Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
Posted: 23 Feb 2017 10:26
UPDATE 107-
Sahil ki aankhe us tasweer se chipak kar rah gayi...............
“jeevan-vatika” .........use aarti yha lekar gayi thi........use sab yad aa rha tha...........
“Kahi wo sab log shimla to nhi chale gaye..................”achanak sahil ko khyal aaya..........
“par shimla kyu jayenge...........ho sakta hai ki didi ghoomne gayi ho....rohan to pahle se hi ghar par nhi rahta aur aarti vishal ke bich kuchh unban huyi ho.........ho sakta hai aarti ka shimla jana use pasand na ho............lekin fir vishal ki baten............??????” sahil ke soch ke ghode bahut tej daud rahe the lekin wo kisi nateeje par nhi pahuch paa rha tha........thak harkar wo wapas laut aaya juhi ke pas...........dil to chah raha tha ki ud kar pahuch jaye aarti ke pas lekin juhi ko kaise chhod deta.................????????
“kya hua sahil...........”juhi hath me coffee ka cup lekar sahil ke bagal me baith gayi aur use pakadate huye boli.
“kuchh nhi.........juhi aarti ne MBBS nhi kiya tha.............usne jhooth bola tha............aur bhi jane kya kya jhooth kaha hai usne................” sahil bahut dard me tha aaj...........bas itna hi bola .
“kaha hai abhi wo.............”juhi ka dil ro raha tha lekin badi majbooti se usne khud ko sambhal rakha tha.............
“pata nhi ............” sahil is bar bhi itna hi bol paya .........uski aawaz ab bheegne lagi thi.
“sahil,u ok na.........thik ho na aap.............” juhi ne pyar se uske kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha...........
“nhi juhi !!!!!!!!! Thik nhi hu mai.........mujhe khud se nafarat hoti hai, bahut jyada nafarat...............mai bahut khudgarz insaan ho gya hu juhi.............kisi ke liye life me kuchh nhi kiya maine............bas hmesa apne bare me socha ..........keval apne khusiyo ki parvah ki maine,.................” sahil ke aansu ab aankho me samaa nhi paa rhe the.
“aisa mat kahiye sahil........plz......” juhi ka zabt bhi ab zawab de raha tha.
“nhi juhi kah lene do............plsss.....nhi to mera sar fat jayega...........juhi mai tumhare sath bahut galat kar rha hu .......mujhe ahsaas hai juhi .......kya kuchh nhi kiya tumne mere liye...........meri kismet ke sitare ko gardish se nikalakar bulandi par pahucha diya............meri roti bilakhati zindagi me ek bar fir se naye rang bhar diye...........mujhe sab yad hai juhi..........wo tadpana ,bilakhana aur fir wo tumhara mujhe samet lena..................” sahil ab ro raha tha aur bole ja raha tha................
“juhi mai kuchh nhi bhoola hu.............kis tarah se tumne aur khan baba ne ek marte huye insaan ko nayi zindagi di, kaise bhool sakta hu mai...................khan baba se kiya wada yad hai mujhe juhi...........lekin mai wo wada nibha nhi paa raha ..........ahsaah hai mujhe......................mai kya karu juhi...........sari duniya se takra jaun tumhare liye.........lekin jab us ka nam aa jata hai to mai bahut bebas ho jata hu..............haan juhi mai bahut majboor ho jata hu............meri sari soch mera sath chhod deti hai..........uski muhabbat mujhe kuchh sochane nhi deti.............” juhi ke bhi aansu bah rahe the aur wo sahil ka hath apne hatho me lekar uski baten sun rahi thi.
“juhi tumhe to sab pata hai, janti ho na kya kiya hai usne mere sath.......lekin fir bhi mera dil uski or bhagata hai............use dekhne ko dil karta hai.........juhi main kya karu ..........plsss batao mai kya karu.............mujhe maaf kar do juhi ...........pls maaf kar do yaar.............” sahil itna bol kar chup ho gaya aur niche dekhne laga....aansu tap tap jameen par gir rahe the.
“sahil, maine muhabbat ki is shiddat se hi to muhabbat ki hai..........aapki muhabbat me itani tadap thi ki mujhe aapse muhabbat ho gayi..........aur muhabbat me insaan kitna majboor ho jata hai iska ahsaas mujhe bhi hai..................sahil aap kabhi mat sochiyega ki aap mujhe dhokha de rahe hai..........sahil aap jaiye aarti ka pata lagane................aap jab bhi aayenge juhi aapko aise hi aapka intjaar karti huyi milegi.........” juhi sachmuch ki pari thi kyuki itna badaa dil kisi insaan ka to nhi ho sakta...........
“nahi juhi..........mai nhi jaunga akele.......tum chalo mere sath.......pls.........” sahil ne kaha.
Aur juhi ne ek bar nhi puchha mai kyu jau,kaha jana hai,kab jana hai...........apni muhabbat ki muhabbat dhundane jane ko taiyar ho gayi wo pari.........use dhundhane ja rahi thi juhi , jiske milne se bhi use dukh hona tha aur jiske na milne se bhi use dukh hi hona tha.................
Sahil ne ek bar shimla jane ka faisla kar liya tha.....dilli me jitana pata kar sakta tha kar liya lekin kuchh pata nhi chal paya............sahil aur juhi dusre din shimla pahuch gaye..............
Sahil seedha us hospital gaya jaha use aarti lekar gayi thi...........
Ek bar fir se sahil ko chhan bin karni padi.............hospital ka administration waise hi tha jaise sabhi bade hospital ka hota hai......students aur patients ke sare recorda alag alag jagah maintain kiye jate the............sahil ke puchhane par pata chala ki same aarti singh ka admission waha hua tha lagbhag 6-7 sal pahle aur usne waha se apni MBBS ki degree complete ki thi............
Sahil ne aur kuchh nhi puchha aur juhi ke sath bahar nikal aaya................lekin abhi bhi kayi sare sawal the jinke jawab nhi mile the......khas karke aarti aur vishal ki shadi ka .
Sahil ne ek nazar door bane khoobsoorat JEEVAN VATIKA CAMPUS par dali aur juhi ke sath us or badh gaya.............
Thodi der wha ki khakh chaan ne ke bat sahil bahar nikal gaya.........wha se bhi aarti ka koi surag nhi mila..........sahil ka dil bahut bhari ho raha tha...............
Wha ke staff se pta chala thi ki aarti nam ka koi wha nahi tha.........sahil behad uadas sa bahar aa gya aur chuchap ek bench par baith gya.........juhi bhi sath me thi aur sahil ke dil me chal rahe tut foot ko mahsoos kar rhi thi lekin aaj wo bhi bahut majboor thi.
Sahil kuchh der yuhi chuchap baitha raha fir juhi ki aankho me dekhte huye bola................
“juhi,kaha dhundhu mai use........milti kyu nahi wo mujhe.......aise bhi koi naraz hota hai kya......... Juhi tum ne har kadam par mera sath diya hai...........juhi tum to pari ho na...plss bolo na apne us khuda se ki ek bar mila de mujhe us se ........mai use ek bar dekh lu fir chala jaunga..........plss juhi bola na ki mujhe ek bar aarti se mila de.” Sahil itane yakeen se kah raha tha mano sach me juhi koi pari ho aur uske pas koi jadu ki chhadi ho.
“sahil,aarti aapko jaroor milegi......jaroor se milegi....plsss rowo mat sona.” Juhi ne uske aansu ponchhte huye use apne gale se laga liya aur dil me apne rab se dua mangne lagi..........apni muhabbat ko khud se door karne ki dua............ uske kisi aur ke ho jane ki dua...........wo jan chuki thi ki chahe aarti ne sahil ke sath kuchh bhi kiya ,lekin sahil ke dil me aaj bhi aarti hi dhadakati hai........aur wo sahil ko uski muhabbat mil jane ki dua maang rahi thi............bina apni muhabbat ki parwah kiye....... Kaisi muhabbat hai ye ????
Sahil aur juhi thodi der baad main gate se bahar nikale aur apni gadi ki or badhane lage.........sahil ke hath ek bar fir nirasha lagi thi.................lekin is bar uske sath ek pari thi, jo har pal uski takdeer ki rekhaon se lad rahi thi aur unhe badal rahi thi ............aur is bar bhi aisa hi hua................
“aap sahil hain na............” sahil sar jhukaye bahar nikal raha tha jab ek ladki ki aawaz par uska dhyan toota aur usne sar uthakar dekha.
Samne 3-4 ladkiyon ka group tha......aur unme se ek ladki wahi thi jo sahil ko tab mili thi jab wo aarti ke sath yha aaya tha.......sahil ne dhyan se dekha ...pahchan to gya tha par thoda confuse tha............
“are aapne shayad pahchana nhi.......mai aapse mili thi jab aap aarti ke sath aaye the.........remember?” ladki ne use yad dilaya.
“oh........haan....yad aaya.” Sahil ko umeed ki ek kiran nazar aayi.
“aarti se milne aaye the aap...........?”
“haa....kya hai wo yha par..........??” sahil ne jaldi se puchha.
“haa...cottage no 012 me hai.......shayad mummy ke sath apne..........aap kyu nhi aaye uske sath......she needs u..........zindagi ke ************ ” sahil ne bas cottage no hi suna aur juhi ke sath turant palat gya....aage wo ladki kya bol rahi thi usne suna bhi nahi.
Sahil daudate huye cottage dhundh raha tha......juhi bhi teji se uske pichhe aa rhi thi...............
010,011 and .........012......... sahil ne jor se door khola aur andar ghuste hi chilla pada...............
“aarti , kaha ho tum............mai aa gya aarti.”
Samne mummy bed par baithi huyi thi...............
“sahil?” didi ko jyada aascharya shayad nhi hua........mano wo sahil ka intzaar hi kar rahi thi.............
“didi ,aarti kaha hai...sab thik hai na..........kaha hai aarti........????” sahil ki aawaz me itani tadap thi ki didi ka bhi dil tadap utha...........aaj wo tufan aa hi gaya tha jiski aashanka unhe barso pahle ho gayi thi............
“haa wo bas..........sab thik h, aao.......meri tabiyat kharab ho gayi thi to aarti yha le aayi..............thik h sab kuchh.....are juhi...aa ja beti..........” didi ne juhi ko dekh liya jo darwaje par hi ruk gayi thi..............juhi ka dil bahut udas ho raha tha.........kitni berahmi se usne didi ko daant diya tha unke ghar par aur wo aaj bhi us se itane pyar se bat kar rhi thi...........
“aarti kaha hai didi.......” sahil ka sabr jawab de raha tha....aur uski bechaini un fizaon me ghul gayi thi .........................sahil ki is aawaz ke sath hi washroom ka darwaz khula aur aarti bahar nikal gayi.............sahil par nazar padi aur ek pal ko dono sari duniya bhool gaye...........
Sahil ki nazre us masoom mukhade par ja kar jam si gayi.........
Shadi ke bad pahli bar aarti ko dekh raha tha sahil.................gulabo ke jaisi khili khili rahne wali aarti patjhad ke phool ki jaise murjha gayi thi............kahi se dekhkar nahi lag raha tha ki uski shadi huyi hai......na sindur ,na mangalsootra.......kuchh bhi nahi..............bahut kmajor ho gayi thi wo.........chehra bilkul peela pad gaya tha.......aankhe dhans gayi thi aur unke niche kale dhabbe pad gaye the...........sahil ka kaleja fat raha tha juhi ko is haal me dekhkar.....................na koi shikwa aa raha tha uske dil me na koi sawal...bas ek tadap thi................
“didi ye kaisi ho gayi meri aarti..............aise to nahi chhoda tha maine aapke pas.........yahi khyal rakha aapne meri aarti ka didi......isliye mujhse juda kar diya ise ........”sahil ki aankhe fir barasane lagi.
Didi ki aankhe bhi bheeg gayi, juhi bhi ro rahi thi...........lekin aarti bilkul khamosh thi..................
“sahil aapko yha nahi aana chahiye tha............mummy ko thodi problem thi to mai yha le aayi..........baki sab thik hai......” aarti nishthurata ki moorat bani huyi thi......lekin sahil ko to wo bachapan ki hasti khilkhilati,use tang karti masoom si aarti nazar aa rahi thi.................
“aarti, ye kya haal bana liya apna............”sahil ko uski koi bat buri nahi lag rahi thi..............use bas aarti ki wo bujhi huyi aankhe dikh rahi thi.....jin aankho me kabhi uske liye jeevan ke haseen sapne hote the......sahil ka bas nhi chal raha tha ki wo daud kar aarti ke gale lag jaye............mamooli se suit salwar pahne wo barso ki thaki thaki si lag rahi thi.........aur chehre par sahil ke liye narazagi .....ya shayad naraz dikhane ki ek nakam kosis.
“mai thik hu.........aur agar aap chale jayenge to aur bhi achchhi ho jaungi.........”aarti ka har sabd sahil ke dil ko cheer dene wala tha ..........lekin aaj sahil ko fark nhi pad raha tha............use bas ek bat ki fikar thi........apni aarti ki.
Sahil kuchh nhi bol raha tha bas chupchap use dekh raha tha...............fir wo achanak se chalkar uske pas pahuch gaya..................aur usko jor se apne seene se laga liya..................
“aarti, sab thik ho jayega....mai aagya hu na........ab m sab thik kar dunga........mujhe maaf kar do .....tumhe chhoda ke chala gya na ....isiliye ye haal bana liya hai na...............ab nahi jaunga....chahe tum kitna bhi bhagao..........mai nahi jaunga.............sab thik ho jayegi aarti..............sab” sahil ro raha tha aur pyar se aarti ke balo me hath pher raha tha............didi aur juhi ke bhi aansu bah rahe the.
Lekin aarti abhi ek patthar ki moorat bani huyi thi.
“chale jaiye aap....plsssss........jaiye.........i hate u...........bahut nafarat karti hu mai aapse.......jaiye nahi to mera mara muh dekhenge aap.....” aarti cheekh padi.
Sahil ek dam jhat se us se alaga ho gya..............ye kya kah rahi thi aarti...........sahil ki aankho ke aage jaise andhera sa chha gya................ “mera mara muh dekhenge aap” aarti ke ye sabd uske dil ko kirchi kirchi bikher gaye............jiski khusi ke siwa aaj tak usne kuchh chaha hi nahi, aaj usne kaha tha use jane ko...........
“nahi aartiiiiiiiiiiii....pls......mai ja rha hu .........kabhi nahi aaunga.......kabhi bhi nahi....tum kabhi dubara ye mat kahana.....kabhi bhi mat kahana.........aarti shayad tum sab bhool gayi lekin mujhe mere bachpan ki wo gudiya aaj bhi yad hai aarti.............aur mai apni gudiya se aaj bhi utna hi pyar karta hu...........aisa fir kabhi mat kahana......jaa rha hu mai..............jaa rha hu aarti....is bar nhi aaunga.........khus rahna...” sahil ne apne aansu ponchhe aur teji se bahar ki or badha .
“sahillllll...”didi ne aawaz lagayi.”
“mummy meri kasam plssss......” aarti jaldi se chikhi.......
Sahil ek pal ko thithka ,juhi bhi ruk gayi..............pichhe muda ......poora chehra aansuo se bhiga hua tha..............
“ GOOD BYE AARTI ” bas itna hi kaha aur wapas muda.......kuchh kadam chala tha ki dhadam ki aawaz par wapas muda.............aarti farsh par giri huyi thi aur uski naak se khoon nikal raha tha.
“AARTIIIIIIIIIIIII”” sahil ki cheekh se jarra jarra kaanp gaya tha us fiza ka............
Wo paglo ki tarah aarti ki or badha aur use apn baho me utha liya..................
“aankhe kholo aarti..............mai chala jaunga...........hmesa ke liye ............sach kah raha hu...........tumhari kasam aarti apni shakl bhi nahi dikhaunga........bas aankhe kholo..........aise to mat rutho yar.......pls...............doctorrrrrr.............” sahil uske galo ko thapthapata raha aur fir god me uthaye ward ki or bhagne laga .......
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Aarti admit thi ........behosh thi..........aur sahil ka chehra safed ho gya tha............usne ek chuupi sadh li thi kisi se kuchh nhi bol raha tha.............
Jeeja bhi aa gaye the............juhi aur jeeja aarti ke pas the aur sahil chuchap didi ke pas chala gya jo usi cottage me mandir ke samne baithi ro rahi thi.....................
Rat ke 9.00 baj rahe the...............
Sahil jakar didi ke samne khada ho gya...............didi ne use dekha to apne aansu ponchhe aur wo bhi khadi ho gayi...............sahil ki aankho me ek sawal tha.............aur us sawal se didi ko dar lag raha tha.............
Sahil ne apne back se pistol nikali aur apne sar par laga li....................
“sahil ye kya kar rha hai..........pls....nahi beta.......plss...ise rakh de.......sahil plss..........” didi ek dam sann rah gayi............
“bataiye mujhe sab sach sach..........aap sabne mujh se hamesa jhooth bola hai...........lekin agar aaj mujhe ek bhi bat jhoothi lagi to mai khud ko shoot kar lunga.............mummy ki kasam hai mujhe.” Sahil bahut thahar thahar kar bol raha tha....bahut dard tha uski aawaz me.
“mai sab sach bataungi...........plss ise dur rakh de..........plsss beta................aarti ki kasam sahil plsssssssssssss................mai sab sach bataungi...................” didi gidgida rahi thi....sahil ne pistol door phenk di aur didi ki or dekhne laga.........
“sahil itani himmat nahi hai mere andar..........aa mere sath...............”didi bilakh bilakh kar ro rhi thi aur room me rakhe ek suitcase ko khola ........usme dher sare papers the......didi ne ek 3-4 pages ki file nikali aur sahil ko pakda di..................
Didi buri tarah ro rahi thi .......sahil ke hath kaanp rahe the......usne patthar ka kaleja karke file ka cover palat diya.............
FRONT PAGE----
PATIENT NAME - AARTI SINGH.
DISORDER- LEUKAEMIA (BLOOD CANCER)
DIAGNOSIS DATE- 20/0*/20**
Date wise lagbhag 6-7 sal pahle se...................sahil ke hath se file gir gayi ,uski aankho ke samne andhera chha gaya ,use jor ka chakkar aaya aur wo wahi dhadam se farsh par gir gaya aur behsoh ho gya.
Didi jor se chillayi.........”sahilllllllllllll”
Aaj aur kuchh nhi kah paunga dosto......... SORRY.
(dosto aarti ko bimari bahut pahle se thi uske symptoms bhi the lekin is story me maine mention nhi kiye nahi to story behad predictable ho jati............jaise jab sahil ke accident ke bad wo aati hai to bhi kayi sari prblms face karti hai lekin chunki ye sab sahil se chhupaya gya tha to mai wo mention nhi kar sakta tha......baki sare sawalo ke zawab kal khud aarti degi ... bas do update aur door hai ye dard apne anjaam se .........thank u )
Sahil ki aankhe us tasweer se chipak kar rah gayi...............
“jeevan-vatika” .........use aarti yha lekar gayi thi........use sab yad aa rha tha...........
“Kahi wo sab log shimla to nhi chale gaye..................”achanak sahil ko khyal aaya..........
“par shimla kyu jayenge...........ho sakta hai ki didi ghoomne gayi ho....rohan to pahle se hi ghar par nhi rahta aur aarti vishal ke bich kuchh unban huyi ho.........ho sakta hai aarti ka shimla jana use pasand na ho............lekin fir vishal ki baten............??????” sahil ke soch ke ghode bahut tej daud rahe the lekin wo kisi nateeje par nhi pahuch paa rha tha........thak harkar wo wapas laut aaya juhi ke pas...........dil to chah raha tha ki ud kar pahuch jaye aarti ke pas lekin juhi ko kaise chhod deta.................????????
“kya hua sahil...........”juhi hath me coffee ka cup lekar sahil ke bagal me baith gayi aur use pakadate huye boli.
“kuchh nhi.........juhi aarti ne MBBS nhi kiya tha.............usne jhooth bola tha............aur bhi jane kya kya jhooth kaha hai usne................” sahil bahut dard me tha aaj...........bas itna hi bola .
“kaha hai abhi wo.............”juhi ka dil ro raha tha lekin badi majbooti se usne khud ko sambhal rakha tha.............
“pata nhi ............” sahil is bar bhi itna hi bol paya .........uski aawaz ab bheegne lagi thi.
“sahil,u ok na.........thik ho na aap.............” juhi ne pyar se uske kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha...........
“nhi juhi !!!!!!!!! Thik nhi hu mai.........mujhe khud se nafarat hoti hai, bahut jyada nafarat...............mai bahut khudgarz insaan ho gya hu juhi.............kisi ke liye life me kuchh nhi kiya maine............bas hmesa apne bare me socha ..........keval apne khusiyo ki parvah ki maine,.................” sahil ke aansu ab aankho me samaa nhi paa rhe the.
“aisa mat kahiye sahil........plz......” juhi ka zabt bhi ab zawab de raha tha.
“nhi juhi kah lene do............plsss.....nhi to mera sar fat jayega...........juhi mai tumhare sath bahut galat kar rha hu .......mujhe ahsaas hai juhi .......kya kuchh nhi kiya tumne mere liye...........meri kismet ke sitare ko gardish se nikalakar bulandi par pahucha diya............meri roti bilakhati zindagi me ek bar fir se naye rang bhar diye...........mujhe sab yad hai juhi..........wo tadpana ,bilakhana aur fir wo tumhara mujhe samet lena..................” sahil ab ro raha tha aur bole ja raha tha................
“juhi mai kuchh nhi bhoola hu.............kis tarah se tumne aur khan baba ne ek marte huye insaan ko nayi zindagi di, kaise bhool sakta hu mai...................khan baba se kiya wada yad hai mujhe juhi...........lekin mai wo wada nibha nhi paa raha ..........ahsaah hai mujhe......................mai kya karu juhi...........sari duniya se takra jaun tumhare liye.........lekin jab us ka nam aa jata hai to mai bahut bebas ho jata hu..............haan juhi mai bahut majboor ho jata hu............meri sari soch mera sath chhod deti hai..........uski muhabbat mujhe kuchh sochane nhi deti.............” juhi ke bhi aansu bah rahe the aur wo sahil ka hath apne hatho me lekar uski baten sun rahi thi.
“juhi tumhe to sab pata hai, janti ho na kya kiya hai usne mere sath.......lekin fir bhi mera dil uski or bhagata hai............use dekhne ko dil karta hai.........juhi main kya karu ..........plsss batao mai kya karu.............mujhe maaf kar do juhi ...........pls maaf kar do yaar.............” sahil itna bol kar chup ho gaya aur niche dekhne laga....aansu tap tap jameen par gir rahe the.
“sahil, maine muhabbat ki is shiddat se hi to muhabbat ki hai..........aapki muhabbat me itani tadap thi ki mujhe aapse muhabbat ho gayi..........aur muhabbat me insaan kitna majboor ho jata hai iska ahsaas mujhe bhi hai..................sahil aap kabhi mat sochiyega ki aap mujhe dhokha de rahe hai..........sahil aap jaiye aarti ka pata lagane................aap jab bhi aayenge juhi aapko aise hi aapka intjaar karti huyi milegi.........” juhi sachmuch ki pari thi kyuki itna badaa dil kisi insaan ka to nhi ho sakta...........
“nahi juhi..........mai nhi jaunga akele.......tum chalo mere sath.......pls.........” sahil ne kaha.
Aur juhi ne ek bar nhi puchha mai kyu jau,kaha jana hai,kab jana hai...........apni muhabbat ki muhabbat dhundane jane ko taiyar ho gayi wo pari.........use dhundhane ja rahi thi juhi , jiske milne se bhi use dukh hona tha aur jiske na milne se bhi use dukh hi hona tha.................
Sahil ne ek bar shimla jane ka faisla kar liya tha.....dilli me jitana pata kar sakta tha kar liya lekin kuchh pata nhi chal paya............sahil aur juhi dusre din shimla pahuch gaye..............
Sahil seedha us hospital gaya jaha use aarti lekar gayi thi...........
Ek bar fir se sahil ko chhan bin karni padi.............hospital ka administration waise hi tha jaise sabhi bade hospital ka hota hai......students aur patients ke sare recorda alag alag jagah maintain kiye jate the............sahil ke puchhane par pata chala ki same aarti singh ka admission waha hua tha lagbhag 6-7 sal pahle aur usne waha se apni MBBS ki degree complete ki thi............
Sahil ne aur kuchh nhi puchha aur juhi ke sath bahar nikal aaya................lekin abhi bhi kayi sare sawal the jinke jawab nhi mile the......khas karke aarti aur vishal ki shadi ka .
Sahil ne ek nazar door bane khoobsoorat JEEVAN VATIKA CAMPUS par dali aur juhi ke sath us or badh gaya.............
Thodi der wha ki khakh chaan ne ke bat sahil bahar nikal gaya.........wha se bhi aarti ka koi surag nhi mila..........sahil ka dil bahut bhari ho raha tha...............
Wha ke staff se pta chala thi ki aarti nam ka koi wha nahi tha.........sahil behad uadas sa bahar aa gya aur chuchap ek bench par baith gya.........juhi bhi sath me thi aur sahil ke dil me chal rahe tut foot ko mahsoos kar rhi thi lekin aaj wo bhi bahut majboor thi.
Sahil kuchh der yuhi chuchap baitha raha fir juhi ki aankho me dekhte huye bola................
“juhi,kaha dhundhu mai use........milti kyu nahi wo mujhe.......aise bhi koi naraz hota hai kya......... Juhi tum ne har kadam par mera sath diya hai...........juhi tum to pari ho na...plss bolo na apne us khuda se ki ek bar mila de mujhe us se ........mai use ek bar dekh lu fir chala jaunga..........plss juhi bola na ki mujhe ek bar aarti se mila de.” Sahil itane yakeen se kah raha tha mano sach me juhi koi pari ho aur uske pas koi jadu ki chhadi ho.
“sahil,aarti aapko jaroor milegi......jaroor se milegi....plsss rowo mat sona.” Juhi ne uske aansu ponchhte huye use apne gale se laga liya aur dil me apne rab se dua mangne lagi..........apni muhabbat ko khud se door karne ki dua............ uske kisi aur ke ho jane ki dua...........wo jan chuki thi ki chahe aarti ne sahil ke sath kuchh bhi kiya ,lekin sahil ke dil me aaj bhi aarti hi dhadakati hai........aur wo sahil ko uski muhabbat mil jane ki dua maang rahi thi............bina apni muhabbat ki parwah kiye....... Kaisi muhabbat hai ye ????
Sahil aur juhi thodi der baad main gate se bahar nikale aur apni gadi ki or badhane lage.........sahil ke hath ek bar fir nirasha lagi thi.................lekin is bar uske sath ek pari thi, jo har pal uski takdeer ki rekhaon se lad rahi thi aur unhe badal rahi thi ............aur is bar bhi aisa hi hua................
“aap sahil hain na............” sahil sar jhukaye bahar nikal raha tha jab ek ladki ki aawaz par uska dhyan toota aur usne sar uthakar dekha.
Samne 3-4 ladkiyon ka group tha......aur unme se ek ladki wahi thi jo sahil ko tab mili thi jab wo aarti ke sath yha aaya tha.......sahil ne dhyan se dekha ...pahchan to gya tha par thoda confuse tha............
“are aapne shayad pahchana nhi.......mai aapse mili thi jab aap aarti ke sath aaye the.........remember?” ladki ne use yad dilaya.
“oh........haan....yad aaya.” Sahil ko umeed ki ek kiran nazar aayi.
“aarti se milne aaye the aap...........?”
“haa....kya hai wo yha par..........??” sahil ne jaldi se puchha.
“haa...cottage no 012 me hai.......shayad mummy ke sath apne..........aap kyu nhi aaye uske sath......she needs u..........zindagi ke ************ ” sahil ne bas cottage no hi suna aur juhi ke sath turant palat gya....aage wo ladki kya bol rahi thi usne suna bhi nahi.
Sahil daudate huye cottage dhundh raha tha......juhi bhi teji se uske pichhe aa rhi thi...............
010,011 and .........012......... sahil ne jor se door khola aur andar ghuste hi chilla pada...............
“aarti , kaha ho tum............mai aa gya aarti.”
Samne mummy bed par baithi huyi thi...............
“sahil?” didi ko jyada aascharya shayad nhi hua........mano wo sahil ka intzaar hi kar rahi thi.............
“didi ,aarti kaha hai...sab thik hai na..........kaha hai aarti........????” sahil ki aawaz me itani tadap thi ki didi ka bhi dil tadap utha...........aaj wo tufan aa hi gaya tha jiski aashanka unhe barso pahle ho gayi thi............
“haa wo bas..........sab thik h, aao.......meri tabiyat kharab ho gayi thi to aarti yha le aayi..............thik h sab kuchh.....are juhi...aa ja beti..........” didi ne juhi ko dekh liya jo darwaje par hi ruk gayi thi..............juhi ka dil bahut udas ho raha tha.........kitni berahmi se usne didi ko daant diya tha unke ghar par aur wo aaj bhi us se itane pyar se bat kar rhi thi...........
“aarti kaha hai didi.......” sahil ka sabr jawab de raha tha....aur uski bechaini un fizaon me ghul gayi thi .........................sahil ki is aawaz ke sath hi washroom ka darwaz khula aur aarti bahar nikal gayi.............sahil par nazar padi aur ek pal ko dono sari duniya bhool gaye...........
Sahil ki nazre us masoom mukhade par ja kar jam si gayi.........
Shadi ke bad pahli bar aarti ko dekh raha tha sahil.................gulabo ke jaisi khili khili rahne wali aarti patjhad ke phool ki jaise murjha gayi thi............kahi se dekhkar nahi lag raha tha ki uski shadi huyi hai......na sindur ,na mangalsootra.......kuchh bhi nahi..............bahut kmajor ho gayi thi wo.........chehra bilkul peela pad gaya tha.......aankhe dhans gayi thi aur unke niche kale dhabbe pad gaye the...........sahil ka kaleja fat raha tha juhi ko is haal me dekhkar.....................na koi shikwa aa raha tha uske dil me na koi sawal...bas ek tadap thi................
“didi ye kaisi ho gayi meri aarti..............aise to nahi chhoda tha maine aapke pas.........yahi khyal rakha aapne meri aarti ka didi......isliye mujhse juda kar diya ise ........”sahil ki aankhe fir barasane lagi.
Didi ki aankhe bhi bheeg gayi, juhi bhi ro rahi thi...........lekin aarti bilkul khamosh thi..................
“sahil aapko yha nahi aana chahiye tha............mummy ko thodi problem thi to mai yha le aayi..........baki sab thik hai......” aarti nishthurata ki moorat bani huyi thi......lekin sahil ko to wo bachapan ki hasti khilkhilati,use tang karti masoom si aarti nazar aa rahi thi.................
“aarti, ye kya haal bana liya apna............”sahil ko uski koi bat buri nahi lag rahi thi..............use bas aarti ki wo bujhi huyi aankhe dikh rahi thi.....jin aankho me kabhi uske liye jeevan ke haseen sapne hote the......sahil ka bas nhi chal raha tha ki wo daud kar aarti ke gale lag jaye............mamooli se suit salwar pahne wo barso ki thaki thaki si lag rahi thi.........aur chehre par sahil ke liye narazagi .....ya shayad naraz dikhane ki ek nakam kosis.
“mai thik hu.........aur agar aap chale jayenge to aur bhi achchhi ho jaungi.........”aarti ka har sabd sahil ke dil ko cheer dene wala tha ..........lekin aaj sahil ko fark nhi pad raha tha............use bas ek bat ki fikar thi........apni aarti ki.
Sahil kuchh nhi bol raha tha bas chupchap use dekh raha tha...............fir wo achanak se chalkar uske pas pahuch gaya..................aur usko jor se apne seene se laga liya..................
“aarti, sab thik ho jayega....mai aagya hu na........ab m sab thik kar dunga........mujhe maaf kar do .....tumhe chhoda ke chala gya na ....isiliye ye haal bana liya hai na...............ab nahi jaunga....chahe tum kitna bhi bhagao..........mai nahi jaunga.............sab thik ho jayegi aarti..............sab” sahil ro raha tha aur pyar se aarti ke balo me hath pher raha tha............didi aur juhi ke bhi aansu bah rahe the.
Lekin aarti abhi ek patthar ki moorat bani huyi thi.
“chale jaiye aap....plsssss........jaiye.........i hate u...........bahut nafarat karti hu mai aapse.......jaiye nahi to mera mara muh dekhenge aap.....” aarti cheekh padi.
Sahil ek dam jhat se us se alaga ho gya..............ye kya kah rahi thi aarti...........sahil ki aankho ke aage jaise andhera sa chha gya................ “mera mara muh dekhenge aap” aarti ke ye sabd uske dil ko kirchi kirchi bikher gaye............jiski khusi ke siwa aaj tak usne kuchh chaha hi nahi, aaj usne kaha tha use jane ko...........
“nahi aartiiiiiiiiiiii....pls......mai ja rha hu .........kabhi nahi aaunga.......kabhi bhi nahi....tum kabhi dubara ye mat kahana.....kabhi bhi mat kahana.........aarti shayad tum sab bhool gayi lekin mujhe mere bachpan ki wo gudiya aaj bhi yad hai aarti.............aur mai apni gudiya se aaj bhi utna hi pyar karta hu...........aisa fir kabhi mat kahana......jaa rha hu mai..............jaa rha hu aarti....is bar nhi aaunga.........khus rahna...” sahil ne apne aansu ponchhe aur teji se bahar ki or badha .
“sahillllll...”didi ne aawaz lagayi.”
“mummy meri kasam plssss......” aarti jaldi se chikhi.......
Sahil ek pal ko thithka ,juhi bhi ruk gayi..............pichhe muda ......poora chehra aansuo se bhiga hua tha..............
“ GOOD BYE AARTI ” bas itna hi kaha aur wapas muda.......kuchh kadam chala tha ki dhadam ki aawaz par wapas muda.............aarti farsh par giri huyi thi aur uski naak se khoon nikal raha tha.
“AARTIIIIIIIIIIIII”” sahil ki cheekh se jarra jarra kaanp gaya tha us fiza ka............
Wo paglo ki tarah aarti ki or badha aur use apn baho me utha liya..................
“aankhe kholo aarti..............mai chala jaunga...........hmesa ke liye ............sach kah raha hu...........tumhari kasam aarti apni shakl bhi nahi dikhaunga........bas aankhe kholo..........aise to mat rutho yar.......pls...............doctorrrrrr.............” sahil uske galo ko thapthapata raha aur fir god me uthaye ward ki or bhagne laga .......
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Aarti admit thi ........behosh thi..........aur sahil ka chehra safed ho gya tha............usne ek chuupi sadh li thi kisi se kuchh nhi bol raha tha.............
Jeeja bhi aa gaye the............juhi aur jeeja aarti ke pas the aur sahil chuchap didi ke pas chala gya jo usi cottage me mandir ke samne baithi ro rahi thi.....................
Rat ke 9.00 baj rahe the...............
Sahil jakar didi ke samne khada ho gya...............didi ne use dekha to apne aansu ponchhe aur wo bhi khadi ho gayi...............sahil ki aankho me ek sawal tha.............aur us sawal se didi ko dar lag raha tha.............
Sahil ne apne back se pistol nikali aur apne sar par laga li....................
“sahil ye kya kar rha hai..........pls....nahi beta.......plss...ise rakh de.......sahil plss..........” didi ek dam sann rah gayi............
“bataiye mujhe sab sach sach..........aap sabne mujh se hamesa jhooth bola hai...........lekin agar aaj mujhe ek bhi bat jhoothi lagi to mai khud ko shoot kar lunga.............mummy ki kasam hai mujhe.” Sahil bahut thahar thahar kar bol raha tha....bahut dard tha uski aawaz me.
“mai sab sach bataungi...........plss ise dur rakh de..........plsss beta................aarti ki kasam sahil plsssssssssssss................mai sab sach bataungi...................” didi gidgida rahi thi....sahil ne pistol door phenk di aur didi ki or dekhne laga.........
“sahil itani himmat nahi hai mere andar..........aa mere sath...............”didi bilakh bilakh kar ro rhi thi aur room me rakhe ek suitcase ko khola ........usme dher sare papers the......didi ne ek 3-4 pages ki file nikali aur sahil ko pakda di..................
Didi buri tarah ro rahi thi .......sahil ke hath kaanp rahe the......usne patthar ka kaleja karke file ka cover palat diya.............
FRONT PAGE----
PATIENT NAME - AARTI SINGH.
DISORDER- LEUKAEMIA (BLOOD CANCER)
DIAGNOSIS DATE- 20/0*/20**
Date wise lagbhag 6-7 sal pahle se...................sahil ke hath se file gir gayi ,uski aankho ke samne andhera chha gaya ,use jor ka chakkar aaya aur wo wahi dhadam se farsh par gir gaya aur behsoh ho gya.
Didi jor se chillayi.........”sahilllllllllllll”
Aaj aur kuchh nhi kah paunga dosto......... SORRY.
(dosto aarti ko bimari bahut pahle se thi uske symptoms bhi the lekin is story me maine mention nhi kiye nahi to story behad predictable ho jati............jaise jab sahil ke accident ke bad wo aati hai to bhi kayi sari prblms face karti hai lekin chunki ye sab sahil se chhupaya gya tha to mai wo mention nhi kar sakta tha......baki sare sawalo ke zawab kal khud aarti degi ... bas do update aur door hai ye dard apne anjaam se .........thank u )