Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
Posted: 09 Dec 2016 23:19
UPDATE 76-
“ sach me tum bahut khoobsoorat lag rhi ho …ab meri nazar bar bar tum par jar hi hai to mai kya karu …” sahil ko uska yu lajana sharmana bahut achchha lag rha tha….
“jhoote kahi ke “
Aarti ko sahil ke muh se apni tariff bahut achchhi lagi thi …ise pahle sahil kuchh kahata, didi jeeja ko aate dekha to hatkar thode door door baith gaye…..
Restaurant me pahuchkar sabne apne apni pasand ke order kiye ....aur khane ke bad aarti ko ukse papa ne shopping karwayi…. der rat sab log ghar pahuche….
chandani rat thi aur sab log apne kamre me the …sahil aur aarti bahar chandani rat me chatai bichahakar chhat par baithe the …..
Sahil yuhi aarti ki or dekhta hai aur aarti fir se muskura deti hai….sahil apni nazre jhuka leta hai…abhi bhi dono me ek jhijhak thi aur unka payr sharmane aur muskurane ki is sarhad ko par nhi kar paya tha.
“kya soch rhe ho aap ?”
“yhi soch rha hu ki jo ham kar rhe hai galat hai ya sahi ?? “
“kya pyar karna galat hai …???”
“nhi aarti ….tum sab kcuhh janti ho fir bhi ….kya hoga hamare is pyar ka anjaam ??? kya koi manega hamare is rishte ko …kya mummy papa manenge,kya didi jeeja manenge…kya duniya manegi …??”
“mujhe kisi ki parwah nhi hai …aur meri duniya bas aap se hi hai “ aarti ne sahil ke kandhe par sar tika diya …
“aur ek bat aap aur jan lo kabhi mujhe chhodane ki mat sochana….meri life ya to aapke sath hai …ya fir…….nhi hai “ aarti ne apni aankhe band kate huye kahaa.
“nhi pagal…kabhi nhi chhodunga …tumhe kya lagta hai mai tumhe chhodakr jee paunga…pyar to tumse hamesa se hi tha…bas kabhi samjh nhi paya…duniyo ke riwajo se dar lagta hai….”sahil ne apne sar uske sar se tikate huye kaha.
Aarti kuchh nhi boli ….sahil ke majboot kandho par duniya se beniyaz use sukoon mil rha tha ….
“ aarti? “ sahil ne pukara..
“hmmm”
“kuchh mangu ,dogi “
“kya??” aarti us se alag huyi aur uski aankho me dekhte huye boli.
“ek bar wo geet suno do…dil deewana bin sajna ke ?? sahil ne kaha.
Aarti ne koi na nukoor nhi kiya aur fir se sahil ke kandhe par sar rakhkar pyar se gane lagi …aaj aarti ki aawaz me ek alag hi mithas thi …qki aaj uske geet me sachmuch ek sandesh tha ….ek chahat thi .geet khatm hote hote sahil aarti ki god me sar rakhkar let chukka tha aur aarti pyar se uske balo me hath fer rhi thi ….
“bahut achchha gati ho , thank you…vaise kis ke liye gaya ye geet?? “ sahil ab firse aarti ko chhedne par aa gya tha ..
“mujhe nhi pta “ aarti samjh gayi uski sharaarat.
“lekin mujhe to jan na hai ?
“to fir khud hi pta lar lo”
“tum bta do na “
“achchha bta du ???”
“haa”
“Sach me ??”
“bataa bhi do “
“ek jungali ullu ke liye “
“sadeli si “ sahil ne ruthne ka natak karte huye muh dusri or kar liya …
“are,,are..areeeee …naraz ho gaye ..achchha sorry baba…ek bat aap se puchho ?””
“nhi…” sahil ne kaha ..
“haan haan jaise aap nhi kah doge aur mai maan jaungi…mai to puchhungi …”
Sahil ko dusri or dekhta dekhkar aarti ne apne komal hatho se uske gal ko sahlate huye apni or chahra kiya aur uski aankho me dekhte hue boli..
“hey ,,sorry bola na yar …aap ke liye gaa rhi thi ….basss khusss” aarti badi muskil se bol payi …
Sahil ka chehra khil gya ….naraz to wo tha nhi lekin apne pyar se koi premi roothta hi isi umeed me hai ki wo use manayegi …aur aisa hi hua…sahil ne aarti ki najuk kalai pakad li …gori kalayiyo me chudiya bahut pyari lag rhi thi …aarti ne apna hath chudane ki koi kosis nhi ki …sahil uski chudiyo se khelne lagaa…
“puchhu aap se ek bat ??”
“hmm” sahil ne kaha.
“aap hamesa mujhe aise hi chahoge na…zindagi bhar ….” Aarti ne bade bharose ,bade maan ke sath puchha.
“Aarti mai tumhe kuchh sunata hu ….” Sahil uski god se uthkar baith gya …uske dono hath apne hatho me le liye …aur uski aankho me dekhte huye ke pyari si nazm suna ne lagaaa….
Sahil ko aarti ki bat ka jawab bhi dena tha aur apne dil ki gaharayi me usne bachpan se hi aarti ke liye kitna pyar chhupa rakha tha ye bhi batana tha ….usne
"Wo Kehti Hai, Sada Aisey Hi Kya Tumm Mujhko Chahogey
K Mai Iss Mai Kami Bilkul Gawara Karr Nahii Sakti
Mai Kehta Hoo’n, Mohabbat Kya Hai Ye Tumne Sikhaya Hai
Mujhe Tumsey Mohabbat K Siwa Kuchh Bhi Nahii Aata.
Wo Kehti Hai Judai Se Boht Darta Hai Dill Mera
K Tumko Khudd Se Hatt Kar Daikhna Mumkin Nahii Hai Abb
Mai Kehta Hoo’n Yahi Khadshey Boht Mujhko Satatey Hain
Magar Sach Hai Mohabbat Mai Judai Sath Chalti Hai.
Wo Kehti Hai Batao Kya Merey Binn Jee Sakogay Tumm
Meri Batain Meri Yadain, Meri Aankhain Bhula Do Gay?
Mai Kehta Hoo’n Kabhi Iss Baat Par Socha Nahii Mainey
Agar Ikk Pall Ko Bhi Sochoo’n Tau Sansain Rukne Lagti Hain.
Wo Kehti Hai Tumhe Mujhse Mohabbat Iss Qadar Kyu’n Hai
K Mai Ikk Aam Si Larhki Tumhe Kyu’n Khas Lagti Hoo’n
Mai Kehta Hoon Kabhi Khudko Meri Aankho’n Se Tum Daikho
Meri Deevangii Kyu’n Hai Ye Khud Hii Jaan Jaa’ogay.
Wo Kehti Hai Mujhe Waraftagee Se Daikhte Kyu’n Ho?
K Mai Khuddko Boht Hi Qeematii Mehsoos Karti Hoon
Mai Kehta Hoon Mata E Jaa’n Boht Anmol Hoti Hai
Tumhe Jab Dekhta Hoon Zindagi Mehsoos Karta Hoon.
Wo Kehti Hai Mujhey Alfaaz K Jughnoo Nahi Miltey
Tumhe Batla Sakoo’n Dill Mai Merey Kitni Mohabbat Hai
Mai Kehta Hoon Mohabbat To Nigaho’n Se Chhalakti Hai
Tumhari Khamoshi Mujhse Tumhari Baat Karti Hai.
Wo Kehti Hai Batao Na Kisey Khone Se Darte Ho?
Batao Kaun Hai Wo Jisko Ye Mausam Bulate Hain?
Mai Kehta Hoon Ye Meri Shayari Hai Aaina Dill Ka
Zara Daikho Batao Kuchh Tumhe Iss Mai Nazar Aaya.
Wo Kehti Hai K “Aashiq” Jee Boht Batain Banatey Ho
Magar Such Hai K Ye Batain Boht Hii Shaad Rakhti Hain
Mai Kehta Hoon Ye Sab Batain, Fasane Ikk Bahana Hain
K Pall Kuchh Zindagani K Tumharey Sath Katt Jayain
Phir Uss K Baad Khamoshi Ka Dilkash Raqs Hota Hai
Nagahain Bolti Hain Aur Labb Khamosh Rehte Hain.
Wo Kehti Hai Suno Jana’n Mohabbat Maum Ka Ghar Hai
Tapish Ye Bad Ghumani Ki Kahee’n Pighla Na De Isko
Mai Kehta Hoon K Jiss Dil Mai Zara Bhi Bad Ghumani Ho
Waha’n Kuchh Aur Ho Tau Ho Mohabbat Ho Nahi Sakti.
Wo Kehti Hai, Sada Aisey Hi Kya Tumm Mujhko Chahogey
K Mai Iss Mai Kami Bilkul Gawara Karr Nahii Sakti
Mai Kehta Hoon, Mohabbat Kya Hai Ye Tumne Sikhaya Hai
Mujhe Tumsey Mohabbat K Siwa Kuchh Bhi Nahi…………………….wo kahti hai…"
Nazm khatm ho chuki thi aur aarti ko lag rha tha ki wo kisi aur hi duniya me hai ….sahil ne aarti ke or dekha uska aankho se aansu k eek boond nikalkar uske gore gore mulayam galo ko bhigo rhi thi ….
“ek to tumhe ptaa nhi q har bat par rona aata hai….aansu hai ki rookte hi nhi ? “
Sahil ne jhat se uski aankho ke aansu pochh dale .Aarti sahil ke gale se lag gayi ..
“jab tak mai hu kabhi mat rona samjhi …mujhe tumhari aankho me aansu nhi dekhe jate …”
“ are ye to khusi ke aansu the ….jab aap mere sath ho to mujhe koi gham nhi …bas ye sochkar aansu aa gaye ki itna pyar karte the aap mujhse ….kabhi kah na sakte the ???”
“kaise kahta …duniya se darta tha ..aur tum se bhi ….kahi apna sabse pyar dost na kho du “
“pagal ho aap..idhar aao “ aarti ne apni bahe khol di aur sahil un baho me samaa gya …jahaa sukoon tha ,bharosa tha aur ek pyar bharaa jahaan tha.
Aarti sahil ke balo ko sahlane lagi ….thodi der sahil yuhi uske gale lagaa rha …rat ke 12.30 baj chuke the …
“sone chale ab “ aarti ne uske kan me dheere se kaha..
Sahil us se alag hua …aur naa me garden hila di …
“bahut der ho chuki hai …. chalte hai na” aarti usko mano kisi chhote bachche ki tarah samjha rhi thi ….
“thik hai …par ek shart hai “
“achchha jee..aur wo kya hai”
“bas yhi ki mai aapke sath hi soyunga” sahil aaram se aarti ka hath apne hatho me lekar fir se uski god me let gya aur aankh marta hua bola.
“hainnnnn” aarti ne hairat se aankhe badi karte huye uski or dekha …sahil ke hotho par ek shararati muskan thi …
“jee haa” usne itminana se kahaa .
“ sach me tum bahut khoobsoorat lag rhi ho …ab meri nazar bar bar tum par jar hi hai to mai kya karu …” sahil ko uska yu lajana sharmana bahut achchha lag rha tha….
“jhoote kahi ke “
Aarti ko sahil ke muh se apni tariff bahut achchhi lagi thi …ise pahle sahil kuchh kahata, didi jeeja ko aate dekha to hatkar thode door door baith gaye…..
Restaurant me pahuchkar sabne apne apni pasand ke order kiye ....aur khane ke bad aarti ko ukse papa ne shopping karwayi…. der rat sab log ghar pahuche….
chandani rat thi aur sab log apne kamre me the …sahil aur aarti bahar chandani rat me chatai bichahakar chhat par baithe the …..
Sahil yuhi aarti ki or dekhta hai aur aarti fir se muskura deti hai….sahil apni nazre jhuka leta hai…abhi bhi dono me ek jhijhak thi aur unka payr sharmane aur muskurane ki is sarhad ko par nhi kar paya tha.
“kya soch rhe ho aap ?”
“yhi soch rha hu ki jo ham kar rhe hai galat hai ya sahi ?? “
“kya pyar karna galat hai …???”
“nhi aarti ….tum sab kcuhh janti ho fir bhi ….kya hoga hamare is pyar ka anjaam ??? kya koi manega hamare is rishte ko …kya mummy papa manenge,kya didi jeeja manenge…kya duniya manegi …??”
“mujhe kisi ki parwah nhi hai …aur meri duniya bas aap se hi hai “ aarti ne sahil ke kandhe par sar tika diya …
“aur ek bat aap aur jan lo kabhi mujhe chhodane ki mat sochana….meri life ya to aapke sath hai …ya fir…….nhi hai “ aarti ne apni aankhe band kate huye kahaa.
“nhi pagal…kabhi nhi chhodunga …tumhe kya lagta hai mai tumhe chhodakr jee paunga…pyar to tumse hamesa se hi tha…bas kabhi samjh nhi paya…duniyo ke riwajo se dar lagta hai….”sahil ne apne sar uske sar se tikate huye kaha.
Aarti kuchh nhi boli ….sahil ke majboot kandho par duniya se beniyaz use sukoon mil rha tha ….
“ aarti? “ sahil ne pukara..
“hmmm”
“kuchh mangu ,dogi “
“kya??” aarti us se alag huyi aur uski aankho me dekhte huye boli.
“ek bar wo geet suno do…dil deewana bin sajna ke ?? sahil ne kaha.
Aarti ne koi na nukoor nhi kiya aur fir se sahil ke kandhe par sar rakhkar pyar se gane lagi …aaj aarti ki aawaz me ek alag hi mithas thi …qki aaj uske geet me sachmuch ek sandesh tha ….ek chahat thi .geet khatm hote hote sahil aarti ki god me sar rakhkar let chukka tha aur aarti pyar se uske balo me hath fer rhi thi ….
“bahut achchha gati ho , thank you…vaise kis ke liye gaya ye geet?? “ sahil ab firse aarti ko chhedne par aa gya tha ..
“mujhe nhi pta “ aarti samjh gayi uski sharaarat.
“lekin mujhe to jan na hai ?
“to fir khud hi pta lar lo”
“tum bta do na “
“achchha bta du ???”
“haa”
“Sach me ??”
“bataa bhi do “
“ek jungali ullu ke liye “
“sadeli si “ sahil ne ruthne ka natak karte huye muh dusri or kar liya …
“are,,are..areeeee …naraz ho gaye ..achchha sorry baba…ek bat aap se puchho ?””
“nhi…” sahil ne kaha ..
“haan haan jaise aap nhi kah doge aur mai maan jaungi…mai to puchhungi …”
Sahil ko dusri or dekhta dekhkar aarti ne apne komal hatho se uske gal ko sahlate huye apni or chahra kiya aur uski aankho me dekhte hue boli..
“hey ,,sorry bola na yar …aap ke liye gaa rhi thi ….basss khusss” aarti badi muskil se bol payi …
Sahil ka chehra khil gya ….naraz to wo tha nhi lekin apne pyar se koi premi roothta hi isi umeed me hai ki wo use manayegi …aur aisa hi hua…sahil ne aarti ki najuk kalai pakad li …gori kalayiyo me chudiya bahut pyari lag rhi thi …aarti ne apna hath chudane ki koi kosis nhi ki …sahil uski chudiyo se khelne lagaa…
“puchhu aap se ek bat ??”
“hmm” sahil ne kaha.
“aap hamesa mujhe aise hi chahoge na…zindagi bhar ….” Aarti ne bade bharose ,bade maan ke sath puchha.
“Aarti mai tumhe kuchh sunata hu ….” Sahil uski god se uthkar baith gya …uske dono hath apne hatho me le liye …aur uski aankho me dekhte huye ke pyari si nazm suna ne lagaaa….
Sahil ko aarti ki bat ka jawab bhi dena tha aur apne dil ki gaharayi me usne bachpan se hi aarti ke liye kitna pyar chhupa rakha tha ye bhi batana tha ….usne
"Wo Kehti Hai, Sada Aisey Hi Kya Tumm Mujhko Chahogey
K Mai Iss Mai Kami Bilkul Gawara Karr Nahii Sakti
Mai Kehta Hoo’n, Mohabbat Kya Hai Ye Tumne Sikhaya Hai
Mujhe Tumsey Mohabbat K Siwa Kuchh Bhi Nahii Aata.
Wo Kehti Hai Judai Se Boht Darta Hai Dill Mera
K Tumko Khudd Se Hatt Kar Daikhna Mumkin Nahii Hai Abb
Mai Kehta Hoo’n Yahi Khadshey Boht Mujhko Satatey Hain
Magar Sach Hai Mohabbat Mai Judai Sath Chalti Hai.
Wo Kehti Hai Batao Kya Merey Binn Jee Sakogay Tumm
Meri Batain Meri Yadain, Meri Aankhain Bhula Do Gay?
Mai Kehta Hoo’n Kabhi Iss Baat Par Socha Nahii Mainey
Agar Ikk Pall Ko Bhi Sochoo’n Tau Sansain Rukne Lagti Hain.
Wo Kehti Hai Tumhe Mujhse Mohabbat Iss Qadar Kyu’n Hai
K Mai Ikk Aam Si Larhki Tumhe Kyu’n Khas Lagti Hoo’n
Mai Kehta Hoon Kabhi Khudko Meri Aankho’n Se Tum Daikho
Meri Deevangii Kyu’n Hai Ye Khud Hii Jaan Jaa’ogay.
Wo Kehti Hai Mujhe Waraftagee Se Daikhte Kyu’n Ho?
K Mai Khuddko Boht Hi Qeematii Mehsoos Karti Hoon
Mai Kehta Hoon Mata E Jaa’n Boht Anmol Hoti Hai
Tumhe Jab Dekhta Hoon Zindagi Mehsoos Karta Hoon.
Wo Kehti Hai Mujhey Alfaaz K Jughnoo Nahi Miltey
Tumhe Batla Sakoo’n Dill Mai Merey Kitni Mohabbat Hai
Mai Kehta Hoon Mohabbat To Nigaho’n Se Chhalakti Hai
Tumhari Khamoshi Mujhse Tumhari Baat Karti Hai.
Wo Kehti Hai Batao Na Kisey Khone Se Darte Ho?
Batao Kaun Hai Wo Jisko Ye Mausam Bulate Hain?
Mai Kehta Hoon Ye Meri Shayari Hai Aaina Dill Ka
Zara Daikho Batao Kuchh Tumhe Iss Mai Nazar Aaya.
Wo Kehti Hai K “Aashiq” Jee Boht Batain Banatey Ho
Magar Such Hai K Ye Batain Boht Hii Shaad Rakhti Hain
Mai Kehta Hoon Ye Sab Batain, Fasane Ikk Bahana Hain
K Pall Kuchh Zindagani K Tumharey Sath Katt Jayain
Phir Uss K Baad Khamoshi Ka Dilkash Raqs Hota Hai
Nagahain Bolti Hain Aur Labb Khamosh Rehte Hain.
Wo Kehti Hai Suno Jana’n Mohabbat Maum Ka Ghar Hai
Tapish Ye Bad Ghumani Ki Kahee’n Pighla Na De Isko
Mai Kehta Hoon K Jiss Dil Mai Zara Bhi Bad Ghumani Ho
Waha’n Kuchh Aur Ho Tau Ho Mohabbat Ho Nahi Sakti.
Wo Kehti Hai, Sada Aisey Hi Kya Tumm Mujhko Chahogey
K Mai Iss Mai Kami Bilkul Gawara Karr Nahii Sakti
Mai Kehta Hoon, Mohabbat Kya Hai Ye Tumne Sikhaya Hai
Mujhe Tumsey Mohabbat K Siwa Kuchh Bhi Nahi…………………….wo kahti hai…"
Nazm khatm ho chuki thi aur aarti ko lag rha tha ki wo kisi aur hi duniya me hai ….sahil ne aarti ke or dekha uska aankho se aansu k eek boond nikalkar uske gore gore mulayam galo ko bhigo rhi thi ….
“ek to tumhe ptaa nhi q har bat par rona aata hai….aansu hai ki rookte hi nhi ? “
Sahil ne jhat se uski aankho ke aansu pochh dale .Aarti sahil ke gale se lag gayi ..
“jab tak mai hu kabhi mat rona samjhi …mujhe tumhari aankho me aansu nhi dekhe jate …”
“ are ye to khusi ke aansu the ….jab aap mere sath ho to mujhe koi gham nhi …bas ye sochkar aansu aa gaye ki itna pyar karte the aap mujhse ….kabhi kah na sakte the ???”
“kaise kahta …duniya se darta tha ..aur tum se bhi ….kahi apna sabse pyar dost na kho du “
“pagal ho aap..idhar aao “ aarti ne apni bahe khol di aur sahil un baho me samaa gya …jahaa sukoon tha ,bharosa tha aur ek pyar bharaa jahaan tha.
Aarti sahil ke balo ko sahlane lagi ….thodi der sahil yuhi uske gale lagaa rha …rat ke 12.30 baj chuke the …
“sone chale ab “ aarti ne uske kan me dheere se kaha..
Sahil us se alag hua …aur naa me garden hila di …
“bahut der ho chuki hai …. chalte hai na” aarti usko mano kisi chhote bachche ki tarah samjha rhi thi ….
“thik hai …par ek shart hai “
“achchha jee..aur wo kya hai”
“bas yhi ki mai aapke sath hi soyunga” sahil aaram se aarti ka hath apne hatho me lekar fir se uski god me let gya aur aankh marta hua bola.
“hainnnnn” aarti ne hairat se aankhe badi karte huye uski or dekha …sahil ke hotho par ek shararati muskan thi …
“jee haa” usne itminana se kahaa .