Re: love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA-xossip
Posted: 09 Dec 2016 23:20
UPDATE 79-
Sahil aur aarti ke pyar ka rang gahra hota ja rha tha….aarti aur sahil ab bhi ekdusre se vaise hi ladte aur ab bhi parinam whi hota- sahil ki haar…..lekin ab aarti sahil se lajati bhi thi…aur sahil ko uska lajana -sharmana bahut achchha lagta tha ….
Subah ke 9 baje the…….Sahil aaj gaon ja rha tha..sham 7.30 ki train thi …..aarti ko jane ki permission ghar se to sahil ne dila di thi lekin use bahut sare apne documents etc. taiyar rakhne the counciling ke liye isliye wo sahil ke saath nhi ja pa rhi thi.
Sahil ko aarti aaj subah se hi kam dikh rhi thi aur bar bar uski nazre aarti ko talash rhi thi….ek do bar wo dikhi bhi thi to sahil ke samne nhi rook rhi thi….sab log khana kha kar apne apne room me the …dophar ke koi 2 baj rhe the….sahil ki sari packing ho chuki thi is samay wo chup chap apne room me baitha tha ………..man to uska bhi udas ho rha tha …bhale hi gaon jane ki khusi thi lekinn aarti se door jane ka gham bhi tha…. Aakhirkar us se rha nhi gya aur usne aarti ke mobile par sms kiya…………….
“jab koi kahi ja rha ho to us se naraz nhi hote …...kya pata kaun si mulakat aakhiri ho”
Sahil ko pta tha ki aarti naraz us se nhi h,,..bas uske jane se udas h isiliye shayad uske samne nhi aa rhi lekin use puri umeed thi ki uske bheje huye is sms ka reply jaroor aayega –usne bat hi aisi likh di thi….jawab to aana hi tha…lekin jo jawab aaya wo sahil ki umeed se badhkar tha …. 2 mi bhi pure nhi huye the ki aarti dandanate huye sahl ke room me pahuchi……
“aapko bahut mjaa aata hai na mujhe rulane me….” Wo darwaze se chand kadam andar aakr khadi thi aur aankho me aa rhi aansuo ke badh ko palko se rokne ki kosis kar rhi thi….uska udas udas sa masoom chehra is kadar pyara lag rha tha ki ek pal ko sachmuch sahil ne khud ko gali di jo use rula diya……aarti ke chehre par dard aur gusse ke mile jule bhav the …uski aankhe surkh lal ho rhi thi aur chehra gulabi ….lambi kali julfo ki chand laten aaj bhi uske galon ko choom rhi thi…aaj bhi aarti utani hi haseen lag rhi thi …
“muh me jubaan nhi hai …??? ..aarti kar to gussa rhi thi lekin aankhe thi ki juban ka sath nhi de rhi thi…
Sahil dheere se chalta hua aarti ke pas gya aur use pakadkar apne gale se lagaa liya….aarti jo itni der se sabr ki thi sahil ke kandho ka sahara paa kar foot padi…sahil use lekar bed ke pas pahucha….thodi der tak aarti sahil se lage yuhi subakati rhi … sahil ne kaha….
“ro kyu rhi ho yar….???”
“chup rahiye aap ….jaise ki kuchh maloom nhi hai…ek to ghar jar he h us par se ulti seedhi baten bolte hain…ha nhi to …..mai nhi jane dungi aapko” aarti sahil se lipat gayi ….
Sahil dheere dheere aarti ke balo ko sawarta rha aur use chup kara rha tha…
“mai jaldi aa jaunga jan….”
“nhi..ab main nhi jane dungi…aapne kyu kaha ki mulakat aakhiri ho ….aap jante hai kitna dar lagta hai mujhe aap se juda hone me…ab main nhi jane dungi…..chahe kuchh bhi ho “
“Aarti….sorry jaan…mujhe tumse milne ka bahut man kar rha tha …tumhe bahut miss kar rha tha ..tum subah se mujhse door door thi isliye ye msg kar diya ….lekin tumhe hurt karne ka intention nhi tha…fir bhi sorry …plz jane do na ………..ghar par mummy papa se mile bahut time ho gya …jab tak tum pyar se jane ko nhi bologi mai jaa nhi paunga….plzzz“
“Aap mujhe sorry mat bola kijiye …thik hai jaiye ….lekin aap apna khyal rakha kijiye aur mujhse aisi baten mat kiya kijiye….” Aarti sahil ke kande par sar rakhe huye us se lage baithi thi… ..sahil ne uska chehra apne hatho me liya..
“achchaa fir kaisi baten kiya karun….wo wali………..??” sahil ab use chhedane laga .
“dhattt…hatiye …chhodiye aap bahut badmash hote ja rhe ho …”
Aarti aur kuchh bol pati is se pahle hi sahil ne apni ek angli uske hotho par rakh di aur haule se apne hotho se uske gal ko choom lia….aarti sharm se laal ho gayi….wo mano khud me simat si gayi….sahil ne ek hath uski back par lagay aur aarti sahil ki god me aadhi leti si aa gayi….dono ekdusre ki aankho me dekh rhe the …..sahil ke honth dheere dheere aarti ke hotho ke kareeb aa gaye aur ab dono ke fadkte labo ke bich kuchh inch ka fasalaa tha …..sahil aarti ke labo se apne lab chhu rha tha lekin sirf kuchh seconds ke liye fir hata leta aur fir se halke se uski gulab ki pankhudiyo ko choom kar apne hoth hata leta …
Aarti Sahil ke hatho me kisi khilone ki tarah padi huyi thi jiske sath sahil khel rha tha …aarti hansti ,sharmati,sisakti aur fir sahil ke harkato ka jawab bhi deti…...halki fulki si aarti ko wo jaise chahe choom rha tha aur aarti bhi puri tarah se uske baho me samarpeet thi…..
Sahil ka bar bar aarti ke hotho ko halke se choom liya …..ab aarti ko bardssht nhi ho rha tha…sahil to shayad yhi chahta hi tha…aarti ne is bar sahil ke nichle hoth ko apne dono labo ke bich bharkar chusna suru kar diya…sahil bhi ab uttejana ki seema par karta ja rha tha ….aarti sahil ke gale me bahen dale use apani or khichti ja rhi thi aur uske hotho ko choos rhi thi….aarti ke boobs ab aur tight ur nukile lag rhe the..uske coton ke safed kurte me tane huye wo amrit kalash agar ab bhi na nichode jate to shayad khud ko apmanit mahsoos karte…. Sahil apni jaan ke husn ki daulat ko apmanit bhala kaise hone deta ….is bar usne himmat karke ek hath aarti ke baye santre par rakh diya….aarti ne jhat se sahil ke hoth chhode aur kuchh bolne ke liye muh khola hi tha ki is bar sahil ne morch sambhala aur aarti ke hotho ko muh me bharkar peene lagaa aur haule haule uske santro ko sahlane lagaa….aaarti bhi ab bahut garam ho chuki thi aur usne bhi virodh karna kam kar diya…aarti ke narm gudaj boobs sahil ke hatho se meeje ja rhe the aur sahil aarti ko hotho ko chhod hi nhi rha tha ….aarti mano hosh khoti si jar hi thi …uski aankhe khud band hoti ja rhi thi……sahil dono hatho se uske boobs daba rha tha lekin aarti ki halat dekhkar use thoda dar sa lagaa….
“Aarti…aarti..tum thik to ho na” becharaa…. use kya pata ki aarti ko wo sukh mil rha tha jiski tamnna har ladki karti hai…mard ke hatho apne husn ko lutaana har jawan kali ko ek nayi duniya ki sair karata hai…aarti usi duniya me thi shayad…
Shahil bhale hi kaam dev ki kam-baano se na bach paya ho lekin tha to abhi kora khiladi hi …usne aarti ko kuchh jawab na deta dekhkar jaldi se use khud se alag kiya bed par litaya aur uske galo ko thapthapne lagaa….aarti ne aankhe khol di….
“Aarti tum thik to ho na’’’”sahil ne puchha.
Aarti Sharma gyi ….ha me sar hila kar usne dusri or muh fer liya….kuchh palo ke bad sahil ki or dekha …sahil abhi bhi uski or aise dekh rha tha jasie us se koi galti ho gayi ho jiske liye wo sharminda hai….
Aarti ko hasi aa gyi aur usne pyar se apni bahe faila di…sahil jhat se uski baho me samaa gya….
“I m sorry jaan…tumne us din kaha tha ki ham sadi tak wait kar sakte hai ,,,lekin mai…….” sahil uske gale se lipte huye bol rha tha…
“koi bat nhi jannu.. …..mai to puri aapki hu…meraa sabkuchh aapka hai…aap kabhi bhi is bat ko lekar sharmnda mat hoiyega..”
“haa jaan …lekin mai bhi tumhari feelings ki kadr karta hu …aur tum sahi bhi ho ….mai puri kosis karunga ab..ki ham sadi tak…..” sahil ne janbookjhkar apni bat adhhori chood di…aarti sirf muskura kar rha gyi…
“lekin sirf kosis…haan…koi guarntee nhi hai…………..” sahil ne muskurate huye kaha….
Aap sach me bahut gande ho “ aarti fir se lajaa gyi…
Sham ke 6.30 baj rhe the aur sahil station ke liye nikal rha tha ….did jeeja bahar the …lekin aarti bahar nhi aayi thi ……
“Di mai apni watch bhool gya….abhi aaya” sahil teji se andar ki or gya ..
Aarti use andar wale darwaje par hi mil gyi ….wo ro rhi thi…
Sahil ki dil tadap utha….
“mat ro sona…mai jaldi aa jaunga …dekho tum rowogi to main nhi jaunga….”
Aarti ne apne aansu saf kiye …
“thank u…dekho time se kha pee lena aur meri kasam tumhe ,rona mat samjhi…tum rowgi to mera man bhi nhi lagega …samjh rhi ho na” aarti ne bas ha me sar hil diya…
“chalo ab chalta hu …jeeja ja rhe hai station tak chhodane …bahar wait kar rhe hai…”
“sahil plz aap jaldi aa jana..mujhe achchha nhi lagega aapke bina…” aarti uske seen se lag gyi….
“aa jaunga jan..chalo ab jane do ,,,ek kiss kar loo” sahil ne uske gal ko pyar se sahlate huye puchha ..
Aarti ne haa me sar hilaya aur sar jhuka liya….
“love you jaan”
“love you sona”
Sahil ne uske chehre ko hatho me bhar kar uske hotho ko choom liya aur fir bina rooke bahar bhaga…
Sahil ko ghar aaye teen din ho gye the ..jis din aa rha tha us di aur uske bad ek din tak to sabkuchh thik tha…aarti se kafi der tak baten hoti …….par kal se aarti uska phone receive nhi kar rhi thi …aur aaj usne phone utha to liya tha lekin abhi busy hu bad me bat karungi khakar rakh diya….sahil ko thoda feel hua lekin fir concilling se related kam sochkar aur aarti ke busy hone ka sochkar usne ignore kar diya..
Ghar par papa ki tabiyat thik nhi thi aur wo admit the 4-5 din tak …unhe kuchh heart problem thi….sahil jitna plan karke aaya tha us se lamba rookna pad gya tha…sahil hospital se ghar aur ghar se hospital inhi chakkaro me fassa tha…time nhi mil rha tha fir bhi wo aarti ko 3-4 bar phone jaroor try karta….aarti ya to phone nhi uthati ya phir kuchh bolkar call cut kar deti.
Sahil ka man ab bahut udas hone lagaa tha…use samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya ho rha
hai……aur sabse kamaal ki bat ye thi ki aaj sahil ko aaye lagbhag 15 din ho gye the aur pahle do dino ke bad se aarti ne use ek bar bhi call nhi kiya tha…….sahil se bat bhi thi se nhi kar rhi thi ….aur sahil se kuchh kahaa bhi nhi ....aaj fir ek lambi udasi ke bad sahil ne use phone kiya…kafi der bell jane ke bad aarti ne phone receive kiya……
“ha boliye” phone receive karte hi aarti ne kaha….sahil ko badi insult si feel huyi..
“kaisi ho Aarti….?”
“ekdam mast hu…aap bataiye kaise phone kiya…kuchh kam tha….” Sahil ke dil me jaise chann se kuchh toot gya…kya jawab deta bechara..
“nhiii..wo…wo….baki…baki sab log kaise hai” kisi tarah se usne apni bat puri ki.
“sab log thik hai….achcha aap bad me call karna ..abhi mai thodi busy hu …Bye”
“Aartiiiiiiiii” sahil ke kuchh bolne se pahle hi phone disconnect ho gya tha…
Aaj bhi whi hua jo pichhle 10 dino se ho rha tha …sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gye the ….wo hospital ki seedhiyo pe bitha apne cell phone me feed aarti ke contact number ko dekhta rha tha aur aankh se ek aansu ki boond nikalkar screen par gir gayi…….
“aisa kya kar diya maine yar “ sahil ke hotho se bas itna hi nikla.
“Aarti mujhe bahut pyar karti hai …jaroor wo kisi bahut badi musibat me hai …ha..bikul aisa hi hai..aur wo mujhse chhupane ki kosis kar rhi hai ….taki mai paresan na hou…ha bikul yhi bat hai …wo bhala mujhe aise naraz kaise ho sakti hai ,,,jaan hai wo meri …mujhe jald hi delhi pahuchkar us se milna hai ….” Sahil apne dil me soch rha tha ….ye ishq bhi ajeeb rog hai dosto …jab bhi harne lagta hai ek nayi shakl akhtiyar kar leta hai …ek aisi shakl jis me wo fir se khud ko sach aur sari duniya ko jhooth manta hai ….aasani se haar nhi manta ye ISHQ!
Papa ki tabiytat thik ho jane ke teesre din sahil delhi wapis aa chukka tha …pure 21 din bad ek naye bharam ke sath…..ghar par sirf didi hi thi …aarti kahi gyi huyi thi aur jeeja as usual kuchh dino ke liye city se bahar the ….
Koi sham ke 4 baje aarti ka samna sahil se hua …
“are aap kab aaye “ ek halki si muskan aarti ke chehre par thi …sahil ko laga use uski purani aarti mil gayi
“mujhe to aaye bahut der ho gayi lekin kise parwah hai meri……….” Sari biti bato ko bhulakar sahil ne ek pyar bhara shikwa kiya….is umeed ke sath ki uski jaan ko thodi si parwah to hogi na uski ….lekin uska ye bharam bhi toot gya…
“ha to sabke pass apne kam hai…koi baithkar aapka wait to nhi kar sakta na….” sahil ki itni sharmindagi aarti ke samne kabhi nhi huyi thi…usne aarti ki taraf tadap kar dekha mano yakeen na ho ki ye wahi aarti hai jo use jaan jaan kahti nhi thakti thi ….aarti ne palatkar uski or dekha bhi nhi aur bahar nikal gayi.
Rat tak aarti sahil me fir koi bat nhi huyi …sahil toot ta jar ha tha aur aarti ko koi fark nhi pad rha tha ….didi se bato me pata chala tha ki aarti ko usi achchi rank ki vajah se delhi k hi ek top college me admission mil gya tha jo ghar se kuchh hi doori par tha so use hostel me rahne ki jarooat bhi nhi thi ….uski classes 3 din bad suru hone wali thi ….lekin aarti ne use kuchh nhi bataya tha ….ya shayad usne sahil ko batana jaroori nhi samjha tha .
Sahil dinner karke apne room me tha …usne soch liya tha ki aaj ek bar fir se wo aarti se bat karega aur puchhega us se ki kya problem hai….aarti bas dinner kar ke upr aayi hi thi…
“aarti kuchh bat karn hai “
“ha boliye”
“aarti tum aise kyu kar rhi ho …kya galti ho gyi mujhse …bataa do mai sorry bol dunga ya chahe to koi saja de lo …par aise to na karo yar”
“kya kiya hai maine …?????.maine to kuchh kahaa bhi nhi aapse “ ise kahte hai jabrdast ignore karna… aarti ne aise kaha ki sahil ke pas na koi sawal bacha na koi jawab …fir bhi usni ek aakhiri kosis ki …
“kya hamare bich kuchh nhi hhhhh……….. …………….”
sahil ki bat khatm bhi nhi ho payi thi…ki aarti bol padi..
“haan…haan..aapne bahut kiya hai meri study ke liya …ahsan hai aapka mujhpar…thank u so much…mujhe bahut padhna hai abhi…mai ja rhi hu padhne …..GOOD NIGHT.”
Aarti apne room me jakar darwaza band kar chuki thi ….sahil thodi der tak band darwaje ko dekhta rha fir apne kamre ki or palat gya …kadmo me mano jan hi na bachi ho …kisi tarah se khud ko ghaseet te huye wo apne room ke andar le gaya aur bistar par pad gya….
“ahsan hai aapka mujhpar “ aarti ke ye sabd hathode ki tarah uske dil par pad rhe tha….
“ahsan kiya maine tum par .????????????ahsaan??? “ sahil ki aankho ki barsat nhi rook rhi thi ………
“aisi kya agalti ho gyi hai yar mujhe se …plz bata do……..aisa mat karo yar….aisa mat karo jan” sahil foot foot kar rone laga.....ab wo tootkar bikhrane lagaa tha….bas ab intzaar tha ek final punch ka.
Sahil aur aarti ke pyar ka rang gahra hota ja rha tha….aarti aur sahil ab bhi ekdusre se vaise hi ladte aur ab bhi parinam whi hota- sahil ki haar…..lekin ab aarti sahil se lajati bhi thi…aur sahil ko uska lajana -sharmana bahut achchha lagta tha ….
Subah ke 9 baje the…….Sahil aaj gaon ja rha tha..sham 7.30 ki train thi …..aarti ko jane ki permission ghar se to sahil ne dila di thi lekin use bahut sare apne documents etc. taiyar rakhne the counciling ke liye isliye wo sahil ke saath nhi ja pa rhi thi.
Sahil ko aarti aaj subah se hi kam dikh rhi thi aur bar bar uski nazre aarti ko talash rhi thi….ek do bar wo dikhi bhi thi to sahil ke samne nhi rook rhi thi….sab log khana kha kar apne apne room me the …dophar ke koi 2 baj rhe the….sahil ki sari packing ho chuki thi is samay wo chup chap apne room me baitha tha ………..man to uska bhi udas ho rha tha …bhale hi gaon jane ki khusi thi lekinn aarti se door jane ka gham bhi tha…. Aakhirkar us se rha nhi gya aur usne aarti ke mobile par sms kiya…………….
“jab koi kahi ja rha ho to us se naraz nhi hote …...kya pata kaun si mulakat aakhiri ho”
Sahil ko pta tha ki aarti naraz us se nhi h,,..bas uske jane se udas h isiliye shayad uske samne nhi aa rhi lekin use puri umeed thi ki uske bheje huye is sms ka reply jaroor aayega –usne bat hi aisi likh di thi….jawab to aana hi tha…lekin jo jawab aaya wo sahil ki umeed se badhkar tha …. 2 mi bhi pure nhi huye the ki aarti dandanate huye sahl ke room me pahuchi……
“aapko bahut mjaa aata hai na mujhe rulane me….” Wo darwaze se chand kadam andar aakr khadi thi aur aankho me aa rhi aansuo ke badh ko palko se rokne ki kosis kar rhi thi….uska udas udas sa masoom chehra is kadar pyara lag rha tha ki ek pal ko sachmuch sahil ne khud ko gali di jo use rula diya……aarti ke chehre par dard aur gusse ke mile jule bhav the …uski aankhe surkh lal ho rhi thi aur chehra gulabi ….lambi kali julfo ki chand laten aaj bhi uske galon ko choom rhi thi…aaj bhi aarti utani hi haseen lag rhi thi …
“muh me jubaan nhi hai …??? ..aarti kar to gussa rhi thi lekin aankhe thi ki juban ka sath nhi de rhi thi…
Sahil dheere se chalta hua aarti ke pas gya aur use pakadkar apne gale se lagaa liya….aarti jo itni der se sabr ki thi sahil ke kandho ka sahara paa kar foot padi…sahil use lekar bed ke pas pahucha….thodi der tak aarti sahil se lage yuhi subakati rhi … sahil ne kaha….
“ro kyu rhi ho yar….???”
“chup rahiye aap ….jaise ki kuchh maloom nhi hai…ek to ghar jar he h us par se ulti seedhi baten bolte hain…ha nhi to …..mai nhi jane dungi aapko” aarti sahil se lipat gayi ….
Sahil dheere dheere aarti ke balo ko sawarta rha aur use chup kara rha tha…
“mai jaldi aa jaunga jan….”
“nhi..ab main nhi jane dungi…aapne kyu kaha ki mulakat aakhiri ho ….aap jante hai kitna dar lagta hai mujhe aap se juda hone me…ab main nhi jane dungi…..chahe kuchh bhi ho “
“Aarti….sorry jaan…mujhe tumse milne ka bahut man kar rha tha …tumhe bahut miss kar rha tha ..tum subah se mujhse door door thi isliye ye msg kar diya ….lekin tumhe hurt karne ka intention nhi tha…fir bhi sorry …plz jane do na ………..ghar par mummy papa se mile bahut time ho gya …jab tak tum pyar se jane ko nhi bologi mai jaa nhi paunga….plzzz“
“Aap mujhe sorry mat bola kijiye …thik hai jaiye ….lekin aap apna khyal rakha kijiye aur mujhse aisi baten mat kiya kijiye….” Aarti sahil ke kande par sar rakhe huye us se lage baithi thi… ..sahil ne uska chehra apne hatho me liya..
“achchaa fir kaisi baten kiya karun….wo wali………..??” sahil ab use chhedane laga .
“dhattt…hatiye …chhodiye aap bahut badmash hote ja rhe ho …”
Aarti aur kuchh bol pati is se pahle hi sahil ne apni ek angli uske hotho par rakh di aur haule se apne hotho se uske gal ko choom lia….aarti sharm se laal ho gayi….wo mano khud me simat si gayi….sahil ne ek hath uski back par lagay aur aarti sahil ki god me aadhi leti si aa gayi….dono ekdusre ki aankho me dekh rhe the …..sahil ke honth dheere dheere aarti ke hotho ke kareeb aa gaye aur ab dono ke fadkte labo ke bich kuchh inch ka fasalaa tha …..sahil aarti ke labo se apne lab chhu rha tha lekin sirf kuchh seconds ke liye fir hata leta aur fir se halke se uski gulab ki pankhudiyo ko choom kar apne hoth hata leta …
Aarti Sahil ke hatho me kisi khilone ki tarah padi huyi thi jiske sath sahil khel rha tha …aarti hansti ,sharmati,sisakti aur fir sahil ke harkato ka jawab bhi deti…...halki fulki si aarti ko wo jaise chahe choom rha tha aur aarti bhi puri tarah se uske baho me samarpeet thi…..
Sahil ka bar bar aarti ke hotho ko halke se choom liya …..ab aarti ko bardssht nhi ho rha tha…sahil to shayad yhi chahta hi tha…aarti ne is bar sahil ke nichle hoth ko apne dono labo ke bich bharkar chusna suru kar diya…sahil bhi ab uttejana ki seema par karta ja rha tha ….aarti sahil ke gale me bahen dale use apani or khichti ja rhi thi aur uske hotho ko choos rhi thi….aarti ke boobs ab aur tight ur nukile lag rhe the..uske coton ke safed kurte me tane huye wo amrit kalash agar ab bhi na nichode jate to shayad khud ko apmanit mahsoos karte…. Sahil apni jaan ke husn ki daulat ko apmanit bhala kaise hone deta ….is bar usne himmat karke ek hath aarti ke baye santre par rakh diya….aarti ne jhat se sahil ke hoth chhode aur kuchh bolne ke liye muh khola hi tha ki is bar sahil ne morch sambhala aur aarti ke hotho ko muh me bharkar peene lagaa aur haule haule uske santro ko sahlane lagaa….aaarti bhi ab bahut garam ho chuki thi aur usne bhi virodh karna kam kar diya…aarti ke narm gudaj boobs sahil ke hatho se meeje ja rhe the aur sahil aarti ko hotho ko chhod hi nhi rha tha ….aarti mano hosh khoti si jar hi thi …uski aankhe khud band hoti ja rhi thi……sahil dono hatho se uske boobs daba rha tha lekin aarti ki halat dekhkar use thoda dar sa lagaa….
“Aarti…aarti..tum thik to ho na” becharaa…. use kya pata ki aarti ko wo sukh mil rha tha jiski tamnna har ladki karti hai…mard ke hatho apne husn ko lutaana har jawan kali ko ek nayi duniya ki sair karata hai…aarti usi duniya me thi shayad…
Shahil bhale hi kaam dev ki kam-baano se na bach paya ho lekin tha to abhi kora khiladi hi …usne aarti ko kuchh jawab na deta dekhkar jaldi se use khud se alag kiya bed par litaya aur uske galo ko thapthapne lagaa….aarti ne aankhe khol di….
“Aarti tum thik to ho na’’’”sahil ne puchha.
Aarti Sharma gyi ….ha me sar hila kar usne dusri or muh fer liya….kuchh palo ke bad sahil ki or dekha …sahil abhi bhi uski or aise dekh rha tha jasie us se koi galti ho gayi ho jiske liye wo sharminda hai….
Aarti ko hasi aa gyi aur usne pyar se apni bahe faila di…sahil jhat se uski baho me samaa gya….
“I m sorry jaan…tumne us din kaha tha ki ham sadi tak wait kar sakte hai ,,,lekin mai…….” sahil uske gale se lipte huye bol rha tha…
“koi bat nhi jannu.. …..mai to puri aapki hu…meraa sabkuchh aapka hai…aap kabhi bhi is bat ko lekar sharmnda mat hoiyega..”
“haa jaan …lekin mai bhi tumhari feelings ki kadr karta hu …aur tum sahi bhi ho ….mai puri kosis karunga ab..ki ham sadi tak…..” sahil ne janbookjhkar apni bat adhhori chood di…aarti sirf muskura kar rha gyi…
“lekin sirf kosis…haan…koi guarntee nhi hai…………..” sahil ne muskurate huye kaha….
Aap sach me bahut gande ho “ aarti fir se lajaa gyi…
Sham ke 6.30 baj rhe the aur sahil station ke liye nikal rha tha ….did jeeja bahar the …lekin aarti bahar nhi aayi thi ……
“Di mai apni watch bhool gya….abhi aaya” sahil teji se andar ki or gya ..
Aarti use andar wale darwaje par hi mil gyi ….wo ro rhi thi…
Sahil ki dil tadap utha….
“mat ro sona…mai jaldi aa jaunga …dekho tum rowogi to main nhi jaunga….”
Aarti ne apne aansu saf kiye …
“thank u…dekho time se kha pee lena aur meri kasam tumhe ,rona mat samjhi…tum rowgi to mera man bhi nhi lagega …samjh rhi ho na” aarti ne bas ha me sar hil diya…
“chalo ab chalta hu …jeeja ja rhe hai station tak chhodane …bahar wait kar rhe hai…”
“sahil plz aap jaldi aa jana..mujhe achchha nhi lagega aapke bina…” aarti uske seen se lag gyi….
“aa jaunga jan..chalo ab jane do ,,,ek kiss kar loo” sahil ne uske gal ko pyar se sahlate huye puchha ..
Aarti ne haa me sar hilaya aur sar jhuka liya….
“love you jaan”
“love you sona”
Sahil ne uske chehre ko hatho me bhar kar uske hotho ko choom liya aur fir bina rooke bahar bhaga…
Sahil ko ghar aaye teen din ho gye the ..jis din aa rha tha us di aur uske bad ek din tak to sabkuchh thik tha…aarti se kafi der tak baten hoti …….par kal se aarti uska phone receive nhi kar rhi thi …aur aaj usne phone utha to liya tha lekin abhi busy hu bad me bat karungi khakar rakh diya….sahil ko thoda feel hua lekin fir concilling se related kam sochkar aur aarti ke busy hone ka sochkar usne ignore kar diya..
Ghar par papa ki tabiyat thik nhi thi aur wo admit the 4-5 din tak …unhe kuchh heart problem thi….sahil jitna plan karke aaya tha us se lamba rookna pad gya tha…sahil hospital se ghar aur ghar se hospital inhi chakkaro me fassa tha…time nhi mil rha tha fir bhi wo aarti ko 3-4 bar phone jaroor try karta….aarti ya to phone nhi uthati ya phir kuchh bolkar call cut kar deti.
Sahil ka man ab bahut udas hone lagaa tha…use samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kya ho rha
hai……aur sabse kamaal ki bat ye thi ki aaj sahil ko aaye lagbhag 15 din ho gye the aur pahle do dino ke bad se aarti ne use ek bar bhi call nhi kiya tha…….sahil se bat bhi thi se nhi kar rhi thi ….aur sahil se kuchh kahaa bhi nhi ....aaj fir ek lambi udasi ke bad sahil ne use phone kiya…kafi der bell jane ke bad aarti ne phone receive kiya……
“ha boliye” phone receive karte hi aarti ne kaha….sahil ko badi insult si feel huyi..
“kaisi ho Aarti….?”
“ekdam mast hu…aap bataiye kaise phone kiya…kuchh kam tha….” Sahil ke dil me jaise chann se kuchh toot gya…kya jawab deta bechara..
“nhiii..wo…wo….baki…baki sab log kaise hai” kisi tarah se usne apni bat puri ki.
“sab log thik hai….achcha aap bad me call karna ..abhi mai thodi busy hu …Bye”
“Aartiiiiiiiii” sahil ke kuchh bolne se pahle hi phone disconnect ho gya tha…
Aaj bhi whi hua jo pichhle 10 dino se ho rha tha …sahil ki aankho me aansu aa gye the ….wo hospital ki seedhiyo pe bitha apne cell phone me feed aarti ke contact number ko dekhta rha tha aur aankh se ek aansu ki boond nikalkar screen par gir gayi…….
“aisa kya kar diya maine yar “ sahil ke hotho se bas itna hi nikla.
“Aarti mujhe bahut pyar karti hai …jaroor wo kisi bahut badi musibat me hai …ha..bikul aisa hi hai..aur wo mujhse chhupane ki kosis kar rhi hai ….taki mai paresan na hou…ha bikul yhi bat hai …wo bhala mujhe aise naraz kaise ho sakti hai ,,,jaan hai wo meri …mujhe jald hi delhi pahuchkar us se milna hai ….” Sahil apne dil me soch rha tha ….ye ishq bhi ajeeb rog hai dosto …jab bhi harne lagta hai ek nayi shakl akhtiyar kar leta hai …ek aisi shakl jis me wo fir se khud ko sach aur sari duniya ko jhooth manta hai ….aasani se haar nhi manta ye ISHQ!
Papa ki tabiytat thik ho jane ke teesre din sahil delhi wapis aa chukka tha …pure 21 din bad ek naye bharam ke sath…..ghar par sirf didi hi thi …aarti kahi gyi huyi thi aur jeeja as usual kuchh dino ke liye city se bahar the ….
Koi sham ke 4 baje aarti ka samna sahil se hua …
“are aap kab aaye “ ek halki si muskan aarti ke chehre par thi …sahil ko laga use uski purani aarti mil gayi
“mujhe to aaye bahut der ho gayi lekin kise parwah hai meri……….” Sari biti bato ko bhulakar sahil ne ek pyar bhara shikwa kiya….is umeed ke sath ki uski jaan ko thodi si parwah to hogi na uski ….lekin uska ye bharam bhi toot gya…
“ha to sabke pass apne kam hai…koi baithkar aapka wait to nhi kar sakta na….” sahil ki itni sharmindagi aarti ke samne kabhi nhi huyi thi…usne aarti ki taraf tadap kar dekha mano yakeen na ho ki ye wahi aarti hai jo use jaan jaan kahti nhi thakti thi ….aarti ne palatkar uski or dekha bhi nhi aur bahar nikal gayi.
Rat tak aarti sahil me fir koi bat nhi huyi …sahil toot ta jar ha tha aur aarti ko koi fark nhi pad rha tha ….didi se bato me pata chala tha ki aarti ko usi achchi rank ki vajah se delhi k hi ek top college me admission mil gya tha jo ghar se kuchh hi doori par tha so use hostel me rahne ki jarooat bhi nhi thi ….uski classes 3 din bad suru hone wali thi ….lekin aarti ne use kuchh nhi bataya tha ….ya shayad usne sahil ko batana jaroori nhi samjha tha .
Sahil dinner karke apne room me tha …usne soch liya tha ki aaj ek bar fir se wo aarti se bat karega aur puchhega us se ki kya problem hai….aarti bas dinner kar ke upr aayi hi thi…
“aarti kuchh bat karn hai “
“ha boliye”
“aarti tum aise kyu kar rhi ho …kya galti ho gyi mujhse …bataa do mai sorry bol dunga ya chahe to koi saja de lo …par aise to na karo yar”
“kya kiya hai maine …?????.maine to kuchh kahaa bhi nhi aapse “ ise kahte hai jabrdast ignore karna… aarti ne aise kaha ki sahil ke pas na koi sawal bacha na koi jawab …fir bhi usni ek aakhiri kosis ki …
“kya hamare bich kuchh nhi hhhhh……….. …………….”
sahil ki bat khatm bhi nhi ho payi thi…ki aarti bol padi..
“haan…haan..aapne bahut kiya hai meri study ke liya …ahsan hai aapka mujhpar…thank u so much…mujhe bahut padhna hai abhi…mai ja rhi hu padhne …..GOOD NIGHT.”
Aarti apne room me jakar darwaza band kar chuki thi ….sahil thodi der tak band darwaje ko dekhta rha fir apne kamre ki or palat gya …kadmo me mano jan hi na bachi ho …kisi tarah se khud ko ghaseet te huye wo apne room ke andar le gaya aur bistar par pad gya….
“ahsan hai aapka mujhpar “ aarti ke ye sabd hathode ki tarah uske dil par pad rhe tha….
“ahsan kiya maine tum par .????????????ahsaan??? “ sahil ki aankho ki barsat nhi rook rhi thi ………
“aisi kya agalti ho gyi hai yar mujhe se …plz bata do……..aisa mat karo yar….aisa mat karo jan” sahil foot foot kar rone laga.....ab wo tootkar bikhrane lagaa tha….bas ab intzaar tha ek final punch ka.