haan..........bikul sahi bat hai ...aur tum to hamari jat biradari ki bhi nhi ho .....tumhe kisne diya itana haq ki hamare ghar ke maamlo me bolo...” chhote chacha ki himmat bhi fir se badhane lagi thi, jaat-paat ,unch-neech –, yahi kiya tha in logo ne poori zindagi.
Juhi kya jawab deti????? Uski aankhe khali khali si kisi ko dhoondh rahi thi ..........kaise batati ki wo kya hai sahil ki....sahil uska kya hai....in zahilo ke bich kaun samjhata un pak rishto ko ..............
“abhi to bahut lecture de rahi thi.............ab kya saanp soongh gya ..........are wo sab bhai behan hai jo chahe ho unme aapas me .....tum kaun hoti ho ..........” dono chacha bari bari se juhi ko ghure jaa rhe the aur ek ke bad ek ilzaam lgayae ja rhe the .
“are mai to kahata hu isi ne koi patti padha di hai sahil ko ............nhi to itana bhala bachcha kya aise bat karta .........sab isi ka kiya dhara hai.........” badi chchachi bhi bina kuchh kahe kaise rah leti.
Juhi sabkuchh chuchap sah rahi thi.........kya kahti wo .......bas dil k ek kone me ek tees si uth rahi thi “sahil,aaj meri muhabbat bemol ho jayegi............meri muhabbat ko bacha lo......plsssss “ juhi ki aankh se ek aansu nikal kar jameen par gira.............aur jab kisi pari ki aankh se aansu nikal jaye to qayamat to honi hi thi.
Bade chacha aage badhe...........juhi ki najuk baah pakad li..............aur jhatke se use khada kar diya..........
“bhai sahib chhodiye use......... nhi to mujhse bura koi nhi hoga.” Sahil ke papa jo ab tak sab sah rahe the ab bardasht nahi kar paye........unke jabde bheech gaye.
“tu chup rah..........bahar ki ek musalman ladki aakar poora ghar fod rahi hai.....teri akal par to patthar pada hai............ab mai dekhta hu kya karti hai ye..........sab isi ka kiya dhara hai jo aaj do bhaiyo me darar pad gayi.........” bade chacha ne badi berahmi se juhi ki baah pakad rakhi thi ..........aur juhi ki aankho se ek aansuo ki dhar nikal kar uske laal ho chuke galo ko bhigoye ja rhi thi..........sahil ke papa aage badhe to unhe bade chacha ke bête ne pakad liya.
Bat ab family ki na rah kar us gande samaj ki kayade kanoon ki ho gayi thi jahaa aaj bhi dusre religion walo ko achhut samjha jata tha................aur ab is baat ko us gande samaaj ke thekedar apni banaye kale kanoon ke hisab se suljhana chchate the.
“bol kya rishta hai tera sahil se .......kya lagti hai tu sahil ki ............” bade chacha ne juhi ki kalai buri tarah se marod di .
“zindagi hai ye meri............” sahil ka tej ghoonsa bade chacha ki nak tod gaya tha..........kab wo hawa ke jhonke ki tarah aaya aur kab uska hath utha kisi ko khabar na huyi........... Uske nathoone fool rahe the...................aankho me aangare dahak rahe the..........mathe ki nase khinch gayi thi....jo sahil thodi der pahle ek toote huye insaan ki tarah bilakh raha tha ,ab ek chattan ki tarah apni pari ki hifazat me aa gya tha..........
“maaf kar dena juhi ........” usne juhi ka matha choom liya.
“oh to ye rishta hai........” bade chacha apni nak tudawa kar bhi kaha man ne wale the...ek khataranak muskan hotho par liye bole.
Sahil ne juhi ko Renu ke hawale kiya aur ek bar fir se unka girebaan pakad liya................
Ek Jordar ghusa unke pet me pada aur unki haddiya tak charmara gayi.............sab sahme se sahil ka ye naya roop dekh rahe the..................wo sahil jisne apne kisi bade se aaj tak juban tak nahi ladayi thi, aaj apne baap ki umar ke shakhs ko buri tarah se peet raha tha............ Sab log chuchap khade dekh rahe the ......sahil ko rok pana ab kisi ke bas me nhi tha.....bade chacha ka bête aur chhote chacha unko chudane ki kosis me apni haddiya tudawa chuke the ............
“sahil ruk jao............” is bar sahil ko utha hua hath ruk gaya,uske papa samne aa gaye the.......
“hat jaiye papa , mujhe jo bhi kaha gaya maine sab bardasht kar liya........lekin meri juhi ko hath laga diya is kutte ne............meri zindagi hai juhi......jaan hai meri...........usko hath laga diya is kamine ne ........”sahil ne papa ko bich se hatana chaha.........lekin wo nahi hate........
sahil ke shabd juhi ke dil me utar gaye.....bhare samaj me usne juhi ke sar par ijjat aur maan ki chadar daal di thi.
“hat jaiye aaj mere samne se papa.....kahi aaj mai ye bhool na jau ki aapka mera koi rishta hai.............meri juhi ko hath lagaya hai is kutte ne .............iske hath todkar juhi ke kadmo me rakh dunga...............”sahil sachcmuch apne aap me nahi tha............uski aankho ki aag mano sabko jalakar bhashm kar dena chahati thi .........kisi ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi sahil ko rokne ki.
Sahil ne khichakar papa ko ek taraf kar diya ............aur ek bar fir se uspar toot pada...........
Niche gire bade chacha par ghuso ki barsat kar rha tha.
“sahil “ kisi ne jhakjhor kar sahil ko upar ki or khicha........sahil ne ek pal ko nazre uthayi .........mummy ka zordar thappad uske galo ko jhanjhana gaya.............
Zindagi me pahli bar uski maa ne sahil ke galo par thappad mara tha..........
Sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gaye...........
Wo bade chacha ko chhodkar utha gya......
“maaro na mummy....maaro mujhe...........aur maro.............jaan se maar do............” sahil ek tak apni maa ki aankho me dekh raha tha.........mummy ki aankhe bhi bhar aayi.
“ye sab kya ho raha hai sahil.............” mummy ne dabadabyi aankho se puchha ..........aaj zindagi me pahli bar apne ladle par hath uthaya tha.
“aapke bête ka ek aur tamasha ho raha hai mummy........... aapke badnaseeb bête ki zindagi me ek aur aazamayish ho rahi hai.............ek bat puchhunga aapse...............mai sach me aapka beta hu na ? “ kya kah diya tha sahil ne aaj .
“Sahil aisa mat kah mere laal...........” mummy ka dil tadap utha....
“mummy ,sab puchhte hai mai bade bhai se bat kyu nhi karta,.....aapne bhi puchha us din ...........papa ne bhi puchha ..........us bade bhai se kabhi kyu nahi puchha mummy...............” sahil ki sawal me bahut dard tha.
“ye kamina kahta hai ki juhi kaun hai meri...........kya jawab du mai ...............kya naam du use jisne mujhe ek nayi zindagi di...........kya nam du use jiski baho ke sahare ne mujhe maut ke muh se wapas khich liya ............kya nam du us pari ko jisne mere toot te huye sapno me naye rang bhar diye..............mummy aaj aapke pas aapk sahil hai,kyuki uske pas juhi nam ki ye pari thi.........nahi to kab ka ja chuka hota is duniya se aapka sahil ”
“sahil” mummy cheekh uthi........... Sahil ko koi fark nahi pada.
“Juhi meri zindagi hai ............uski ibaadat karta hu mai ...........aur juhi ke liye mai kisi bhi had tak jaa sakta hu..........apni jaan de bhi sakta hu aur kisi ki jaan le bhi sakta hu.............sari duniya chhod dunga uske liye...........agar koi rishta mere aur meri juhi ke bich aaya , to us rishte ki kurbani dene me mujhe ek pal nahi lagega............aur agr kisi ke hath meri juhi ki or uthe ,to un hatho ko katkar uske kadmo me dal dunga.......chahe wo hath kisi ke bhi ho................apni mummy ke doodh ki kasam hai mujhe” Sahil ne aakhiri bat sab logo ko ghurte huye kahi ................uski aankhe kahar barsaa rahi thi aur ek behad khunkar chetawani thi un laal laal aankho me .
Sahil ke is roop se sab log sann the ...........ek ek karke sab bahar chale gaye.........bade chacha ki aankhe me koi pachhtawa to nhi tha ............ha ek sharmindagi thi .............us sahil ke hatho beijjat hone ki jo sabki ijjat karta tha .................
Ghar ke andar ab bas sahil aur uski family rah gay the..................
Sahil ne juhi ko apne gale se lagaya .............juhi abhi bhi ro rahi thi .............lekin ab sahil ke andar koi jhijhak ,koi sharam nahi thi...............juhi ko khud se lagaye wo chuchap kamre me chala gya.............idhar bahar renu ne mummy ko sari bat suru se lekar ant tak sab kuchh bata diya.
Mummy ki aankho me aansu aa gye.................dheerja bhi kafi gum sum sa tha...use bhi shayad ahsaas ho rha tha lekin bahut jyada der ho chuki thi.
Lekin sabse jyada udasi jis chehre par thi wo thi badi didi...................
Juhi ka har wo shabd “ kaha thi badi bahan us waqt” didi ki dil ko chhalani kar gaya tha......wo to itani majboor thi ki ek sabd apni safai me na bol payi.....didi uthakar apne kamre me chali gayi aur darwaza band kar ke foot foot kar rone lagi...............kathghare me khade kisi gunge mujrim jaisi halat ho gayi thi unki.............bas ro hi paa rahi thi wo. “ye kaisa imtehaan hai mere rab...jisme har taraf meri haar hi haar hai “...... bas itna hi kah payi wo apne rab se , baki sari shikayat aansuo ke roop me tootkar bah nikali.
Papa bahar nikale .......unka man bhi bahot udas ho gya tha......aisa kya hua tha sahil ke sath dilli me ??? ye sawal unka man kachot raha tha.....aaj unhe samajh me aa rha tha ki sahil dhheraj se bat kyu nahi karta tha aur wo yha aane ke liye taiyar kyu nahi ho raha tha..........juhi aur sahil dono ki baten unke dil me ghoom rahi thi............lekin ghar se bahar nikalte hi unhe bahut aascharya hua..............keval bade chacha aur unke bête ko chhodkar sab log bahar hi baithe the............dono bua daudi huyi aayi aur unke pairo se lipat gayi...............
“ hame maaf kar dijiye bhaiya........hamne jane kya kya kah diya...............” sahil ke papa ne khud ko chhudaya aur age badh gaye...........aaj unke inhi apno ki vajah se unka beta unke khilaf bol gya tha.......unhe nafarat ho rahi thi apne in apno se.
Idhar sahil juhi ko kamre me lejkar bade pyar se bed par take lgakar bitha deta hai........aur khud uske samne baithkar uske dono hath apne hatho me le leta hai.............
“plss ab mat rowo sona” sahil ne badi muhabbat se juhi ke aansuo ke saf karte huye kaha jo abhi bhi hichkiyo le lekar sisak rahi thi.
“I m sorry juhi......sab meri vajah se hua............sorry ....maf kar do na yar......”
Juhi ne sahil ke hath apne hatho me jor se daba liya....................
“nahi sahil aap ki vajah se kuchh nhi hua.............aapne kya kiya.............” juhi bas itna hi boli................uske dil me ek sukoon tha..........bhare samaaj me sabke khilaf jakar sahil ne apni zindagi kaha tha use...........usko apnaya tha sahil ne.
“juhi ham yha nahi rukenge............chale jayeenge hum yha se...........” sahil ne juhi ke mathe ko choom liya aur use apni baho me bhar liya.
“thank u sahil....aapne mera maan rakh liya....nahi to aaj mai toot jati...thank u so much sahil ...” juhi kisi bachche ke tarah sahil ke gale se lag gayi.
“kaisi bat karti ho jaan........tumhare liye to mai sari duniya se takaraa jaunga..........sara jahaan chhod dunga tumhare liye........juhi tumhe mujhse koi juda nahi kar sakta .............koi bhi nahi” sahil ne kaskar juhi ko khud me samet liya.
Sham ke 4 baj gaye the aur sahil ki mummy sab logo ko ghar me wapas le aayi thi ....badi bua,chhoti bua,chachi..............sab the lekin ab tewar pahle wale nahi the ............sab badle badle se the aur chehre par ek sharmindagi thi ...............bas bade chacha nahi aaye the.
Sab kcuhh normal sa ho gya tha...........shadi ki sari rashme ho rahi thi lekin juhi aur sahil nahi aaye the bahar.........kaun kya sochata hai ab unhe is bat se koi fark bhi nahi padna tha.........
Sahil aur juhi ekdusre ke baho me jane kab so gaye the aur unki neend khuli jab darwaze par kisi ne khat khat ki aawaz ki.
Juhi ki jaise hi aankh khuli use apni sthiti ka andaza hua......rat ke 8 baj chuke the....shadi wala ghar aur itani der se wo dono akele ek room me ...........ufffff !! log kya soch rahe honge........aakhir thi to wo ek ladki hi na.
Usne jaldi se sahil ko uthaya aur darwaza khola...........mummy thi saamne .......unke chehre par ek muskaan thi .......jaise kuchh hua hi na ho.......mano unhone kuchh faisla kar liya ho.
“disturb to nhi kiya na beta..............” unhone ne muskuar kar bade pyar se puchha .
“nahi aunty...aaiye na.........” juhi ko behad Sharma aa rahi thi ............
Mummy andar aayi aur sahil ke pas baith gayi...............
“I m sorry beta........” unhone sahil ke kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha...
“aisa mat kahe mummy ...........plss......lekin mai yha ruk nahi sakta “ sahil ne dheere se kaha.
“nahi beta ............dekh renu ne mujhe sab bataya...........jo hua use bhool ja.....mai ye to nahi kahungi ki dheeraj ko maf kar de.....lekin bhai to hai na wo tera...bas isi khatir kal ruk ja fir chale jana............” mummy ki baton me ek iltiza thi....lekin sahil ki aankho me juhi ke sath hua hadasaa ghoom raha tha..............
“please mummy ..........i m sorry “ sahil ne kaha aur uthkar bahar aa gya ....pichhe pichhe mummy bhi aa gayi.........
“rook ja sahil ........tujhe aarti ki kasam “ mummy ke muh se achanak nikal gaya.
Uffffffff!!!!!!!!!kya kah diya tha mummy ne...............jab sahil chhota tha to aksar us se koi bat manwane ke liye renu aur dheeraj use aarti ki kasam de dete the .......aur sahil kabhi bhi aarti ki kasam nahi todata tha .................ye sab ko pata tha.......kabhi kabhi didi bhi bol deti ..............lekin aaj itane salo ke bad use mummy ne aarti ki kasam de di thi............. Sahil ka dil ro raha tha........usne mummy ki or se muh fer liya aur apni aankhe ragad dali...........aansu rook nahi rahe the.....us se bardasht nahi hua aur wo teji se aage badh gaya.......bas itana bolta gaya............
“thik hai ,aap juhi se puchh lijiye”
Mummy ne anjaane me aaj us jakhm ko hawa de di thi jo kabhi nahi bharne wala tha.........sahil lakh aarti ko bewfa kahta,lakh wo use bhoolne ki kosis karta ,lekin wo to uski nas-nas me basi thi, masoom bachpan ki wo msoom yaden uske rom rom me rachi thi........kaisi nikalti bhala wo bahar...........iska ahsaas khud sahil ko bhi nahi tha.
Mummy juhi ke pas pahuchi ............
“juhi” bade pyar se uske sar par hath pherte huye unhone kaha.
“jee” juhi ne sar jhukaye bas dheere se itna hi kaha.
“beta mujhe nahi pata sahil ke sath kya hua............dheeraj ne aur uski didi ne uska sath kyu nahi diya........aur abhi shayad sahi waqt bhi nahi hai ye puchhne ka............lekin tumne jo mere sahil ke liye kiya hai wo mujhe sahil ki aankho me nazar aata hai...............agar sahil ko kuchh ho jata to mai bhi jee na pati..” mummy bade pyar se juhi se bat kar rhi thi.
Juhi bas chuchap sun rahi thi...........
“lekin beta dheeraj ka to mai maan bhi lu, par uski didi.........dil nahi manta .........wo sahil ko mujhse jyada pyar karti thi ........sahil uska dulara tha.........aur .aarti me to sahil ki jaan basti thi..........aur aarti bhi use itna manti thi.................mujhe nahi pata ki kya hua ..........aur abhi mai janna bhi nahi chahati..............ek bar ye shadi ho jaye fir sab kuchh puchhungi............lekin tab tak ke liye tumse ek vinti hai........”sahil ki mummy ne juhi ke age hath jod diye.
“aisa na kahe aunty ...maine aapko maa ki tarah samjha hai....bole kya hukm hai.........” juhi ne unke hath tham liye.
“beta jo kuchh tumhare sath hua uske liye maaf kar do....aisa ab kuchh nahi hoga......., bas is shadi tak yha ruk jao.....sahil ko bhi mana lo.......agar sahil chala gaya to uske papa bilkul toot jayenge..........plsss...ek maa ki prarthana hai tumse............”mummy ki aankhe bhar aayi.
“hum nahi jayenge aunty ...aap koi tension mat lijiye............us bat ka jikar bhi nahi hoga ab shadi tak yha ....sab kuchh achche se hoga....mujh par bharosa rakhiye...” juhi bade atmaad se bol rahi thi.
“jug jug jiyo meri bachchi.......khus raho....”
“ juhi ek bat puchhu........” mummy ne uske mathe ko choom liya aur fir halki si muskan ke sath puchha.
“jee ,puchhiye na” juhi ke to khwabo me bhi nahi tha ki mummy kya puchhengi.
“mai tere abbu se bat karu kya..........” mummy ne kaha.
“ jee kaun si bat” juhi samjh nahi payi .........itti bholi thi ya fir shayad use is samay ummeed nahi thi........
“teri aur sahil ki bat ........bol na ...............banegi mere sahil ki dulhan................hummm..” mummy ne pyar se uske chin ko pakad kar uske gulabi ho chuke mukhade ko upar uthaya.
Juhi to sharam ke mare laal ho gayi....kuchh nahi boli...bas muskurati rahi sar jhuka kar ......
“bol na beta...mujhe duniya samaj , kisi ki parwah nahi hai....tu to mujhe pahli nazar me hi bha gayi thi...tabhi maine socha tha ki apne sahil ki dulhan tujhe hi banaungi...........pasand hai na sahil tujhe....pyar karti hai na use se?” mummy juhi ki khamsohi se hi samjh chuki thi uske man ka haal ....aur is bar juhi ne dheere se ha me sar hilaya aur unke gale lag gayi.
“meri bachchi......bas ye shadi ho jane de.........fir teri doli bhi yahi aayegi.......” mummy ne uski peshani choom li aur use gale se laga liya.
Renu jo sabkuchh sun chuki thi andar aa gayi.................
“mummy aapne to meri dusri bhabhi bhi pasand kar li............ummm...........maine to pahle hi kaha tha..........” aur ab renu juhi ke sar par sawar thi..........dono ke bich nanad-bhabhi wali nok jhok suru ho gayi thi aur mummy haste huye bahar nikal gayi.
Renu ,mummy aur papa , sabke man me ye sawal tha ki sahil ke sath kya hua tha aur kyu hua tha ....lekin kal shadi thi aur aaj wo is bat ko uthana nahi chahte the ....isliye sabne jitna ho sakta tha sab kuchh normal karne ki kosis ki thi ...aur sabkuchh normal ho bhi gaya tha.......bas do log udas the ..........ek sahil,aur dusri didi.....lekin dono hi apni udasi ekudsre se chhupa rahe the.
Sahil ko mummy ki bat bar bar yad aa rhi thi........kaise bachapan me sab log aarti ki kasme dekar use majboor kar dete the aur wo khusi khusi majboor ho jata ......kabhi uske man me ye nahi aata ki aarti ki kasam dekar sab uska fayada uthate ....usne aarti ke liye haar janaa sikha tha.......aarti ke nam ke liye bhi haar jata tha.......jab bhi kabhi wo mana karta to sab yahi kahte-- “kya tu aarti ko bas itna hi manta hai,uske liye itna sa kam nahi kar sakta “ aur sahil kaise man leta ki wo aarti ko “itna sa “ hi “ manta “ hai......wo har bat maan leta .................sirf is bat ke liye ki mai aarti ko kitna mantaa hu wo sabkuchh haar jane ko taiyar ho jata...........lekin aaj to wo us apni jaan se pyari AARTI ko hi haar chukka tha ....fir kyu log uske naam ki duhaayi dete the......... Sahil kis se karta ye sawal ?????.............aur jiske pas iska jawab hota wo to khud uske paas nahi thi.
Sahil bahar kuchh kuchh kam hota dekh raha tha aur kam karne walo ko instruction de raha tha ...........ghar ke samne bade se lawn me sabke khane peene ki vyawastha thi...........gaon me shadi k ek din pahle sare gaon walo ko khana khilaya jata hai ...wahi ho raha tha.
Sahil ke aankhe bar bar nam ho rahi thi ...use aaj shiddat se AARTTI yad aa rhi thi .......... wo lakh kosis kar rha tha ki use yad na kare lekin yadon par kiska jor tha.
Khud ko kamo me uljhaye huye wo apni aankhe bar bar ragad deta ....
”ek bar aa jao ,ek bar dekh lu tumhe” aaj fir se sahil ke hotho se ye sabd nikal gaye...... Us se control nahi hua aur wo chuchap ek kamre me ghus gaya aur aankhe band karke bistar par let gaya............
Sahil aankhe band karta to wahi bachapan ki nanhi si hasti khilkhilati, uske kandhe par chadhi aarti nazar aa jati.......aaj use aarti ki itani yad aa rhi thi ki aarti ki wafaa-bewafai ...sabkuchh bahut door thi.......aaj yad thi to bas aarti...sirf aur sirf aarti..................aaj sahil ka dil is kadar uske dimag par hawi ho gya tha ki use ye bhi yad nahi tha ki juhi bhi koi hai............kitna galat tha kitna sahi,ye kahana to bahut muskil hai lekin is samay sirf dil tha ,dimag kahi nahi tha aas pas.
“ek bar apni aawaz hi suna do “ uske dil se aawaz nikali thi.........sahil aaj fir se haar raha tha.......uske man ka dwand aaj ek bhayanak shakl le raha tha....use nahi pata tha ki ye kyu hai....kyu ek “ BEWAFA “ ke liye wo tadap raha hai.........lekin wo tadap rahaa tha ...bahut buri tarah se.
Wo aise hi bistar par pada tha ...shadi ka ghar hone ke vajah se sab saman idhar udhar bikhara tha ...kuchh hi minute beete the ki usi bistar me lipta kisi ka phone ghanghana utha....do bar ring aa aakar cut gayi ...........sahil ignore kar rha tha .......lekin is bar sahil ne phone dhunda ................bed sheet me lipta hua wo phone didi ka tha.............aur screen par nazar padi to sahil ki aankho me bhare aansu palko ke darwaze tod kar bahar nikalne lage...........screen par jagmaga raha tha ---------- AARTI CALLING.
Sahil ke dil ki aawaz aaj fir aarti ke dil ne sun li thi..................Sahil ne kaapte hatho se phone uthaya aur call reciceve kar li................
“hello” .............uffffffffff ...kitni dino bad aaj aarti ki aawaz uske kano me padi thi............lekin us aawaz me ab wo pahle wali khanak nahi thi............sahil phone kano se lagaye the aur aansu aankho se bah rahe the ..........kuchh bol nahi paa raha tha wo...........bas us aawaz ki thandak apne dil me mahsoos kar rha tha.
“hello...hello.............kaun?????.........s..sa...sahil” aarti ne sahil ki khamoshi bhi sun li thi..... sahil ke dil ka rom rom tadap utha ...uska bas nahi chal raha tha ki aarti ke seene se lag jaye...........bas aansu bah rahe the aur wo chuchap aarti ki saanse mahsoos kar raha tha.
“sahil aap thik ho na.............kuchh bolo sahil.........kaise ho aap ” aarti ka ek ek sabd khanjar ki tarah sahil ke kaleje ko cheer raha tha.
Usse aur bardasht nahi hua....usne phone band kar diya aur jor jor se rone laga..........wo aaj 5 sal pahle wale sahil ke jaise ro raha tha ..........tab jab aarti ne use thukaraya tha............sahil jo ek chattan ki tarah apne farz aur desh ke liye taiyar rahta tha,jiske hausle par pure department ko naaz tha,ek ladki ke liye aise tadap raha tha jaise pani ke bin machhli............jab bhi aarti ki bat aa jati wo chattan tut jati ,wo patthar pighal jata ....aaj bhi wahi ho raha tha.
Wo buri tarah se bilakha raha tha ....achanak apne kandhe par use kisi ke hath ka ahsaas hua........usne aansuo se bhari aankhe uthakar dekha.............didi khadi thi aur unki aankho me bhi aansu the...............sahil ko kuchh samajh me nahi aaya ........usne didi ki kamar ko jor se pakad liya aur unse lipatakar buri tarah se rone laga.
“use wapas laa do didi.......plss......use wapas la do..........plssssssssss didi...plsss...” sahil ko khud pata nahi tha ki wo kya kah raha hai...wo aaj hosh me hi kaha tha..................muhabbat aaj use rula rahi thi aur wo muhabbat ke hatho majboor ro raha tha.
Juhi ki muhabbat sahil ki khuskismati thi, lekin aarti ki muhabbat uski majboori thi.........ek aisi majboori jise na sahil kisi ko samjhaa sakta tha aur jise na koi samajh sakta tha.
Ufffff!!!!! kash ye muhabbat na hoti,to shayad samandar itna khara na hota.
Juhi ki bat se bahut se logo ki aankho me aansu the lekin abhi bhi kuchh aise the jinki aankho me aansu nhi ek nafarat thi ..............juhi ke liye.................itane sab ke bich uska aa kar sahil ko yu le jana aur fir sabko is tarah se dhikkarana –kuchh logo ko pasand nhi aaya..................
“wo sab jo hua wo hamare ghar ka mamala hai .......tum kaun hoti ho isme dakhal dene wali.” Bade chacha ke andar ka insaan shayad bahut pahle hi mar chuka tha.
Juhi ke kan me unki aavaz padi aur uske aansu ruk gaye............
“tum kaun hoti ho “ is bat ka kya jawab de.........wahi juhi jiski dahaad ne thodi der pahle sabki dilo ki mari huyi aatma ko jaga diya tha ,ab kuchh nhi bol rhi thi ............use samajh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya jawab de..........
“haa ...haan..........bikul sahi bat hai ...aur tum to hamari jat biradari ki bhi nhi ho .....tumhe kisne diya itana haq ki hamare ghar ke maamlo me bolo...” chhote chacha ki himmat bhi fir se badhane lagi thi, jaat-paat ,unch-neech –, yahi kiya tha in logo ne poori zindagi.
Juhi kya jawab deti????? Uski aankhe khali khali si kisi ko dhoondh rahi thi ..........kaise batati ki wo kya hai sahil ki....sahil uska kya hai....in zahilo ke bich kaun samjhata un pak rishto ko ..............
“abhi to bahut lecture de rahi thi.............ab kya saanp soongh gya ..........are wo sab bhai behan hai jo chahe ho unme aapas me .....tum kaun hoti ho ..........” dono chacha bari bari se juhi ko ghure jaa rhe the aur ek ke bad ek ilzaam lgayae ja rhe the .
“are mai to kahata hu isi ne koi patti padha di hai sahil ko ............nhi to itana bhala bachcha kya aise bat karta .........sab isi ka kiya dhara hai.........” badi chchachi bhi bina kuchh kahe kaise rah leti.
Juhi sabkuchh chuchap sah rahi thi.........kya kahti wo .......bas dil k ek kone me ek tees si uth rahi thi “sahil,aaj meri muhabbat bemol ho jayegi............meri muhabbat ko bacha lo......plsssss “ juhi ki aankh se ek aansu nikal kar jameen par gira.............aur jab kisi pari ki aankh se aansu nikal jaye to qayamat to honi hi thi.
Bade chacha aage badhe...........juhi ki najuk baah pakad li..............aur jhatke se use khada kar diya..........
“bhai sahib chhodiye use......... nhi to mujhse bura koi nhi hoga.” Sahil ke papa jo ab tak sab sah rahe the ab bardasht nahi kar paye........unke jabde bheech gaye.
“tu chup rah..........bahar ki ek musalman ladki aakar poora ghar fod rahi hai.....teri akal par to patthar pada hai............ab mai dekhta hu kya karti hai ye..........sab isi ka kiya dhara hai jo aaj do bhaiyo me darar pad gayi.........” bade chacha ne badi berahmi se juhi ki baah pakad rakhi thi ..........aur juhi ki aankho se ek aansuo ki dhar nikal kar uske laal ho chuke galo ko bhigoye ja rhi thi..........sahil ke papa aage badhe to unhe bade chacha ke bête ne pakad liya.
Bat ab family ki na rah kar us gande samaj ki kayade kanoon ki ho gayi thi jahaa aaj bhi dusre religion walo ko achhut samjha jata tha................aur ab is baat ko us gande samaaj ke thekedar apni banaye kale kanoon ke hisab se suljhana chchate the.
“bol kya rishta hai tera sahil se .......kya lagti hai tu sahil ki ............” bade chacha ne juhi ki kalai buri tarah se marod di .
“zindagi hai ye meri............” sahil ka tej ghoonsa bade chacha ki nak tod gaya tha..........kab wo hawa ke jhonke ki tarah aaya aur kab uska hath utha kisi ko khabar na huyi........... Uske nathoone fool rahe the...................aankho me aangare dahak rahe the..........mathe ki nase khinch gayi thi....jo sahil thodi der pahle ek toote huye insaan ki tarah bilakh raha tha ,ab ek chattan ki tarah apni pari ki hifazat me aa gya tha..........
“maaf kar dena juhi ........” usne juhi ka matha choom liya.
“oh to ye rishta hai........” bade chacha apni nak tudawa kar bhi kaha man ne wale the...ek khataranak muskan hotho par liye bole.
Sahil ne juhi ko Renu ke hawale kiya aur ek bar fir se unka girebaan pakad liya................
Ek Jordar ghusa unke pet me pada aur unki haddiya tak charmara gayi.............sab sahme se sahil ka ye naya roop dekh rahe the..................wo sahil jisne apne kisi bade se aaj tak juban tak nahi ladayi thi, aaj apne baap ki umar ke shakhs ko buri tarah se peet raha tha............ Sab log chuchap khade dekh rahe the ......sahil ko rok pana ab kisi ke bas me nhi tha.....bade chacha ka bête aur chhote chacha unko chudane ki kosis me apni haddiya tudawa chuke the ............
“sahil ruk jao............” is bar sahil ko utha hua hath ruk gaya,uske papa samne aa gaye the.......
“hat jaiye papa , mujhe jo bhi kaha gaya maine sab bardasht kar liya........lekin meri juhi ko hath laga diya is kutte ne............meri zindagi hai juhi......jaan hai meri...........usko hath laga diya is kamine ne ........”sahil ne papa ko bich se hatana chaha.........lekin wo nahi hate........
sahil ke shabd juhi ke dil me utar gaye.....bhare samaj me usne juhi ke sar par ijjat aur maan ki chadar daal di thi.
“hat jaiye aaj mere samne se papa.....kahi aaj mai ye bhool na jau ki aapka mera koi rishta hai.............meri juhi ko hath lagaya hai is kutte ne .............iske hath todkar juhi ke kadmo me rakh dunga...............”sahil sachcmuch apne aap me nahi tha............uski aankho ki aag mano sabko jalakar bhashm kar dena chahati thi .........kisi ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi sahil ko rokne ki.
Sahil ne khichakar papa ko ek taraf kar diya ............aur ek bar fir se uspar toot pada...........
Niche gire bade chacha par ghuso ki barsat kar rha tha.
“sahil “ kisi ne jhakjhor kar sahil ko upar ki or khicha........sahil ne ek pal ko nazre uthayi .........mummy ka zordar thappad uske galo ko jhanjhana gaya.............
Zindagi me pahli bar uski maa ne sahil ke galo par thappad mara tha..........
Sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gaye...........
Wo bade chacha ko chhodkar utha gya......
“maaro na mummy....maaro mujhe...........aur maro.............jaan se maar do............” sahil ek tak apni maa ki aankho me dekh raha tha.........mummy ki aankhe bhi bhar aayi.
“ye sab kya ho raha hai sahil.............” mummy ne dabadabyi aankho se puchha ..........aaj zindagi me pahli bar apne ladle par hath uthaya tha.
“aapke bête ka ek aur tamasha ho raha hai mummy........... aapke badnaseeb bête ki zindagi me ek aur aazamayish ho rahi hai.............ek bat puchhunga aapse...............mai sach me aapka beta hu na ? “ kya kah diya tha sahil ne aaj .
“Sahil aisa mat kah mere laal...........” mummy ka dil tadap utha....
“mummy ,sab puchhte hai mai bade bhai se bat kyu nhi karta,.....aapne bhi puchha us din ...........papa ne bhi puchha ..........us bade bhai se kabhi kyu nahi puchha mummy...............” sahil ki sawal me bahut dard tha.
“ye kamina kahta hai ki juhi kaun hai meri...........kya jawab du mai ...............kya naam du use jisne mujhe ek nayi zindagi di...........kya nam du use jiski baho ke sahare ne mujhe maut ke muh se wapas khich liya ............kya nam du us pari ko jisne mere toot te huye sapno me naye rang bhar diye..............mummy aaj aapke pas aapk sahil hai,kyuki uske pas juhi nam ki ye pari thi.........nahi to kab ka ja chuka hota is duniya se aapka sahil ”
“sahil” mummy cheekh uthi........... Sahil ko koi fark nahi pada.
“Juhi meri zindagi hai ............uski ibaadat karta hu mai ...........aur juhi ke liye mai kisi bhi had tak jaa sakta hu..........apni jaan de bhi sakta hu aur kisi ki jaan le bhi sakta hu.............sari duniya chhod dunga uske liye...........agar koi rishta mere aur meri juhi ke bich aaya , to us rishte ki kurbani dene me mujhe ek pal nahi lagega............aur agr kisi ke hath meri juhi ki or uthe ,to un hatho ko katkar uske kadmo me dal dunga.......chahe wo hath kisi ke bhi ho................apni mummy ke doodh ki kasam hai mujhe” Sahil ne aakhiri bat sab logo ko ghurte huye kahi ................uski aankhe kahar barsaa rahi thi aur ek behad khunkar chetawani thi un laal laal aankho me .
Sahil ke is roop se sab log sann the ...........ek ek karke sab bahar chale gaye.........bade chacha ki aankhe me koi pachhtawa to nhi tha ............ha ek sharmindagi thi .............us sahil ke hatho beijjat hone ki jo sabki ijjat karta tha .................
Ghar ke andar ab bas sahil aur uski family rah gay the..................
Sahil ne juhi ko apne gale se lagaya .............juhi abhi bhi ro rahi thi .............lekin ab sahil ke andar koi jhijhak ,koi sharam nahi thi...............juhi ko khud se lagaye wo chuchap kamre me chala gya.............idhar bahar renu ne mummy ko sari bat suru se lekar ant tak sab kuchh bata diya.
Mummy ki aankho me aansu aa gye.................dheerja bhi kafi gum sum sa tha...use bhi shayad ahsaas ho rha tha lekin bahut jyada der ho chuki thi.
Lekin sabse jyada udasi jis chehre par thi wo thi badi didi...................
Juhi ka har wo shabd “ kaha thi badi bahan us waqt” didi ki dil ko chhalani kar gaya tha......wo to itani majboor thi ki ek sabd apni safai me na bol payi.....didi uthakar apne kamre me chali gayi aur darwaza band kar ke foot foot kar rone lagi...............kathghare me khade kisi gunge mujrim jaisi halat ho gayi thi unki.............bas ro hi paa rahi thi wo. “ye kaisa imtehaan hai mere rab...jisme har taraf meri haar hi haar hai “...... bas itna hi kah payi wo apne rab se , baki sari shikayat aansuo ke roop me tootkar bah nikali.
Papa bahar nikale .......unka man bhi bahot udas ho gya tha......aisa kya hua tha sahil ke sath dilli me ??? ye sawal unka man kachot raha tha.....aaj unhe samajh me aa rha tha ki sahil dhheraj se bat kyu nahi karta tha aur wo yha aane ke liye taiyar kyu nahi ho raha tha..........juhi aur sahil dono ki baten unke dil me ghoom rahi thi............lekin ghar se bahar nikalte hi unhe bahut aascharya hua..............keval bade chacha aur unke bête ko chhodkar sab log bahar hi baithe the............dono bua daudi huyi aayi aur unke pairo se lipat gayi...............
“ hame maaf kar dijiye bhaiya........hamne jane kya kya kah diya...............” sahil ke papa ne khud ko chhudaya aur age badh gaye...........aaj unke inhi apno ki vajah se unka beta unke khilaf bol gya tha.......unhe nafarat ho rahi thi apne in apno se.
Idhar sahil juhi ko kamre me lejkar bade pyar se bed par take lgakar bitha deta hai........aur khud uske samne baithkar uske dono hath apne hatho me le leta hai.............
“plss ab mat rowo sona” sahil ne badi muhabbat se juhi ke aansuo ke saf karte huye kaha jo abhi bhi hichkiyo le lekar sisak rahi thi.
“I m sorry juhi......sab meri vajah se hua............sorry ....maf kar do na yar......”
Juhi ne sahil ke hath apne hatho me jor se daba liya....................
“nahi sahil aap ki vajah se kuchh nhi hua.............aapne kya kiya.............” juhi bas itna hi boli................uske dil me ek sukoon tha..........bhare samaaj me sabke khilaf jakar sahil ne apni zindagi kaha tha use...........usko apnaya tha sahil ne.
“juhi ham yha nahi rukenge............chale jayeenge hum yha se...........” sahil ne juhi ke mathe ko choom liya aur use apni baho me bhar liya.
“thank u sahil....aapne mera maan rakh liya....nahi to aaj mai toot jati...thank u so much sahil ...” juhi kisi bachche ke tarah sahil ke gale se lag gayi.
“kaisi bat karti ho jaan........tumhare liye to mai sari duniya se takaraa jaunga..........sara jahaan chhod dunga tumhare liye........juhi tumhe mujhse koi juda nahi kar sakta .............koi bhi nahi” sahil ne kaskar juhi ko khud me samet liya.
Sham ke 4 baj gaye the aur sahil ki mummy sab logo ko ghar me wapas le aayi thi ....badi bua,chhoti bua,chachi..............sab the lekin ab tewar pahle wale nahi the ............sab badle badle se the aur chehre par ek sharmindagi thi ...............bas bade chacha nahi aaye the.
Sab kcuhh normal sa ho gya tha...........shadi ki sari rashme ho rahi thi lekin juhi aur sahil nahi aaye the bahar.........kaun kya sochata hai ab unhe is bat se koi fark bhi nahi padna tha.........
Sahil aur juhi ekdusre ke baho me jane kab so gaye the aur unki neend khuli jab darwaze par kisi ne khat khat ki aawaz ki.
Juhi ki jaise hi aankh khuli use apni sthiti ka andaza hua......rat ke 8 baj chuke the....shadi wala ghar aur itani der se wo dono akele ek room me ...........ufffff !! log kya soch rahe honge........aakhir thi to wo ek ladki hi na.
Usne jaldi se sahil ko uthaya aur darwaza khola...........mummy thi saamne .......unke chehre par ek muskaan thi .......jaise kuchh hua hi na ho.......mano unhone kuchh faisla kar liya ho.
“disturb to nhi kiya na beta..............” unhone ne muskuar kar bade pyar se puchha .
“nahi aunty...aaiye na.........” juhi ko behad Sharma aa rahi thi ............
Mummy andar aayi aur sahil ke pas baith gayi...............
“I m sorry beta........” unhone sahil ke kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha...
“aisa mat kahe mummy ...........plss......lekin mai yha ruk nahi sakta “ sahil ne dheere se kaha.
“nahi beta ............dekh renu ne mujhe sab bataya...........jo hua use bhool ja.....mai ye to nahi kahungi ki dheeraj ko maf kar de.....lekin bhai to hai na wo tera...bas isi khatir kal ruk ja fir chale jana............” mummy ki baton me ek iltiza thi....lekin sahil ki aankho me juhi ke sath hua hadasaa ghoom raha tha..............
“please mummy ..........i m sorry “ sahil ne kaha aur uthkar bahar aa gya ....pichhe pichhe mummy bhi aa gayi.........
“rook ja sahil ........tujhe aarti ki kasam “ mummy ke muh se achanak nikal gaya.
Uffffffff!!!!!!!!!kya kah diya tha mummy ne...............jab sahil chhota tha to aksar us se koi bat manwane ke liye renu aur dheeraj use aarti ki kasam de dete the .......aur sahil kabhi bhi aarti ki kasam nahi todata tha .................ye sab ko pata tha.......kabhi kabhi didi bhi bol deti ..............lekin aaj itane salo ke bad use mummy ne aarti ki kasam de di thi............. Sahil ka dil ro raha tha........usne mummy ki or se muh fer liya aur apni aankhe ragad dali...........aansu rook nahi rahe the.....us se bardasht nahi hua aur wo teji se aage badh gaya.......bas itana bolta gaya............
“thik hai ,aap juhi se puchh lijiye”
Mummy ne anjaane me aaj us jakhm ko hawa de di thi jo kabhi nahi bharne wala tha.........sahil lakh aarti ko bewfa kahta,lakh wo use bhoolne ki kosis karta ,lekin wo to uski nas-nas me basi thi, masoom bachpan ki wo msoom yaden uske rom rom me rachi thi........kaisi nikalti bhala wo bahar...........iska ahsaas khud sahil ko bhi nahi tha.
Mummy juhi ke pas pahuchi ............
“juhi” bade pyar se uske sar par hath pherte huye unhone kaha.
“jee” juhi ne sar jhukaye bas dheere se itna hi kaha.
“beta mujhe nahi pata sahil ke sath kya hua............dheeraj ne aur uski didi ne uska sath kyu nahi diya........aur abhi shayad sahi waqt bhi nahi hai ye puchhne ka............lekin tumne jo mere sahil ke liye kiya hai wo mujhe sahil ki aankho me nazar aata hai...............agar sahil ko kuchh ho jata to mai bhi jee na pati..” mummy bade pyar se juhi se bat kar rhi thi.
Juhi bas chuchap sun rahi thi...........
“lekin beta dheeraj ka to mai maan bhi lu, par uski didi.........dil nahi manta .........wo sahil ko mujhse jyada pyar karti thi ........sahil uska dulara tha.........aur .aarti me to sahil ki jaan basti thi..........aur aarti bhi use itna manti thi.................mujhe nahi pata ki kya hua ..........aur abhi mai janna bhi nahi chahati..............ek bar ye shadi ho jaye fir sab kuchh puchhungi............lekin tab tak ke liye tumse ek vinti hai........”sahil ki mummy ne juhi ke age hath jod diye.
“aisa na kahe aunty ...maine aapko maa ki tarah samjha hai....bole kya hukm hai.........” juhi ne unke hath tham liye.
“beta jo kuchh tumhare sath hua uske liye maaf kar do....aisa ab kuchh nahi hoga......., bas is shadi tak yha ruk jao.....sahil ko bhi mana lo.......agar sahil chala gaya to uske papa bilkul toot jayenge..........plsss...ek maa ki prarthana hai tumse............”mummy ki aankhe bhar aayi.
“hum nahi jayenge aunty ...aap koi tension mat lijiye............us bat ka jikar bhi nahi hoga ab shadi tak yha ....sab kuchh achche se hoga....mujh par bharosa rakhiye...” juhi bade atmaad se bol rahi thi.
“jug jug jiyo meri bachchi.......khus raho....”
“ juhi ek bat puchhu........” mummy ne uske mathe ko choom liya aur fir halki si muskan ke sath puchha.
“jee ,puchhiye na” juhi ke to khwabo me bhi nahi tha ki mummy kya puchhengi.
“mai tere abbu se bat karu kya..........” mummy ne kaha.
“ jee kaun si bat” juhi samjh nahi payi .........itti bholi thi ya fir shayad use is samay ummeed nahi thi........
“teri aur sahil ki bat ........bol na ...............banegi mere sahil ki dulhan................hummm..” mummy ne pyar se uske chin ko pakad kar uske gulabi ho chuke mukhade ko upar uthaya.
Juhi to sharam ke mare laal ho gayi....kuchh nahi boli...bas muskurati rahi sar jhuka kar ......
“bol na beta...mujhe duniya samaj , kisi ki parwah nahi hai....tu to mujhe pahli nazar me hi bha gayi thi...tabhi maine socha tha ki apne sahil ki dulhan tujhe hi banaungi...........pasand hai na sahil tujhe....pyar karti hai na use se?” mummy juhi ki khamsohi se hi samjh chuki thi uske man ka haal ....aur is bar juhi ne dheere se ha me sar hilaya aur unke gale lag gayi.
“meri bachchi......bas ye shadi ho jane de.........fir teri doli bhi yahi aayegi.......” mummy ne uski peshani choom li aur use gale se laga liya.
Renu jo sabkuchh sun chuki thi andar aa gayi.................
“mummy aapne to meri dusri bhabhi bhi pasand kar li............ummm...........maine to pahle hi kaha tha..........” aur ab renu juhi ke sar par sawar thi..........dono ke bich nanad-bhabhi wali nok jhok suru ho gayi thi aur mummy haste huye bahar nikal gayi.
Renu ,mummy aur papa , sabke man me ye sawal tha ki sahil ke sath kya hua tha aur kyu hua tha ....lekin kal shadi thi aur aaj wo is bat ko uthana nahi chahte the ....isliye sabne jitna ho sakta tha sab kuchh normal karne ki kosis ki thi ...aur sabkuchh normal ho bhi gaya tha.......bas do log udas the ..........ek sahil,aur dusri didi.....lekin dono hi apni udasi ekudsre se chhupa rahe the.
Sahil ko mummy ki bat bar bar yad aa rhi thi........kaise bachapan me sab log aarti ki kasme dekar use majboor kar dete the aur wo khusi khusi majboor ho jata ......kabhi uske man me ye nahi aata ki aarti ki kasam dekar sab uska fayada uthate ....usne aarti ke liye haar janaa sikha tha.......aarti ke nam ke liye bhi haar jata tha.......jab bhi kabhi wo mana karta to sab yahi kahte-- “kya tu aarti ko bas itna hi manta hai,uske liye itna sa kam nahi kar sakta “ aur sahil kaise man leta ki wo aarti ko “itna sa “ hi “ manta “ hai......wo har bat maan leta .................sirf is bat ke liye ki mai aarti ko kitna mantaa hu wo sabkuchh haar jane ko taiyar ho jata...........lekin aaj to wo us apni jaan se pyari AARTI ko hi haar chukka tha ....fir kyu log uske naam ki duhaayi dete the......... Sahil kis se karta ye sawal ?????.............aur jiske pas iska jawab hota wo to khud uske paas nahi thi.
Sahil bahar kuchh kuchh kam hota dekh raha tha aur kam karne walo ko instruction de raha tha ...........ghar ke samne bade se lawn me sabke khane peene ki vyawastha thi...........gaon me shadi k ek din pahle sare gaon walo ko khana khilaya jata hai ...wahi ho raha tha.
Sahil ke aankhe bar bar nam ho rahi thi ...use aaj shiddat se AARTTI yad aa rhi thi .......... wo lakh kosis kar rha tha ki use yad na kare lekin yadon par kiska jor tha.
Khud ko kamo me uljhaye huye wo apni aankhe bar bar ragad deta ....
”ek bar aa jao ,ek bar dekh lu tumhe” aaj fir se sahil ke hotho se ye sabd nikal gaye...... Us se control nahi hua aur wo chuchap ek kamre me ghus gaya aur aankhe band karke bistar par let gaya............
Sahil aankhe band karta to wahi bachapan ki nanhi si hasti khilkhilati, uske kandhe par chadhi aarti nazar aa jati.......aaj use aarti ki itani yad aa rhi thi ki aarti ki wafaa-bewafai ...sabkuchh bahut door thi.......aaj yad thi to bas aarti...sirf aur sirf aarti..................aaj sahil ka dil is kadar uske dimag par hawi ho gya tha ki use ye bhi yad nahi tha ki juhi bhi koi hai............kitna galat tha kitna sahi,ye kahana to bahut muskil hai lekin is samay sirf dil tha ,dimag kahi nahi tha aas pas.
“ek bar apni aawaz hi suna do “ uske dil se aawaz nikali thi.........sahil aaj fir se haar raha tha.......uske man ka dwand aaj ek bhayanak shakl le raha tha....use nahi pata tha ki ye kyu hai....kyu ek “ BEWAFA “ ke liye wo tadap raha hai.........lekin wo tadap rahaa tha ...bahut buri tarah se.
Wo aise hi bistar par pada tha ...shadi ka ghar hone ke vajah se sab saman idhar udhar bikhara tha ...kuchh hi minute beete the ki usi bistar me lipta kisi ka phone ghanghana utha....do bar ring aa aakar cut gayi ...........sahil ignore kar rha tha .......lekin is bar sahil ne phone dhunda ................bed sheet me lipta hua wo phone didi ka tha.............aur screen par nazar padi to sahil ki aankho me bhare aansu palko ke darwaze tod kar bahar nikalne lage...........screen par jagmaga raha tha ---------- AARTI CALLING.
Sahil ke dil ki aawaz aaj fir aarti ke dil ne sun li thi..................Sahil ne kaapte hatho se phone uthaya aur call reciceve kar li................
“hello” .............uffffffffff ...kitni dino bad aaj aarti ki aawaz uske kano me padi thi............lekin us aawaz me ab wo pahle wali khanak nahi thi............sahil phone kano se lagaye the aur aansu aankho se bah rahe the ..........kuchh bol nahi paa raha tha wo...........bas us aawaz ki thandak apne dil me mahsoos kar rha tha.
“hello...hello.............kaun?????.........s..sa...sahil” aarti ne sahil ki khamoshi bhi sun li thi..... sahil ke dil ka rom rom tadap utha ...uska bas nahi chal raha tha ki aarti ke seene se lag jaye...........bas aansu bah rahe the aur wo chuchap aarti ki saanse mahsoos kar raha tha.
“sahil aap thik ho na.............kuchh bolo sahil.........kaise ho aap ” aarti ka ek ek sabd khanjar ki tarah sahil ke kaleje ko cheer raha tha.
Usse aur bardasht nahi hua....usne phone band kar diya aur jor jor se rone laga..........wo aaj 5 sal pahle wale sahil ke jaise ro raha tha ..........tab jab aarti ne use thukaraya tha............sahil jo ek chattan ki tarah apne farz aur desh ke liye taiyar rahta tha,jiske hausle par pure department ko naaz tha,ek ladki ke liye aise tadap raha tha jaise pani ke bin machhli............jab bhi aarti ki bat aa jati wo chattan tut jati ,wo patthar pighal jata ....aaj bhi wahi ho raha tha.
Wo buri tarah se bilakha raha tha ....achanak apne kandhe par use kisi ke hath ka ahsaas hua........usne aansuo se bhari aankhe uthakar dekha.............didi khadi thi aur unki aankho me bhi aansu the...............sahil ko kuchh samajh me nahi aaya ........usne didi ki kamar ko jor se pakad liya aur unse lipatakar buri tarah se rone laga.
“use wapas laa do didi.......plss......use wapas la do..........plssssssssss didi...plsss...” sahil ko khud pata nahi tha ki wo kya kah raha hai...wo aaj hosh me hi kaha tha..................muhabbat aaj use rula rahi thi aur wo muhabbat ke hatho majboor ro raha tha.
Juhi ki muhabbat sahil ki khuskismati thi, lekin aarti ki muhabbat uski majboori thi.........ek aisi majboori jise na sahil kisi ko samjhaa sakta tha aur jise na koi samajh sakta tha.
Ufffff!!!!! kash ye muhabbat na hoti,to shayad samandar itna khara na hota.